Only 21 days to SYF.
boredd. will be hardworking tmr until Easter. i'm gonna try my best anw. I HAVE to study for chinese. I don't wanna fail. I can't be bothered for Lit.. just read through and rmb can le. hahh.
Who has read 'the old man and the sea' by Earnest Hemmingway? Tell me what it's about. lol. I wanna know before i read it. heh.
lalalaaa. 15 mins more. i'm gonna go back to class & eat something before recess ends. and hopefully i can complete my zuo wen corrections and comprehension. Then I'll have no hw! so far la.. day's not over yet, disappointingly. lol. is there such a word? -shrugs-.
kk i'm going now. tata!
xoxo-marissa
March 24, 2005
March 21, 2005
monday
lol.. somehow it seems i always blog on mondays and tuesdays. weird. hmms. haha. i told tao that i'd update soon, so here i am! haha. Look tao... i'm UPDATING! lol. listening to that jap anime song we're using for OM now.. no idea how to sing it though.. i dun have the lyrics.. and TIFFANY is not online now. hmph. she's supposed to send me the lyrics.
I think i'm gonna blow with all the stress these few days. I'll be SO happy once OM is over. sigh. i'm sorta wondering now, why the hell is the font so big in my comp all of a sudden. I'm insulted. Even the computer thinks i'm blind. >.< Ok. time to go study for geog and science now. Wish me good luck! Oh and best of luck to all ppl taking geog and science test tmr.. Esp to 2GY, may we all do better for science this time round! (: hahh.
xoxo-marissa
I think i'm gonna blow with all the stress these few days. I'll be SO happy once OM is over. sigh. i'm sorta wondering now, why the hell is the font so big in my comp all of a sudden. I'm insulted. Even the computer thinks i'm blind. >.< Ok. time to go study for geog and science now. Wish me good luck! Oh and best of luck to all ppl taking geog and science test tmr.. Esp to 2GY, may we all do better for science this time round! (: hahh.
xoxo-marissa
March 15, 2005
tuesday
; - listening to NSB Millenium 2000 [Tokyo Kosei Wind Orchestra]
`Boo.
y'know. I kinda feel like crying now. No idea why though.. maybe it's the music I'm listening to. Or MAYBE it's the fact that I have so much on my mind right now. -shrugs- sometimes its nice to have someone to talk to. and sometimes it's not. half the time it's the wrong person.
i don't feel like blogging anymore. maybe later eh?
xoxo-marissa
`Boo.
y'know. I kinda feel like crying now. No idea why though.. maybe it's the music I'm listening to. Or MAYBE it's the fact that I have so much on my mind right now. -shrugs- sometimes its nice to have someone to talk to. and sometimes it's not. half the time it's the wrong person.
i don't feel like blogging anymore. maybe later eh?
xoxo-marissa
March 09, 2005
wednesday
bored bored bored bored and more bored.
whoosh. boredom. and pure unadulterated nonsense. from me of course! who else >.<
guess where i am. in the library, duh-uh, like i always am at recess. i get to borrow 3 books now. yippeee. =)
okayys. i have nothing to type. so i'm going now. byeee.
xoxo-marissa
whoosh. boredom. and pure unadulterated nonsense. from me of course! who else >.<
guess where i am. in the library, duh-uh, like i always am at recess. i get to borrow 3 books now. yippeee. =)
okayys. i have nothing to type. so i'm going now. byeee.
xoxo-marissa
March 08, 2005
tuesday
boo. i'm back. rarr.
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeks. i fell asleep and forgot to go tuition. how nice >.< now i won't know what i missed and when the next lesson is. what the hell la. oh well.
today was damn bullshit la. we stayed back until so damn late for some chinese crap which was really stupid. and didn't help me at all.. because i had no idea what they were talking about. eeeek. there's a giant ant on the bed. i better go before it bites me...
xoxo-marissa
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeks. i fell asleep and forgot to go tuition. how nice >.< now i won't know what i missed and when the next lesson is. what the hell la. oh well.
today was damn bullshit la. we stayed back until so damn late for some chinese crap which was really stupid. and didn't help me at all.. because i had no idea what they were talking about. eeeek. there's a giant ant on the bed. i better go before it bites me...
xoxo-marissa
March 07, 2005
monday
of what hope is left inside me
boo. i shall make this a short entry to make up for that huge gap between the entry i posted earlier today and the previous one, which was like one or two weeks ago. 3 cheers for me =) no idea why though.
i haven't really studied history, just typed out notes. i'm gonna print it out soon. then i'll really get down to studying. It's eleven already. Guess who's gonna be dead for hist test tmr? ME. who? ME. riight. and i haven't even touched math. AND lit. AND the stupid chinese zuo wen thing which i'm supposed to copy out. ain't I guai. =X oh well. i'm gonna take a bath now so i can keep awake into the night to finish mugging for history. I don't wanna fail! And I won't. sometimes it pays to have confidence and determination. so i hope that my salary is high. ohh like whatever. i'm underestimating my lameness.
uh-huh. I am SO going to the Barker Carnival. I'm going there to play LAN. hahh. then later we'll go for HCJC concert. wheeee. =) lol. i just realised i forgot to bring my clarinet back. 4 days without clarinet(or is it 3).. i'm gonna suffer. I miss my clarinet already. boohoo.
adventure camp rocks!
xoxo-marissa
monday
of what hope is left inside me
boo. i shall make this a short entry to make up for that huge gap between the entry i posted earlier today and the previous one, which was like one or two weeks ago. 3 cheers for me =) no idea why though.
i haven't really studied history, just typed out notes. i'm gonna print it out soon. then i'll really get down to studying. It's eleven already. Guess who's gonna be dead for hist test tmr? ME. who? ME. riight. and i haven't even touched math. AND lit. AND the stupid chinese zuo wen thing which i'm supposed to copy out. ain't I guai. =X oh well. i'm gonna take a bath now so i can keep awake into the night to finish mugging for history. I don't wanna fail! And I won't. sometimes it pays to have confidence and determination. so i hope that my salary is high. ohh like whatever. i'm underestimating my lameness.
uh-huh. I am SO going to the Barker Carnival. I'm going there to play LAN. hahh. then later we'll go for HCJC concert. wheeee. =) lol. i just realised i forgot to bring my clarinet back. 4 days without clarinet(or is it 3).. i'm gonna suffer. I miss my clarinet already. boohoo.
adventure camp rocks!
xoxo-marissa
monday
heyyho. :] i think that's a retarded looking smiley. don't ask.
well anyway.. i shall ask u folks to ignore my last entry.. anyone would be able to tell that i was pissed with someone. and i've had lots of mood swings lately, so bear with me ya? if you can't then don't read my entries..i didn't ask you to.
I did lots of ehhm... how do i say this.. "confessing" yesterday. more than i've ever done in my whole life. so i'm abit overwhelmed now. and quite high too. haha. games are so funn =) riiight. i'm typing crap. we have history test and math test tmr, both for which i am soooo dead. they are like my 2nd and 3rd worst subjects, first being chinese, duh-uh.
whooo. i think the library lost the book that i returned. and now i can't borrow. damn. someone teach me not so swear so much. i want to be guai. =( but i think that will never happen. i seem to have a knack for getting into trouble.
my comp is screwed. there is no space left to patch maple. 2mb of space left!! can you believe it? and the only programs that are mine inside the com are maple and MSN. all the rest are my mum's music DL programs. like wadde hell. and she says that maple is taking up too much space. is 0.88mb too much space? that's like hell little la. what's wrong with her. bleahh.
okayys. i need to go now. 5 mins before recess ends. toooooodles! =)
xoxo-marissa
well anyway.. i shall ask u folks to ignore my last entry.. anyone would be able to tell that i was pissed with someone. and i've had lots of mood swings lately, so bear with me ya? if you can't then don't read my entries..i didn't ask you to.
I did lots of ehhm... how do i say this.. "confessing" yesterday. more than i've ever done in my whole life. so i'm abit overwhelmed now. and quite high too. haha. games are so funn =) riiight. i'm typing crap. we have history test and math test tmr, both for which i am soooo dead. they are like my 2nd and 3rd worst subjects, first being chinese, duh-uh.
whooo. i think the library lost the book that i returned. and now i can't borrow. damn. someone teach me not so swear so much. i want to be guai. =( but i think that will never happen. i seem to have a knack for getting into trouble.
my comp is screwed. there is no space left to patch maple. 2mb of space left!! can you believe it? and the only programs that are mine inside the com are maple and MSN. all the rest are my mum's music DL programs. like wadde hell. and she says that maple is taking up too much space. is 0.88mb too much space? that's like hell little la. what's wrong with her. bleahh.
okayys. i need to go now. 5 mins before recess ends. toooooodles! =)
xoxo-marissa
February 21, 2005
monday
I HATE SC. ppl here are so bitchy. esp 3 certaing ppl, no 4 actually. i am so changing school next year. i have a feeling no one's gonna miss me. but do I care? NO. why the effing hell wld they care anw? 2GY. hmmm. screwed class. 1SE. rocks. but other than that, SC sucks. i mean like in band, it's not like VERY bad and stuff, but i feel i can't learn anything. then i get very super pissed at myself. and yea.. blah blah things start to happen. like my friend in montfort is so super much much much better than me. cause he's close to his seniors. and they actually HELP him. and like they give him scores and stuff. he's nice. and pro at playing the clarinet. unlike me. SO unlike me. oh well. life is never fair. so i'm gonna work hard this yr, and maybe go to TJC or something. if i stay in SC one more year, i think i'm gonna commit suicide.
February 19, 2005
saturday
hohoho.
my sis just said the swear word. she's gonna die. TOO BAD.
oh well. lol.
y'know, i'm feeling very very bad now. bleahh.
hey, i'm really really sorry k.i just don't think we're meant to be together and stuff, though you're like really really nice. i'm scared to face you now. after one week, i feel like i'd just die of embarrassment. Oh yea, i still haven't done that passage that we're supposed to choose frm the bible. hoho. too bad. i'll just flip to one page and crap something up i guess. hope you did it. doubt so though. bleahh.
right. i did super badly for science. i don't dare to show my mum. she'll cut off my head. damn. how did liney get so high?!? 32, like HELLO?? i got like 10 marks less than that. so damn bloody crappy.
ooooh!! y'know angela, aud, tiff and amelia came to my house for OM today.. hahaha. so cool. we got really distracted and Amelia got irritated. hoho. =)
aah wells. today's blog post has been super wu liao. i shan't say no more.
xoxo-marissa
my sis just said the swear word. she's gonna die. TOO BAD.
oh well. lol.
y'know, i'm feeling very very bad now. bleahh.
hey, i'm really really sorry k.i just don't think we're meant to be together and stuff, though you're like really really nice. i'm scared to face you now. after one week, i feel like i'd just die of embarrassment. Oh yea, i still haven't done that passage that we're supposed to choose frm the bible. hoho. too bad. i'll just flip to one page and crap something up i guess. hope you did it. doubt so though. bleahh.
right. i did super badly for science. i don't dare to show my mum. she'll cut off my head. damn. how did liney get so high?!? 32, like HELLO?? i got like 10 marks less than that. so damn bloody crappy.
ooooh!! y'know angela, aud, tiff and amelia came to my house for OM today.. hahaha. so cool. we got really distracted and Amelia got irritated. hoho. =)
aah wells. today's blog post has been super wu liao. i shan't say no more.
xoxo-marissa
February 14, 2005
Happy Val'z Day =)
bleahhh. i still love you. why today? couldn't it just be ytd? or are you just trying to make my valentines day more memorable than it already is? no hard feelings, but i just can't help feeling sad. i miss you lots. i'm not gonna cry, because i'm strong inside. i just wish you were there. but i understand. you're like the sweetest guy ever. i just hope you and rachelle get back together again. =) yeah so like, good luck. if you ever need anything, i'm still here.
okay.. cannot stand it anymore. feelings taking over. bleahh. -screams- maroon 5 on TV! ahhhh. lol. the grammy's rockk. haha. i'm feeling so heartless now.. ehhh. heartless? i mean heartbroken. haha. well, heartless too. but you don't need to know why. this is stupid.. i'm getting more and more sad each time i think abt it. for all you know i might just cry myself to sleep. haha. no i'm just joking. lol. ohkay. i have to do my literature now. but for the last time...
i love you.
it doesn't mean anything now. there's nothing i can do.
xoxo-marissa
bleahhh. i still love you. why today? couldn't it just be ytd? or are you just trying to make my valentines day more memorable than it already is? no hard feelings, but i just can't help feeling sad. i miss you lots. i'm not gonna cry, because i'm strong inside. i just wish you were there. but i understand. you're like the sweetest guy ever. i just hope you and rachelle get back together again. =) yeah so like, good luck. if you ever need anything, i'm still here.
okay.. cannot stand it anymore. feelings taking over. bleahh. -screams- maroon 5 on TV! ahhhh. lol. the grammy's rockk. haha. i'm feeling so heartless now.. ehhh. heartless? i mean heartbroken. haha. well, heartless too. but you don't need to know why. this is stupid.. i'm getting more and more sad each time i think abt it. for all you know i might just cry myself to sleep. haha. no i'm just joking. lol. ohkay. i have to do my literature now. but for the last time...
i love you.
it doesn't mean anything now. there's nothing i can do.
xoxo-marissa
February 05, 2005
HEYY.
I'M ANGRY TODAY
ANGRY AND FRUSTRATED.
BECAUSE OF YESTERDAY
WHICH WAS SO DAMN SCREWED.
I SCREWED UP IN BAND
YESTERDAY
LOTS OF TIMES.
I FEEL RIDICULOUSLY FOOLISH NOW.
AND STUPID TOO.
WHY?
BECAUSE I HAD TO BE
STUPID
AND
DUMB
THE WHOLE OF YESTERDAY.
EXCEPT IN THE NIGHT
WHERE I WAS NOT SO RIDICULOUSLY
STUPID
AND
DUMB.
SO NOW,
I'M
STUPIDLY
AND
DUMBLY
VENTING MY ANGER AND FRUSTRATION HERE.
IN A
STUPID
AND
DUMB WAY,
LIKE ALL
STUPID
AND
DUMB
PEOPLE DO >.<
AND I NEARLY CHOKED ON WATER
THREE TIMES
IN THE PAST 15 MINUTES.
I MUST BE FATED.
AND THERE I GO,
DRINKING WATER AGAIN.
YOU WOULD THINK I'D HAVE LEARNT MY LESSON BY NOW,
BUT WEIRDLY,
I HAVE NOT.
SO NOW,
I'M ANGRY, FRUSTRATED AND WEIRD.
THREE WORDS TO DESCRIBE MY STUPID AND DUMB LIFE,
DON'T YOU THINK?
DON'T TALK TO ME RIGHT NOW.
WHEN I'M VENTING MY ANGER
AND YOU TALK TO ME
I'D NOT TREAT YOU IN A VERY NICE WAY,
LIKE I USUALLY DO. *COUGH*
I WANT THE EARTH TO OPEN UP AND SWALLOW ME.
BUT NOT THE EARTH UNDER THE OCEAN.
NO MORE TSUNAMIS PLEASE.
I THINK THE WORLD HAS HAD ENOUGH OF THOSE FOR THE REST OF IT'S LIFETIME.
WAIT A SECOND.
WHAT DO I CARE ANYWAY?
I HATE MYSELF.
BUT I LOVE
MY FAMILY - WHO'S BEEN BY MY SIDE SINCE I CAME INTO THIS WORLD( EXCEPT MY SISTER, WHO'S BEEN BY MY SIDE 4 YEARS AFTER I CAME INTO THIS WORLD.)
MY FRIENDS - WHO HAVE BEEN THERE FOR ME IN TIMES LIKE THIS, AND HAVE SHARED HAPPY TIMES WITH ME, FOR WHICH I WILL ALWAYS TREASURE.
MY ENEMIES - WHO DESERVE TO BE LOVED. FOR ALL I KNOW, THEY HATE ME. BUT I WILL NOT HATE THEM BACK, FOR THAT DOES NOT MAKE THEM LIKE ME MORE, DOES IT?
NATURE - WHICH HAS CALMED ME DOWN WITH IT'S BEAUTIFUL ARCHITECTURE.
AND LASTLY,
GOD - THE CREATOR OF ALL THINGS. WHO HAS CREATED EVERYTHING THAT I LOVE ON EARTH: MY FAMILY, MY FRIENDS, MY ENEMIES, AND MOST OF ALL, NATURE. I AM GRATEFUL FOR ALL THESE THINGS, AND MORE.
LOOK.
I'M NOT ANGRY ANYMORE.
I APPRECIATE THINGS AROUND ME.
I DO NOT TAKE THEM FOR GRANTED.
I LOVE YOU.
xoxo-marissa
I'M ANGRY TODAY
ANGRY AND FRUSTRATED.
BECAUSE OF YESTERDAY
WHICH WAS SO DAMN SCREWED.
I SCREWED UP IN BAND
YESTERDAY
LOTS OF TIMES.
I FEEL RIDICULOUSLY FOOLISH NOW.
AND STUPID TOO.
WHY?
BECAUSE I HAD TO BE
STUPID
AND
DUMB
THE WHOLE OF YESTERDAY.
EXCEPT IN THE NIGHT
WHERE I WAS NOT SO RIDICULOUSLY
STUPID
AND
DUMB.
SO NOW,
I'M
STUPIDLY
AND
DUMBLY
VENTING MY ANGER AND FRUSTRATION HERE.
IN A
STUPID
AND
DUMB WAY,
LIKE ALL
STUPID
AND
DUMB
PEOPLE DO >.<
AND I NEARLY CHOKED ON WATER
THREE TIMES
IN THE PAST 15 MINUTES.
I MUST BE FATED.
AND THERE I GO,
DRINKING WATER AGAIN.
YOU WOULD THINK I'D HAVE LEARNT MY LESSON BY NOW,
BUT WEIRDLY,
I HAVE NOT.
SO NOW,
I'M ANGRY, FRUSTRATED AND WEIRD.
THREE WORDS TO DESCRIBE MY STUPID AND DUMB LIFE,
DON'T YOU THINK?
DON'T TALK TO ME RIGHT NOW.
WHEN I'M VENTING MY ANGER
AND YOU TALK TO ME
I'D NOT TREAT YOU IN A VERY NICE WAY,
LIKE I USUALLY DO. *COUGH*
I WANT THE EARTH TO OPEN UP AND SWALLOW ME.
BUT NOT THE EARTH UNDER THE OCEAN.
NO MORE TSUNAMIS PLEASE.
I THINK THE WORLD HAS HAD ENOUGH OF THOSE FOR THE REST OF IT'S LIFETIME.
WAIT A SECOND.
WHAT DO I CARE ANYWAY?
I HATE MYSELF.
BUT I LOVE
MY FAMILY - WHO'S BEEN BY MY SIDE SINCE I CAME INTO THIS WORLD( EXCEPT MY SISTER, WHO'S BEEN BY MY SIDE 4 YEARS AFTER I CAME INTO THIS WORLD.)
MY FRIENDS - WHO HAVE BEEN THERE FOR ME IN TIMES LIKE THIS, AND HAVE SHARED HAPPY TIMES WITH ME, FOR WHICH I WILL ALWAYS TREASURE.
MY ENEMIES - WHO DESERVE TO BE LOVED. FOR ALL I KNOW, THEY HATE ME. BUT I WILL NOT HATE THEM BACK, FOR THAT DOES NOT MAKE THEM LIKE ME MORE, DOES IT?
NATURE - WHICH HAS CALMED ME DOWN WITH IT'S BEAUTIFUL ARCHITECTURE.
AND LASTLY,
GOD - THE CREATOR OF ALL THINGS. WHO HAS CREATED EVERYTHING THAT I LOVE ON EARTH: MY FAMILY, MY FRIENDS, MY ENEMIES, AND MOST OF ALL, NATURE. I AM GRATEFUL FOR ALL THESE THINGS, AND MORE.
LOOK.
I'M NOT ANGRY ANYMORE.
I APPRECIATE THINGS AROUND ME.
I DO NOT TAKE THEM FOR GRANTED.
I LOVE YOU.
xoxo-marissa
February 02, 2005
Wednesday
`heyya! lol. today's been quite crappy, seeing that i just found out i screwed my math test.. >.<" lol.. tuition yesterday was sooo slack. teacher was damn blur. ahahaa. aah wells. lol. i have no reason to be happy today, and yet I am.. so weird, don't you think? -shrugs- dunno what's come over me today..
hehh. man u won yesterday. ( why am i saying 'heh'? i'm utterly disgusted w/ myself. ahahaaa.) nvm. arsenal will win EPL again next year..and Man Utd will not yah? =) hahaaa.
yay ms wee extended our lit essay deadline to friday. so nice right? hahaa. I pity the SE ppl.. haha. okayy.. i gtg write ppl testimonials now.. haha. ppl who want me to link them pls tell me.. or er.. remind me to change your link..or something. hahh.
xoxo-marissa
hehh. man u won yesterday. ( why am i saying 'heh'? i'm utterly disgusted w/ myself. ahahaaa.) nvm. arsenal will win EPL again next year..and Man Utd will not yah? =) hahaaa.
yay ms wee extended our lit essay deadline to friday. so nice right? hahaa. I pity the SE ppl.. haha. okayy.. i gtg write ppl testimonials now.. haha. ppl who want me to link them pls tell me.. or er.. remind me to change your link..or something. hahh.
xoxo-marissa
February 01, 2005
ehh. today screwed all my tests mann. hha. but then right next week no tests =). ahaa. in library now.. er.. amelia's sitting next to me being a guai kia and doing her hw.. lol. unlike me. i'm crapping here =X. Yamaha is stupid. went there yesterday.. wasted all my time.. everything no stock!! lol. but i signed up for the yamaha card thing..
January 30, 2005
sunday
heyy =) haha. i'm exceptionally high today. hehh.
i miss my clarinet...i'm definitely gonna borrow it back tmr.hahh. my friend gave me new scores today.. i wanna play!! lol. Alvamar is such a nice song. hehh. so is Oregon. X)
today we had cat. class. haha. it was damn funn.james & the rest of the sec 4s, well.. ex-sec 4s anyway...they put us a skit that was damnnnn funny. haha. i laughed until i cried. lol.
oh well.. er.. does anyone know the code to put music on your website? tell meeeee pls? lol.
erh.. i gtg =)
xoxo-marissa
i miss my clarinet...i'm definitely gonna borrow it back tmr.hahh. my friend gave me new scores today.. i wanna play!! lol. Alvamar is such a nice song. hehh. so is Oregon. X)
today we had cat. class. haha. it was damn funn.james & the rest of the sec 4s, well.. ex-sec 4s anyway...they put us a skit that was damnnnn funny. haha. i laughed until i cried. lol.
oh well.. er.. does anyone know the code to put music on your website? tell meeeee pls? lol.
erh.. i gtg =)
xoxo-marissa
January 28, 2005
friday
ehh. my blogskin is so screwed. have to change it soon mann.lol.
AMI ROCKS!
so does 2GY. haha.
AMI ROCKS!
so does 2GY. haha.
Friday
`yay. today is a happy day! the sun is out and shining in the azure blue sky XP
ok. what the crap. yay today is the last day of the five day week. how bad could it be? the only lesson i nearly fell asleep in was science. wow. diffusion and osmosis is SO interesting!>.<"haha. i felt very accomplished during PE today. we won the sec 3s! yay!
ooh. band was fun. haha. we went to barker for exchange w/ their band. We played well! although I still cannot play the Alvamar last part.. which is quite sad la..
yepp. and taekwondo after that was fun too.. although we didn't really do much.. mostly talking crap w/ lester.. lol.
i must get gold for napfa this year :))
xoxo-marissa
ok. what the crap. yay today is the last day of the five day week. how bad could it be? the only lesson i nearly fell asleep in was science. wow. diffusion and osmosis is SO interesting!>.<"haha. i felt very accomplished during PE today. we won the sec 3s! yay!
ooh. band was fun. haha. we went to barker for exchange w/ their band. We played well! although I still cannot play the Alvamar last part.. which is quite sad la..
yepp. and taekwondo after that was fun too.. although we didn't really do much.. mostly talking crap w/ lester.. lol.
i must get gold for napfa this year :))
xoxo-marissa
January 20, 2005
Thursday
heyy. there's no school tmr. yay. lol.
I'm feeling quite er.. dunno hw to say la. It's like I want to get into RJC through IP but like 10 ppl frm our sch can get in? then like what am i doing.. i'm like stupid. so I want to like, work hard, and improve my grades alot.. esp when I'm in like GY when i prob have to be in SY to get into RJ. That's like so sad. I want Lynne to come w/ me. :(
I need tuition. for history and lit and math. howw. i hope i do well this year la. shit. I have so many tests. and i think i want to improve my clarinet alot this year? so that I can at least play first or something.. if i dun get into IP. then I won't be so sad. :( I'm sad now. dunno why lehh.
I'm like so scared la. what if I don't do well.. then what? I think I shall ban myself from coming online on weekdays. Guess how long that's gonna hold up. prob less than a week? omg. I need to study more. and be more hardworking. and talk more. like.. learn how to communicate properly. yeah. because now like I'm so quiet around those ppl i'm not used to.. shy. yeahh. whatever. i'm feeling so stupid now. I need someone to talk to. oh well.
love you all X)
xoxo-marissa
I'm feeling quite er.. dunno hw to say la. It's like I want to get into RJC through IP but like 10 ppl frm our sch can get in? then like what am i doing.. i'm like stupid. so I want to like, work hard, and improve my grades alot.. esp when I'm in like GY when i prob have to be in SY to get into RJ. That's like so sad. I want Lynne to come w/ me. :(
I need tuition. for history and lit and math. howw. i hope i do well this year la. shit. I have so many tests. and i think i want to improve my clarinet alot this year? so that I can at least play first or something.. if i dun get into IP. then I won't be so sad. :( I'm sad now. dunno why lehh.
I'm like so scared la. what if I don't do well.. then what? I think I shall ban myself from coming online on weekdays. Guess how long that's gonna hold up. prob less than a week? omg. I need to study more. and be more hardworking. and talk more. like.. learn how to communicate properly. yeah. because now like I'm so quiet around those ppl i'm not used to.. shy. yeahh. whatever. i'm feeling so stupid now. I need someone to talk to. oh well.
love you all X)
xoxo-marissa
January 18, 2005
Tuesday
I shall make this a quick one yeahh.. haha. haven't blogged in quite a while.
I feel like crying.
I feel like laughing.
I feel like shouting.
I feel like screaming.
ahhh.. riverdance finale is so super nice. i can't stand it. i dunno what to feel also. i KNOW that one day I will be able to play it pro-ly.haha.. yeahh. shit i have to go now.. i'll be back to blog when i get home k. hahaa.
I feel like crying.
I feel like laughing.
I feel like shouting.
I feel like screaming.
ahhh.. riverdance finale is so super nice. i can't stand it. i dunno what to feel also. i KNOW that one day I will be able to play it pro-ly.haha.. yeahh. shit i have to go now.. i'll be back to blog when i get home k. hahaa.
January 12, 2005
Wednesday
Long time no posttt. haha. a really long time. lol. I have a new temp. yay!![screams]
I love 2GY.
I love my friends.
I love SC.
I love my family.
I love God.
I love my church.
Talking about church, I just want to say that my church rocks my world. The people there are SO nice, esp those in my catechism class. i love the teacher who put all my friends in the same class as me, or me in the same class as them, which ever way you want to put it. Oh btw..
msg @ rachel & max: I'm so sorry, but thomas sort of told me who's in our class. hehh.
yesss. back to church..oh and i like father gerrard. his sermons are quite interesting. i think. haha. i like going to church, as long it's my church i'm going to, and not some ulu church far away.. I know it's kinda the same la, but i like my church ALOT ALOT ALOT. yepp.
One and a half weeks have passed since school started, and i have to say that sec 2 doesn't seem so bad for the meantime. I don't know how it's going to get later on in the year, but I have to say that 2GY rocks. the teachers are like super nice, esp the geog teacher. hahh. i'm being biased because i'm the geog rep and geog is my fav subject. ahahahh. The only boring subjects are math, and science. oh. did I tell you that I nearly fell asleep in science today? I was struggling like mad to keep awake mann.yesterday it was math, today science, what next? I think i better sleep earlier. Almost everyday I've been sleeping at like, 12am or later..
shucks. i have so many books from the library that i haven't read yet.. how am i going to finish?? arghh. i can also conclude, not from the library books, that my chinese tuition sucks. it's group btw. let me tell you. it is so cheem that i cannot understand most of the time. it's more creative work. and how creative am I? Ooh, very. NOT.
do you realise that i'm gettting more and more blur? hahh.
xoxo-marissa
I love 2GY.
I love my friends.
I love SC.
I love my family.
I love God.
I love my church.
Talking about church, I just want to say that my church rocks my world. The people there are SO nice, esp those in my catechism class. i love the teacher who put all my friends in the same class as me, or me in the same class as them, which ever way you want to put it. Oh btw..
msg @ rachel & max: I'm so sorry, but thomas sort of told me who's in our class. hehh.
yesss. back to church..oh and i like father gerrard. his sermons are quite interesting. i think. haha. i like going to church, as long it's my church i'm going to, and not some ulu church far away.. I know it's kinda the same la, but i like my church ALOT ALOT ALOT. yepp.
One and a half weeks have passed since school started, and i have to say that sec 2 doesn't seem so bad for the meantime. I don't know how it's going to get later on in the year, but I have to say that 2GY rocks. the teachers are like super nice, esp the geog teacher. hahh. i'm being biased because i'm the geog rep and geog is my fav subject. ahahahh. The only boring subjects are math, and science. oh. did I tell you that I nearly fell asleep in science today? I was struggling like mad to keep awake mann.yesterday it was math, today science, what next? I think i better sleep earlier. Almost everyday I've been sleeping at like, 12am or later..
shucks. i have so many books from the library that i haven't read yet.. how am i going to finish?? arghh. i can also conclude, not from the library books, that my chinese tuition sucks. it's group btw. let me tell you. it is so cheem that i cannot understand most of the time. it's more creative work. and how creative am I? Ooh, very. NOT.
do you realise that i'm gettting more and more blur? hahh.
xoxo-marissa
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