Monday

`heyys.

So far the day hasn't been all that bad..haha. feeling weird today. bored but happy. hahhs. Actually I shouldn't be feeling happt cos I cannot go to church next week. I mean morning church. duhh. haha. I have the stupid taekwondo grading thingy. hahs. During my grandmother's birthday dinner on Saturday my sis was trying to teach me my next tkd pattern. and I still can't get it right. haha. Yesterday Audaud was raving to me abt her letter to her senior, sarah. She wrote this super long letter abt some stuff. haha. can't say if not she'll prob kill me or sth.. supp to be private i guess. :)) Yupps. Listening to the radio while typing this. I'm in the library now. They'er playing welcome to my life by simple plan. nice song! hahs. You know, I just found out that I cannot commit to this declaration thing that I wrote out yesterday.. It was really funny. I was thinking that if I promised myself I would study hard and do well then I would really study. But it isn't working!! And I'm still thinking alot about * ahem * hahas. aah wells. Planning to go to macs after sch to study.. Thought that would be better than going to TP library to study, seeing that I didn't bring my library books that I wanted to return anyway.. hahas. It's almost 11. haha. When you read my blog and the timing is like, sometime in the early morning like say 4 or 5 am, it's prob that I didn't adjust the time, because the time's like irritating me and it's always wrong!!

`Hold fast to dreams
for if dreams die
life is like a broken-winged bird
that cannot fly

Hold fast to dreams
for when dreams go
life is a barren field
frozen with snow
`-- Dreams by Langston Hughes

`yupps

Mrs Tan came back todayy. hahas. She has this super big scar on her throat. and she claims it's small. hahaaa. She showed us this poem and I thought it was really nice. :)) really meaningful and stuff, you know? aah wells. I think i better go before recess is up. Life rocks and sucks at the same time.. how?? I don't know which one is more. I think now, life rocks, because I'm feeling so happppieeeeeeeeee! yay!

`iLu :))