EHHHH.

HAHA. Got loads of photos still, but another time. LOL.

Grandfather's Birthday, 3rd June (:

ZOMG cool ginger. HAHA. The colour here is abit off. lousy cam luh :x

CHUN!! MACALLAN! Lolz.

Performances of the night...
Christopher..
Stephy..
& Kris and I! (:

The epic birthday cake. :D the 4D numbers are our birthdates! (:

Me + Sis.. lol.

SCGS Graduation Concert - Finale, 8th June (:

DIE fledermaus! Lols. SYF 2009 Choice Piece (: Conducted by "FBT". lols.

Madrigalum! SYF 2007 Choice Piece (: Conducted by Pan-E.

Our dear graduating batch singing the song that Joycelyn, Cheryl and Eugenie! (:

Clarinets + Miss Leong! (:

Yeah and this is us + the juniors (:

After the concert, went to meet Jet and ShiChun for dinner at Silk Road, to celebrate ShiChun's 20th birthday! :D

FOOOOD :D
The highlight of the day (: IMBA DESSERT. Definitely eating this again if I ever have the money to go back there. HAHA.

Birthday boyyy (: LOL.
Hmm. What is Jet doing? o_O

MRT station, heading home.. haha.

K, for some random pics... (some of which I've kept since forever but never post..)

OMG, this was from like.. before BT1s right! (: Joane! ♥

^_^ classmates (:

SUZYYYYY ♥

HAHA yesyes, pocky during lecture (:

Also drawn during the pocky lecture. LOL. Yeah, we weren't paying attention at all :x

So now you're trying to KILL US?

Lol, I just thought this was cute. Tuna Subway sandwich. HAHA.

Does this mean I can run? :D

Lol.. why do they even have these kinda things..

Anyone up for some Harsh Browns? ^_^

So you think you can fly? Well, I don't need to fly to reach the sky...

HAHA okay. I still owe SGBF BBQ pics, and other stuff before that. Another day...

this time

My dreams are freaking me out. Big time.

Bring back the glow.

Lol. I'm at home now cuz I wasn't feeling well in school and left early. Thanks for all the well-wishes, I'll take care of myself! (: Hmm. Listening to Jon Schmidt on Imeem. Last.fm has a quota now D: Ah well. His songs are making me quite nostalgic actually, but that aside...

I was just thinking over the past week. You know how its the really tiny little things that people do for you that you appreciate ALOT, and never ever forget even though one day it's going to become really insignificant in this overwhelming journey we call life? Well I've had a couple of those the last few days, and I'm thankful that there ARE people who care out there (: (well at least i hope they're not just doing it for the sake of being nice...)

The past week (last monday onwards) has been a continuous uphill journey (in terms of emotions) for me, and well I'm saying this now because I really cannot remember being sad/angry even if I was. School by itself was pretty okay (I think I survived that week without ponning!), and I'd be lying if I said the after-school events didn't matter. Wednesday, bowling training and dinner with them(already below!). Friday, Girls' Soccer Finals, SAJC vs VJC. Though we lost 3-1, it was really a hard fought battle and pammy and wati did a great job! :D Went for dinner with Susannah after the match, and it was really awesome after not seeing her for two years, IMO she hasn't changed one bit. :D Saturday I spent most of the day slacking at home, besides going for dinner with my family for fish steamboat which I've been wanting phtoto eat since my dad told me that he and mum have been secretly eating fish steamboat without me almost every week! Satisfying meal, that. & Lastly, Sunday sunday sunday. SAF Central Band performance at the Botanic Gardens with the SGBF people (: They're all awesome people, even though my tombstone is now famous =.=, I'm sec 2, look taller in facebook and look chinese and malay mix. HAHAHA. Dinner with them at the prata place, then PS arcade before heading home.
(: no regrets.

I have a couple'a photos I have yet to post, once I get my desktop back.


K last thing.. It's been 8 days and counting... ):

Kinda addicted to Zahada now.

Google it! (:

Philyouth performance @ Botanic Gardens

17 May 2009 - Philyouth Performance at the Botanic Gardens!!!11

In the early aftn, went to meet Max, Nadh + bf, and Ces for a picnic at the Botanic Gardenz. (: 

Unfortunately I don't have pics for this D:

3pm - report for Philyouth.

Philyouth Clarinet Section! (+ 2 flautists lol)

Went out for dinner after that with Azman, ShiChun and Terence at Carl's Junior.

If its possible to ever be tired of eating, that would be it...

But all the same, had lots of fun joking around, and laughing until I cried.. :x 

When I went home... *regret*. Blisters all over my feet from wearing courtshoes from 3-11pm straight. ): I'm not going to do that again!

All the same, I'm looking forward to the next outing with you guys (: (tomorrow? lol.)

^_^ Photo post again, because some of the photos here I was supposed to post up really long ago but forgot about them :x

Last bowling training, 20/5/09.

Vic, Jaslyn, Yujun and I went out for dinner after training at Vivocity rooftop (: 

Sushi + Gloria Jeans (: & lots of talking and slacking and camwhoring lols. Best night out I've had in a pretty long time (other thn with the py people, I haven't forgotten you guys!).

SAJC Recre Bowling Girls (:

♥

Supporting SAJC Bowling team at OCC, 7/5/09

HAHA okay. the pics below are all taken in OCC :x We went to support the bowling team during A divs and were bored waiting for the prize presentation to start. hahas. Had loads of fun (:

See all the white light? Angels (: LOL.

Anyway, I love you guys! ♥

HAHA i have pics to update, but need to sleep soon, so shall do that tomorrow :D

Chem SPA tomorrow. Getting it over and done with is all I'm waiting for! (:

And well since I'm here I shall do a little concert update to the non-existent readers haha.

24 MAY 2009 - SUNDAY
MUSIC FROM MOVIES AND MUSICALS

BY
Singapore Armed Forces Central Band

VENUE / TIME
Shaw Foundation Symphony Stage (Botanic Gardens), 6.00pm

ADMISSION
Free

CONDUCTORS
TBC

PROGRAMME
Beauty and the Beast
Indiana Jones: Raiders of the Lost Ark
Star Wars: The Phantom Menace
Silverado
March from '1941'
West Side Story
Cats

Courtesy of Bandfusion (:

cuz you'll always be my..

Lol. This will be a somewhat-mostly-food post, because for the past few days I've been doing exactly that :x People have been studying their asses off this holiday because the next week's going to be RIDDLED with tests, but I seriously cannot be bothered, and I'm not even guilty. Oops. Enjoying life here :x Mother's Day is srsly pwn. hahah.

ANYWAY... On thursday, after the bowling Adivs, Vic, Jaslyn and I went for dinner at North Point!

This is Teriyaki Chicken Pasta from Ishi Mura. Just decided to try it out, and it turned out to be not so bad, for "foodcourt" food anw. Or maybe I was just hungry :x The way they cooked it was particularly cool though. The guy just threw everything into this pan in succession, cream sauce, chicken and all, and cooked it altogether. And the fire was WHOA big. we were wondering how he managed to cook with such a big fire holding a pan with a metal handle without burning his hand. Maybe it wasn't metal after all...

Next, Mother's Day Dinner, just the four of us! At Ristorante De Parma in Serangoon Gardens (:

Pretty small place, with nice ambience and all. Best part, all pizzas at 12.90 each on Tuesdays! Dad says we'll be back more often LOL.

Grilled Salmon! Definitely the best dish of the day. I am not THAT BIG a fan of salmon, but this was pretty pwn. The meat was so soft and juicy and tender that... OH MAN I'm hungry again.

Pizza De Menzo, commonly known as the meat lover's pizza. Crust was rly thin and crispy, which

brought out the flavour. (:

Beef tenderloin. Nothing really special though, though the potatoes with the sauce was particularly nice :x heh.

Cappucino! From italy..? lol.

&so we brought mum home for dessert after that. 

Jelly Hearts! I have nothing to say, you just have to try it yourself and be WOWed by it.

Icecream, from awefullychocolate! Dark chocolate flavoured (: The box was really cool too, something like the chinese takeout boxes you see in movies. 

& the cake! If it looks small here you've got it all wrong. But it was REALLY GOOD, half mousse half sponge, and all of darkchocolate! If I've eaten the whole cake myself I'd have died of chocolate poisoning, surely. 

The next day, Mother's Day proper! Dinner no. 2 with the rest of the family at Mushroom Pot, Indoor Stadium. 

 
Monkey Head Mushrooms?! I tried them and they tasted like flour, what the hell. Felt so cheated after that.

Some mushroom salad. I only ate all the golden mushrooms :x 

Steamboat! Instead of mushrooms, we were spamming meat :x lol.  those mushrooms floating around had pork in them, so don't be fooled! Lol. Pretty good meal in the end, because steamboat is always so pwn. 

HA. This morning I woke up and came online. Well there's a pretty big gap betw the waking up and coming online, but not the point. I decided to see if I could find out the exact day I joined Philyouth, but to no avail. Instead, I found this!

<> Photo removed due to embarrassment by involved parties. LOL. < /Edit >

I decided to end off with this. Because I love my sister very much, even though she can be abit of a chatterbox and a twit at times. (:

♥

Meh.

WHOA. Totally overdosage on icecream. 

1/4 tub of raspberry ripple yesterday, and today, its another trip to B&J! (: 

My cravings are WAY over satisfied! (: Thanks guys. Appreciated! HAHAHA. LOVES.

Well, I didn't go to school today. Instead, I ended up going to watch the JC SYF Day 1! Came late, stuck outside cuz no ticket, wasted $20 bucks cabbing to RP, pissed. But hell, listening to extreme makeover from TJC in the afternoon session was OSM. No matter what they got. (: Saw Audrey today, and gave her a hugggg (: OMG, I suddenly miss SCGS band so much. Met Cheryl, Sylvia, Wenting and Wenhui also! (: Memories... (:

AT THIS HOUR, 11.29PM, there are ppl fixing my aircon. =.= goodness knows what they are doing since it isnt even spoilt, but WTH. I wanted to sleep early. )))))))):

Discrete Random Variable.

X: No. of days that mar falls asleep in class out of 5

X~B( 5, 0.4)

P(X = 0) = binompdf ( 5, 0.4, 0)

                = 0.07776

Thats a bloody small probability. Oh crap.

:x

I got bored in the Study Room today, so I ended up writing stuff in my diary.

Hence this. Lol. 

Ah, I've got to start transcribing Angel soon, or I'm never going to finish. ): HELP! SOMEONE!!

Mad World - Tears for Fears

All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Goin' nowhere, goin' nowhere
Their tears are fillin' up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow

And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dyin'
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
'Cause I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very
Mad world, mad world
Mad world, mad world

Children waitin' for the day they feel good
Happy birthday, happy birthday
Made to feel the way that every child should
Sits and listen, sits and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson?
Look right through me, look right through me

And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dyin'
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
'Cause I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very
Mad world, mad world
Mad world, mad world

And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dyin'
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
'Cause I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very
Mad world, mad world
Mad world, mad world
A raunchy young world
Mad world

& this is a really nice song, although I don't really like Adam Lambert. (:

I woke up this morning with a craving for ICECREAM! D: And I still haven't satisfied it ): Anyone want to go out for icecream this week? 

Meh ):

Destressing is a hell lot more fun than being stressed, thats for sure. 

[Emo bit.]

[ I need someone whom I can be comfortable sitting with in a quiet place, having HTHTs and reveling in each other's company. To trust someone enough to be emo together, laugh together, share secrets, that kinda thing. Because many too often holding that mask up is WAY TOO EXHAUSTING. & yeah, I'm tired. ): The point is to listen and be heard.

I'm sorry about yesterday, but I was too braindead to hold up that mask any longer. ]

[/Emo bit.]

17 again today (:

& met up with Lester at night for dinner, caught up abit.

He's going for camp tomorrow and I think I'm going to miss him!

A LITTLE BIT ONLY okay, not alot (: But still. Haha. 

You know sometimes its like holding a butterfly in your hands.

Its struggling to get out, but you resist.

Then it stops, stays still, and gives up altogether.

OR SO YOU THINK.

You open your hands to check on it, "Oh no, did I kill it?"

And it gracefully flies away, not looking back. 

It bears no grudges, no. 

But HELL its not coming back either.

And do you look back with regret, having fallen for its trick?

I say no. 

At least I had the chance to embrace nature the way it was meant to be. 

Free.

Well, would it be stupid to admit that I have no idea what I'm talking about? Heh. I duno what's wrong with me, but this week I'm finding it REALLY HARD to concentrate on my work. I really don't get it. Like, what's with all the distractions all of a sudden?! I'm trying to get over it, but unfortunately, as of now, the status still remains at trying. RETARDED. Mar should just stop thinking about piano righttttt? Lol today I dragged Joane to camp in the LT with me just cuz there was a piano there. Ah, but as usual. This probably is just a passing phase, as with all my other crap about learning this and that. BUT HOPEFULLY NOT!!!

Meh, I feel so emo. BUT I have no idea about what. So I guess I should just be happy la huh. Haha. Need more entertainment during school time ): No one to sms haha. Everyone's so busy! ): I know I should be paying attention... :x But.. okay I'm not going to argue. 

Simple things in life can be the hardest to appreciate.

K, been lagging behind quite a bit in terms of posting, but I'm getting quite lazy :x Quick update of pics for now..

B&J Free Cone Day! 

Met Alyssa there :D:D:D Lol, was pretty shocked to see her, and wuz queueing with my sister at that time.
And here's a pic with my sister. Apparently she eats icecream faster than me :x

So after B&J's, I headed down to SRJC for ROCKFEST, because Maxy was playing (:

Overall it was pretty okay, though the only performance I really enjoyed was his.. :x Adam was my saviour for the day, hanging out with me and keeping me company even though I felt like I was holding him back and stuff :x then again, appreciate the company! :D Couple'a pics after rockfest courtesy of Alton.

Joshua + Maxy, the two zai guitarists (:

MAXY! (: But damn, did you have to bend down? Now I look even shorter. =.=" Lol. You know its like those.. really tall guys when they take picture with little girls they always have to bend down.. its giving me that feel now :x 

K that was tuesday. I duno what I did the whole week but by thursday I was plain broke =.= Friday, bowling + tuition, nothing particularly interesting there. 

Saturday! Went with Adam and Maxy for Suki (((: No photos, but a satisfying meal it was! :D Lol. Caught up and stuff... Went home and stuff... Dinner at night was with max and family at Pete's place, where I drank one tiny glass of wine and regretted it BIG TIME. Ended up feeling sick all the way home. ): My alcohol tolerance is so bloody CMI and that sucks. Well at least I can never get drunk.

Sunday! Philyouth day! Lolz. Nothing much. Went for prac, sectionalz, dinner + jokez, ben&jerry's, homed. Fulfilling though, if nothing else, and I couldn't ask for more.

Monday = Monday blues. As usual =.= The feeling of waking up LATE on a monday is even worse. Actually was supposed to sleep at 11.30, but ended up HTHTing with my sister until around 12.30. So that was one hour of sleep gone, but well I guess it helped alot. hahas. Spent most of the lessons stoning, reading shopaholic (and finished it!!!) and thinking 'bout stuff.. , but all's well that ends well, I guess. At least I'm feeling alot better than I was last night. :x I'm home early today too! This means... I GET TO PRACTISE MY CLAR!!! FOR ONCE IN A BLOODY MILLION YEARS!!!!!  :D Which I am going to do now. (: 

When you're down and lost
And you need a helping hand
When you're down and lost
Along the way,
Oh, just tell yourself
Ah, I'll be okay.

Trust.

TRUST TRUST TRUST TRUST TRUST TRUST TRUST TRUST TRUST TRUST TRUST TRUST TRUST TRUST TRUST TRUST TRUST TRUST TRUST TRUST TRUST TRUST TRUST TRUST TRUST TRUST TRUST TRUST TRUST TRUST TRUST TRUST TRUST TRUST TRUST TRUST TRUST TRUST TRUST TRUST TRUST TRUST TRUST TRUST TRUST TRUST TRUST TRUST TRUST TRUST TRUST TRUST TRUST TRUST TRUST TRUST TRUST TRUST TRUST TRUST TRUST TRUST TRUST TRUST TRUST TRUST TRUST TRUST TRUST TRUST TRUST 

I trust you. 

NEWS

oyeah.

I love the feeling that we can read each others minds (:

♥

And wth, i'm still darn happy. :D :D 

The longer the day drags on, the happier I get. 

I think I'm just going to die of happiness.

How can this be, when everyone around me is emo? 

This isn't right lols.

I just don't get how I can be so happy, when everything is going wrong. 

Maybe I appreciate the small little things that people say or do, and they're making my day.

I feel like I'm living in lalaland, and MAYBE I am! :D :D 

Lol I realised I've been sending "thanks babe" to alot of people today hahah. So unlike me, but yeah LOLZ. 

MEH, I realise I say this every week, but I love Philyouth! :D (lolz im like having moodswings)

HAPPYMARHAPPYMARHAPPYMARHAPPYMARHAPPYMARHAPPYMARHAPPYMAR!!! :D

Happy until I totally forgot I had an econs test tmr, well at least until Nadh smsed me about it and i finally remembered :x But aiya... I want to read my story book :x 

ROCKFEST + BEN&JERRYS ON TUESDAYYYYYYYYYY. :D:D:D:D 

♥

WHOA. 

How did this happen?

I feel as if I'm losing. 

Last week I was like the ultimate winner. 

This week, because of one tiny detail, i've plunged to one stage before rock bottom.

On a lighter note, went out with Adam for lunch today :D Finally had something to do on a Saturday! Well, at least until like 1. Had a great time talking about the randomest things haha. Yesyes, we shall go on our Suki outing sometime soon (: 

Cheers to more entertainment on Saturdays! HAHA. Everyone is always so busy, and I am always so free :x (on saturdays at least..) Went for Mass at Risen Christ after a REALLY UNPRODUCTIVE "study session" at tpy, of which I spent most of the 2 hours sleeping.. zzz. The choir there's pretty good though! (: Came home after that, and well here I am. Just been stoning at the comp the past few hours, and deciding whether I should go for an early morning run tmr. As usual, no one is free to eat breakfast with me ): Craving for that sliced fish soup! ): 

Philyouth tomorrow... No comments. I'd say I was looking forward to it, but er.. yeah. Not in the right state of mind.

I really hope you don't let your ego get ahead of you in this, because what we have is a pure friendship, which i never want to lose, but i can feel it wearing down slowly, and all i can do is to hold on with whatever i have left - close to nothing.

CHILL MAR.

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Adam - next week lah next week :D

ShiChun - LOL emo street! You live on Happy Avenue, I am the one living on Emo street. Look at my condition omg. ): But okay la. At least I'm still living~

AYAM PENYET!

HELLO WORLD! (:

I ATE AYAM PENYET TODAY :)))))))) So much for not eating it in school haha, just couldn't resist! I was so jumpy and excited the whole day just waiting to eat my ayam penyet hahah. And hey, as it turns out. OMG YUM. 

Yup. Lucky Plaza, 01-47 if i'm not wrong (:

Stay away from the Sambal, I SWEAR ITS DEADLY ): Bad experiences.... that even my HAPPY SODA couldn't cure. In fact, it only made it worse! D:

Well at least I know where to go when I'm sad now. HAPPY SODA FTW! ♥ No Happy Avenue. TOO FAR! xP

Foodz! We ordered Ayam Penyet, Embal Penyet and some beef ball penyet thingy, whatever it was called. Lol.

After dinner, went to camp at a kool place. Where I wrote this:

& you can still wonder why I say my chinese sucks? LOL. two years of not writing chinese, already become like that. It would be a miracle if I can still remember how to write my chinese name man! HAHAH. But I had a great time tonight, with great company (: Laughing our ass off at stupid things LOL. 

& I still cannot imagine being with anyone else other than you. 

♥

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Adam - Chocomints are EVIL. lolz. and yeh, EPIC photo :D SUKI SUSHI SOON OKAY? IMY! :D

Ces - Isn't it like Judy Garwood or something liddat... Lol. I'm pretty sure it isn't Julia. Lol.

Philyouth/Easter

Extreme Makeover is bloody suicide.

Easter

Uneventful, didn't even feel like a proper easter sunday ):

Philyouth

Ownage, as usual.

If you can't see it clearly, click the picture. Its epic, really.