So many things have happened since I last posted, and I HAVE to rant, or I think I'll explode.

Well, these past few weeks have been about the best ever. Though it has been band prac after band prac after band prac (and alot of procrastinating), there has never ever been a moment I've regretted joining band. Band has, after all, become my life.

First there was SCGS combined concert with SMKSA Kedah. That was a week of daily band pracs to get ready for the concert. The SMKSA band was great. Blasting trumpets, entertaining dances. The two days they were here really wasn't enough. Played Pirates of the Caribbean, Phantom of the Opera, Latin Gold, Shrek Dance (again =.=) and other pieces. They were ok, but we got owned by the kedah band. I love SC Band all the same (:

Then the following week, we had PhilYouth concert. That was totally pWnAgE. Two night practices before the actual day to polish off ends, then it was PHILYOUTH IN CONCERT! Got good comments from my friends who went for the concert, and I'm happy with it. Made new friends too (: I'm going to practice hard so that I can get into JC band! Yay.

Yesterday, we announced the new posts for the 07/08 Band Committee. There were some happy faces, and some sad. Couldn't stay to hear the new 07/08 band play though, cuz i had to rush off. But I'm pretty satisfied. Ending my term in SC Band tomorrow. I can't believe it! Four years! But yeah, I guess it has to come to an end sometime.

Today, I'm rushing to get all my handover stuff done before tomorrow! :( '


SC Clarinets, you guys will always be in my heart <3

070707

LIVE EARTH today. LP rocks :D WEAR GREEN TMR! :D

oh mannnnnnn. Bio test on Monday. I HATE STUDYINGGGG. :( i wish it would all go in.

I said some things that I shouldn't have today, & I'm sorry :( please forgive me. i take them all back.

I feel so lonely. AGAIN.



And to the ones in which we sing,
We are honored you let us in
I remember the thoughts of many things,
Of the glory that you bring.

Another Concert!

Philharmonic Youth Winds In Concert

5 August, 5pm

Singapore Conference Hall

Tix @ $10

Repertoire:

Noah's Ark

Poet and Peasant Overture

Westside Story

English Folk Song Suite

& more.

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Come support us! ty :D

VIVA LA BAND

28th July 2007

7pm
Khoo Auditorium, SCGS

Tix @ $10/$15

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If interested, email/call/sms me.

Not sure of repertoire, but some pieces we're playing include:

Madrigalum (SYF choice piece)

L-O-V-E

El Bimbo

Latin Gold
POTC (TBC)

High School Musical (TBC)

I really hope we're playing POTC. We've been practising really hard for it.. so.. we'll probably be playing. Anyways, come support SCGS BAND! ( and me! lol =/ )

Bu hu hu.

I'm sick. Sunday night, i went to the market, ate porridge and drank soya bean, and the next day... POOF. FOOD POISONING. >.<

2nd day I didn't go to school already, and I'm showing no signs of getting better.
I HATE PILLS!! Can't eat pills for nuts. I tried to swallow the chinese charcoal thingy. nearly DIED.

Kw sent me POTC:At world's End OST! <33 Listening to it now. It rocks. I think out of the three POTCs, this has the best music. Helping my maid transfer songs into her mp4 now. Comp is lagging. shouldnt blog anymore. bb.

Mar, just ignore him. >.<

FUCK LAH. FRIDAY ALSO CANNOT.

I AM SO PISSED MY HEAD IS GONA EXPLODE. WTF.

I HATE IT WHEN YOU DO THIS. I REALLY HATE IT.

__

I knew it was too good to be true.
Sigh.

Oh well. Band! :D Been great seeing the juniors again. Had interviews today. So tiring. But there are people who have great potential to become majors. And the questions we asked.. LOL.

After that, went over to Max's. Supposed to help him do DSA stuff, but ended up playing pirates on his clarinet! I love pirates! <3 After that we went to Far East Plaza cuz he had to cut hair. Ate chicken rice! Haven't eaten that since the sec 1 outing with seniors? It was pretty cool :D Then came home.

& here I am! [after a nice long bath]

ONE MORE CHANCE, FRIDAY!! :D

& the days go by..

I haven't started doing anything, and poof! One more week to exams.
WHATEVER SHALL I DO?

Well, I got lectured by my parents for being addicted to the comp.
Gotta stop being rude to parents if not I'm gonna get owned.
Gotta find some way to get my allowance if not I'm not going to have any money for Thursday!SHIT.

Bored as hell.
Think I shall go sleep early tonight since I have no one to talk to..
Maxy! :(
Well, OK. Forget about it. I WILL PERSEVERE!

Hah, Band? It's become kind of a chore. I hate the pieces we're playing. BAHH. 'Pirates' is nice, just that my tone sucks on the high notes and i get very pissed during band. When that happens, I don't put in effort, and POOF. .........................There goes mar.

OH YEAHHHHH. My dad just gave me my allowance. WOOHOO. $30 for thursday ftw! (thats the whole of my allowance as I used up my savings on other stuff.)


THURSDAY THURSDAY THURSDAY. Yay.
I don't feel like going out on thursday. :(
I want to... but... I feel like my hopes are going to be crushed.

NEW SKIN! :D

<3

Play!

Yo.

Spent the last 2 days with Maxy (:
Went over, fooled around, WANTED TO GO BOWLING but in the end didn't..
Watched EVERYBODY LOVES RAYMOND Season 7! :D :D :D
heh.

Yesterday night, went to watch Play! A Video Game Symphony with dear.
& omg, was it awesome.
Who knew orchestral performances could be so entertaining?
Met Georgia there. haha. Tried to sms her sis but she wouldnt reply so.. Oh well.
Max got intervied by a ST Life journalist! So cool! lol. Waiting for the article to come out.. lol.

@Max: Meathook! (miss) Vacuum. (ahhhh) Entangling Roots. (LET ME GO!) Greater Bash. (!!!) What was that... Gust of Wind? (LOL) ^^


Going out for dinner tonight :D
& its Father's Day tmr... crap havent gotten present. :(

<3Play!, <3MAX! :D

mar doesnt deserve to be here.

YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW BRAIN DEAD A WHOLE CHAPTER OF TRIGO TYS CAN MAKE YOU UNTIL U TRY IT.
For those of you who have, gj!

-die.

I read someone's blog just now.
& I realised how happy some people can be with their life.
& here I am complaining and complaining.
I regret everything that has happened the past 3 years.
But its too late now, there's no turning back.

Looks like I just have to face the music & deal with everything that I got myself into.

Jeez, I wish I could be happier.
Every entry seems to be about my sad life.
I miss God,
I miss happy moments which came on a daily basis,
& I miss life.

I know you try to make me happy all the time, sorry im so moody lately :(
I'll try to change, I promise.

Philwinds concert today.

Im going out in abt half an hour.
Aiming to learn how to play More Than Words.
It means alot to me.

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Saying I love you
Is not the words I want to hear from you
Its not that I want you
Not to say, but if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldnt have to say that you love me
Cos Id already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldnt make things new
Just by saying I love you

More than words

Now Ive tried to talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands and touch me
Hold me close dont ever let me go
More than words is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldnt have to say that you love me
Cos Id already know

HI.

I'm prepared to fail both mocks tmr.
its almost 11pm.
& guess what! I havent started studying.

So....

I'm not going to. (or maybe during chem tmr.)
Though i practised my clarinet for quite awhile today.
DAMN, still not perfect.
Oh well.
I haven't got my VJC form done ! Oh god.. >.<

DIE LAH.

sigh. Actually. I hate failing tests.
But I'm just so fucking lazy >.<

AND DARLING where are you! COME HOME!

Depressing.

I have so many things to be depressed about i dont know where to start.

You dont have to read this post if you dont want to.

#1 - Max refuses to go for tuition ltr.
K you may go like "oh whats the big deal", but its him that keeps me going for tuition, if not i'll be ponning every session. And if he doesn't go, the class will be so quiet and boring, which i hate. So now i dont feel like going for tuition >.<

*EDITED* After much tears, this problem has been solved. ONCE, and i hope, for all.
[mar dear you have to stay strong.]

#3 - GEOG MOCK IS IN 3 DAYS.
and I haven't really started mugging.

#4 - AMATH MOCK IS IN 3 DAYS.
and I have also barely started.

#5 - VJC AUDITIONS ARE IN 3 DAYS.
and i have barely started practising. Stupid woman called me at like.. 11+ last night and asked me to go for auditions. I was about to sleep ! -.- Oh well. But like.. I'm nt gna get in anyway, so whats the point? Just for fun la.

RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I AM SO FRUSTRATED RIGHT NOW I THINK I CAN JUST DIE.
I feel so small and alone nowadays. I can't cope with 2 full weeks of crap. Maybe one good day la. but maybe its all my fault. maybe the reason you *****ed was because of me. maybe i should start studying for Os without any distraction. maybe i'm the one whos distracting you.






But who am I kidding?
I can't make it without you.

Makes me wonder...

:DDDDDD

I'm in a really good mood today, because maxy had lunch with me ytd! :D

And you see how little things can really improve my mood.

I am going the wrong way, and I'm succumbing to the 'adam's music taste' syndrome. ABIT. =/
I just realise that the songs aren't that bad after all. Lol. Jason Mraz, Maroon 5 ...

... makes me wonder. :D

K, time for more work, and less play. My mum's gna murder me if she turns around and looks at the comp.

TIME FOR....

... WORDPLAY !

(omg there's smth wrong with me.)

TATA !

<33

HELLO.

I watched POTC on Friday with the Adam, Adnaan, and well... many other people. I cant believe its the end. It left me so heart broken, or xin1 tong4, or whtever. BUT AHHHHH.

ORLANDO BLOOM IS SO HOT. =/ I cant believe im still obsessing abt him.. started in p5, omg theres something wrong with me ! (max dont kill me plz) & now you know why i was so whiny that day after the show. :(

OKAY I SHALL STOP OBSESSING ABOUT HIM, OR I'LL BE SIGNING MY DEATH WARRANT.

byebye. (OMG AHHHHH !!!)

the rose <3

Some say love it is a river
that drowns the tender reed
Some say love it is a razer
that leaves your soul to blead

Some say love it is a hunger
an endless aching need
I say love it is a flower
and you it's only seed

It's the heart afraid of breaking
that never learns to dance
It's the dream afraid of wakingthat never takes the chance
It's the one who won't be taken
who cannot seem to give
and the soul afraid of dyingthat never learns to live

When the night has been too lonely
and the road has been too long
and you think that love is only
for the lucky and the strong
Just remember in the winterfar beneath the bitter snows
lies the seed
that with the sun's love
in the spring
becomes the rose

-bette midler.

AHHH i love this song.

BATAM :D

Hello`



HEHEHEHE.



I'm in Batam now! :D Ponn 2 days of school =/ I think my partner is v happy.. dont have me arnd more space to put things... lol. She can utilise my table well, right Geraldine? xD



DID ANYONE MISS ME??? ahaha.



I did the flying fox! from the top of the hotel down to near the pool there, & my dad took a video. Lol. It was damn fun! Went twice! But the guy, he didnt let me jump off the ledge myself! I wanted to feel what it was like to commit suicide =/. But i have a phobia of heights, so.. might as well. :D

K, so first day, flying fox, then we went to the pizzeria to order pizza. xD Brought it back to the room, and played gin rummy until like 10+pm. or 11+ in SG time. Can u imagine, we all slept at 10+!! amazing. lol.

2nd day, went for breakfast at the buffet, which sucked cuz there was barely anything to eat.. =/ , then went to Nagoya for shopping. I didnt really do any shopping there, but I did do a facial! LOL. duno, my sis went to cut hair, then since we didnt really wana wait so each of us did smth at the salon. I had my facial, mum did pedicure, dad did foot reflex.

BUT HELL THE FACIAL WAS OMGWTF PAIN !!! at first it was cream after cream after cream, then duno wth she was doing, felt like she was giving my face 10000 injections... >.< seriously. I nearly died there, waiting for it to end. then after that still put some menthol/eucalyptus shit on my face. i was like thinking ... !! TAKE IT OFF! but.. decided to keep quiet.

We went for dinner at this golden prawn restaurant thing, its like those kelong seafood restaurants where u get to pick ur own prawns and seafood and stuff. I dont eat seafood so we were like feasting on vegetables and rice. lol. Pathetic, i know. But it just looked so good in front of all that seafood! Oh, and we saw how they caught the prawns, THE CRUELTY! when they put the net in, all the prawns were jumping about in the net, and some managed to jump out! but they landed on the floor instead of the water, and died anyway. It was so saddening. :(

After bowling, we came back to the hotel. BOWLING BOWLING! :D Lol, i beat my mum with my miserable score, it was so funny. LOL. 88? and i can beat my mum? she was supposed to be alot better than me. but it was fun. Especially watching my sister. Cuz my sister didnt know how to bowl, she held the ball like.. weirdly. and then walking up to the lane.. she sorta had like a spring in her step, and looked like she was doing a catwalk. Comical! We kept laughing.. then frm hitting pins, she ended up getting half her balls in the longkang.. lol. =/ Played pool after that. My mum, sis and I had no idea how to play, and we ended up taking an hour ++ to complete a game, after taking turns. I only got ONE ball in, wth. LOL, but it was fun. Then at the end the live band came to play for us, cuz we were like the last ones left. They played tears in heaven, knocking on heavens door at our request! they played others, but i cant rmb the title. It was cool :D How often do you get a live band all to yourself?

Haha, then this morning, went swimming! lol. Wanted to do water sports, but then mum said something about how this guy was cooking crab, then he got nipped by the raw crab, then had a wound. He neglected it, and just went about cooking the crab. Ate it, fell sick at night. next morning, woke up with a gangrenous arm, had to amputate it. Died a few hours later, due to some flesh-eating organism introduced into his blood by the crab? So i was too scared to go into the water after that. NO WATER SPORTS. and the beach..wait. THERE WAS NO BEACH! It was just.. murky water. Oh well. So, now its storming outside, and my dad has 2hrs ++ of internet to kill so I'm using it for him.

I miss home, & all the people that come with it, having no roaming SUCKS. I've practically lost contact with everyone back in Singapore.

@ADRIEL; Sorry I couldn't attend your concert!! Wasn't in Singapore. Did you call me? No roaming.. =/ Sorry sorry sorry! mm, another time k?

@GER; Hi, did u collect homework for me? I HOPE YOU DIDNT SLEEP IN CLASS WHILE I WAS AWAY!

@Hilmi; lol, no dota with me , sad? LOL.

@Max; -hug -poke.

OKAAAAAY. Gtg. byebye! I'm coming back today, like WOO! BAND TMR! xD Playing for the concert! :D :D I <3 my section!!

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