17 again today (:

& met up with Lester at night for dinner, caught up abit.

He's going for camp tomorrow and I think I'm going to miss him!

A LITTLE BIT ONLY okay, not alot (: But still. Haha. 

You know sometimes its like holding a butterfly in your hands.

Its struggling to get out, but you resist.

Then it stops, stays still, and gives up altogether.

OR SO YOU THINK.

You open your hands to check on it, "Oh no, did I kill it?"

And it gracefully flies away, not looking back. 

It bears no grudges, no. 

But HELL its not coming back either.

And do you look back with regret, having fallen for its trick?

I say no. 

At least I had the chance to embrace nature the way it was meant to be. 

Free.

Well, would it be stupid to admit that I have no idea what I'm talking about? Heh. I duno what's wrong with me, but this week I'm finding it REALLY HARD to concentrate on my work. I really don't get it. Like, what's with all the distractions all of a sudden?! I'm trying to get over it, but unfortunately, as of now, the status still remains at trying. RETARDED. Mar should just stop thinking about piano righttttt? Lol today I dragged Joane to camp in the LT with me just cuz there was a piano there. Ah, but as usual. This probably is just a passing phase, as with all my other crap about learning this and that. BUT HOPEFULLY NOT!!!

Meh, I feel so emo. BUT I have no idea about what. So I guess I should just be happy la huh. Haha. Need more entertainment during school time ): No one to sms haha. Everyone's so busy! ): I know I should be paying attention... :x But.. okay I'm not going to argue.