I started out happy today.
Listening to Hana Kimi soundtrack. I was at first estatic, then emotional, well, then the tears started flowing. One reason was because dear brought up the topic of Magic, and the songs (esp zhuan shu tian shi) didn't help the fact that I miss him so much. I still can't face the fact that I won't see him ever again. I can't believe I don't even have a picture of him as a keepsake.
How he always greeted me so warmly whenever I went over - That was one of the things i loved about him. Now, I can't imagine what things would be like, how the house would always be so quiet without him. I haven't gone over yet since then, but a part of me doesn't want to. I'm just scared that the memories will all come flooding back.
He may not be my best friend, but I miss him all the same.
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