Nostalgia

Looking back, there are some people from the past that have disappeared from my life that I dearly miss. Whether they have been gone for 1 month, 1 year or longer, these people have changed my life by knowing them. When I say gone, I mean it in different ways. They could be overseas, changed far too much that I miss the old them, or just failed to keep in touch... Life is everchanging I know, and I can think of three people, whom I miss very very much. Maybe we aren't way close, but you guys meant something to me. I shan't name them here, because I'm sure if they read this, they'd know who they were, and I have to keep this confidential just in case unwanted people come here and have certain misconceptions about what I have written.

1. To *e**e* *a*:
Hey dude, I know we didn't really know each other for very long. But now that you're gone.. I miss talking to you. Don't get to see you online much anymore... either that or I'm too busy with work and stuff. I'm sorry =/ But I really want to thank you for all the encouragement and advice you've given me, listening to me and stuff... not many people are willing to do that, and for a new friend to start doing that for me, its touching :) because not many people are like that. Just remember that if EVER you have any problems or anything, drop me an email/msn me when you're free alright? I'll always be there to listen :)

2. To **r*e* ***:
Helloo :) I'm sorry we never really kept in touch after last year.. It was nice talking to you, going out for movies and stuff. (though i really shouldnt have, and i still feel guilty up to today) But it was fun, why not ;D Time spent on the phone.. stuff like that still brings back good memories up till today. Haha now that you've got your own girl I'm sure you're doing great :) If ever you want to go out again give me a call alright? BUT NO MORE OF WHAT HAPPENED IN THE CINEMA THE LAST TIME OR WE'LL BOTH DIE.

3. To ****** *.:
BOO. You changed so much :((((( I just miss the old you, whom I could talk to whenever, and you'd make me happy. BAH. Well, I don't even know if the change is for better or for worse, and if you have been avoiding me on purpose or what, but we hardly talk anymore :( Maybe I just suck. :( Oh well. *depressed depressed*

Yes. Okay. Now I am depressed. Oh no. *emo emo* lol. But reminiscing in the past doesn't really get me anywhere except sad.

And I was just looking at other people's relationships, and I envy their closeness. Its like they make each other's world. I know thats not necessarily good either, but I think its pretty sweet :) Of course if you overdo it until it becomes excessively.. ew... then thats a different story. But I feel too much like good friends already. Maybe its just me. Ah well. PEACE :D