Happy Val'z Day =)

bleahhh. i still love you. why today? couldn't it just be ytd? or are you just trying to make my valentines day more memorable than it already is? no hard feelings, but i just can't help feeling sad. i miss you lots. i'm not gonna cry, because i'm strong inside. i just wish you were there. but i understand. you're like the sweetest guy ever. i just hope you and rachelle get back together again. =) yeah so like, good luck. if you ever need anything, i'm still here.

okay.. cannot stand it anymore. feelings taking over. bleahh. -screams- maroon 5 on TV! ahhhh. lol. the grammy's rockk. haha. i'm feeling so heartless now.. ehhh. heartless? i mean heartbroken. haha. well, heartless too. but you don't need to know why. this is stupid.. i'm getting more and more sad each time i think abt it. for all you know i might just cry myself to sleep. haha. no i'm just joking. lol. ohkay. i have to do my literature now. but for the last time...

i love you.

it doesn't mean anything now. there's nothing i can do.

xoxo-marissa