June 01, 2007

Depressing.

I have so many things to be depressed about i dont know where to start.

You dont have to read this post if you dont want to.

#1 - Max refuses to go for tuition ltr.
K you may go like "oh whats the big deal", but its him that keeps me going for tuition, if not i'll be ponning every session. And if he doesn't go, the class will be so quiet and boring, which i hate. So now i dont feel like going for tuition >.<

*EDITED* After much tears, this problem has been solved. ONCE, and i hope, for all.
[mar dear you have to stay strong.]

#3 - GEOG MOCK IS IN 3 DAYS.
and I haven't really started mugging.

#4 - AMATH MOCK IS IN 3 DAYS.
and I have also barely started.

#5 - VJC AUDITIONS ARE IN 3 DAYS.
and i have barely started practising. Stupid woman called me at like.. 11+ last night and asked me to go for auditions. I was about to sleep ! -.- Oh well. But like.. I'm nt gna get in anyway, so whats the point? Just for fun la.

RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I AM SO FRUSTRATED RIGHT NOW I THINK I CAN JUST DIE.
I feel so small and alone nowadays. I can't cope with 2 full weeks of crap. Maybe one good day la. but maybe its all my fault. maybe the reason you *****ed was because of me. maybe i should start studying for Os without any distraction. maybe i'm the one whos distracting you.






But who am I kidding?
I can't make it without you.

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