The Favorites, Have-You-Evers.. and Last Times! Oh, the variety!
What is your favorite..
gum: ? I don't eat gum.
restaurant: uhhhhh. duno.
drink: ice blended mocha
season: autumn
type of weather: rainy
emotion: ? i like being emo. GG.
thing to do on a half day: SLEEP LAH WHAT ELSE!
late-night activity: read.
sport: don't play sports. but I like soccer.
city: Singapore? for now..
store: 7-11? duno la.
When was the last time you..
cried: hm, yesterday.
played a sport: 4 years ago, hah.
laughed: while watching hanakimi
hugged someone: umm.. cant rmb
kissed someone: sometime last wk?
felt depressed: THIS WHOLE WEEK!
felt elated: uhh. monday?
felt overworked: From the beginning of the year until now.
faked sick: YESTERDAY HAH.
lied: um. I dont rmb.
What was the last..
word you said: HAHA.
thing you ate: chocolate covered raisins.
song you listened to: the hana kimi opening.
thing you drank: water
place you went to: the kitchen?
movie you saw: epic movie. omgwtfdie.
movie you rented: uh. tuesdays with morrie i think.
concert you attended: duno. loooong ago.
Who was the last person you..
hugged: max
cried over: max
kissed: max
danced with: -
shared a secret with: max
had a sleepover with: max
called: max
went to a movie with: adriel
saw: my grandmother?
were angry with: mum
couldn't take your eyes off of: max
obsessed over: max
Have you ever..
danced in the rain: yes
kissed someone: yes
done drugs: no
drank alcohol: yes
slept around: no
partied 'til the sun came up: no
had a movie marathon: yes
gone too far on a dare: no
spun until you were immensely dizzy: yes
taken a survey quite like this before: yes
March 01, 2007
how to save a life.
Man, this has been going on for so long, and I can't take it anymore. I'm trying my very best to forget about it. Sigh, how long will this go on?
On the surface, I hope I'm still the same, but I'm so depressed. Right now the only thing i look forward to is PY prac every week, where i hope playing the music will cheer me up somehow. And so I can't wait for this sunday to arrive.
On a lighter note, I'm addicted to hana kimi! Lol. I'm typing this while waiting for YouTube to load (again). I like jing xiu yi! He's so cute! ahaha. and quan looks like some guy from anime. o.o Damn, i want the season to hurry finish, so i can concentrate on other stuff, cos until then, i can't stop watching!
=/
On the surface, I hope I'm still the same, but I'm so depressed. Right now the only thing i look forward to is PY prac every week, where i hope playing the music will cheer me up somehow. And so I can't wait for this sunday to arrive.
On a lighter note, I'm addicted to hana kimi! Lol. I'm typing this while waiting for YouTube to load (again). I like jing xiu yi! He's so cute! ahaha. and quan looks like some guy from anime. o.o Damn, i want the season to hurry finish, so i can concentrate on other stuff, cos until then, i can't stop watching!
=/
February 28, 2007
Time after time
If you're lost you can look,and you will find me
Hi! I realised that Hana Kimi is really not bad. lol. Just that I need subs if not I can't watch. So I'm writing this while waiting for the Hana Kimi on YouTube to load. :D
Time after time
I wanna try Zonda reeds! & i want a new mouthpiece and ligature, so I shall start saving!
Allowance: $30/week.
Maintainance spending: $5 for coffee & $5 for others.
=> Remainder: $20.
1 box of Zonda reeds: $14?
Mouthpiece: $125
Ligature: about $100?
Total: $239
So it will take me about 3 months to save up that much. and its three months of INTENSE SAVING. No taking taxis, claim everything else from parents etc. OH MAN.
NVM MAR, ITS ALL WORTH IT.
And I think I shall start today. (OH NO WHAT ABOUT THE CONCERT! :( I hope my dad pays for it. ) Anyway, JIA YOU MAR!
If you fall I will catch you, I'll be waiting
Hi! I realised that Hana Kimi is really not bad. lol. Just that I need subs if not I can't watch. So I'm writing this while waiting for the Hana Kimi on YouTube to load. :D
Time after time
I wanna try Zonda reeds! & i want a new mouthpiece and ligature, so I shall start saving!
Allowance: $30/week.
Maintainance spending: $5 for coffee & $5 for others.
=> Remainder: $20.
1 box of Zonda reeds: $14?
Mouthpiece: $125
Ligature: about $100?
Total: $239
So it will take me about 3 months to save up that much. and its three months of INTENSE SAVING. No taking taxis, claim everything else from parents etc. OH MAN.
NVM MAR, ITS ALL WORTH IT.
And I think I shall start today. (OH NO WHAT ABOUT THE CONCERT! :( I hope my dad pays for it. ) Anyway, JIA YOU MAR!
If you fall I will catch you, I'll be waiting
Today we had financial literacy workshop part I. We learnt about the stock market, and then we played this game which required us to handle our "money" for 10 "years" by buying stocks, property, and the like. I liked it, but it was pretty boring. :( The trainer kept droning on and on and on.... For the first half I fell asleep tons and tons and tons of times. Then during break I ate my first meepok of the year from the canteen! And it was horrible :( I wish the old uncle was still around... Oh and I drank a packet of milo. Seriously milo DOES NOT GO WITH MEEPOK. I felt so horrible after that. During the 2nd half of the workshop I spent the whole time talking to Jacq about games and ATK and whatever else. I wasn't really listening but I was following what the trainer was referring to from the book and it was quite interesting. Though I doubt I'd ever do things like that in real life.
I came home after the workshop. I was supposed to go for CIP but due to the fact that I "suddenly came down with a TERRIBLE HEADACHE", I had to go home and rest. :) I already have 100+ hours anyway. So yea, I was talking to my mum, and she brought the "JC" subject up. I told her I was fixed on going to SAJC, but she refused.
"NO! I want you to go to TJC!"
"ARE YOU INSANE! Its so far away!"
"I want to move to the east anyway so it won't be far away"
"But I don't WANT to go to TJC!"
"Why?"
"Because I want to join SAJC BAND!!!!!!!"
"Why can't you join TJC band?"
"... I joined PY so i'll at least have a chance to get in through DSA!"
"Ok! you get in through DSA! and then once they accept you, you can reject it! You get your wish already what. You got in!"
"(thinking: WTF!?) ... THEN WHATS THE POINT OF APPLYING?"
"I told you I want you to go to TJC. Why do you want to go to SAJC?"
"Because I want to join the BAND!"
"What else besides that? I'm not going to let you go if you don't sell me the idea"
"Fine, if you don't let me go, I'll just not study and get just enough points to get in."
"Ok, don't study. Its your choice what. If thats how you want to plan for your future, go ahead. Its up to you."
(thinking: IF EVERYTHING IS UP TO ME WHY CANT IT BE UP TO ME TO GO TO SAJC?! NOW WHY IS THAT UP TO YOU? =.=)
So then i shut up, no point arguing. She'll just call me rude and give me a lecture on some crap that I probably don't want to hear.
Time after time
Yea, so I finished up my lunch after that and fell asleep smsing. Woke up at around 6. =/ Practised my clarinet until 7.30pm (including 5 mins for dinner in between) I still have another half an hour to go if I want to complete my 2 hours today, but its kinda late.. K but I still have to solve that stupid part of P&P that I cant play.. Sigh.
Okay, time to go.
Survey!
45 of the most random things you probably never needed to know about someone
whats your name spelt backwards?: assiram
What did you do last night?: Talk on msn and use the phone until 12+
The last thing you downloaded onto your computer?: um. A printable Calendar.
Have you ever licked a 9 volt battery?: EW?
Last time you swam in a pool?: 11 Feb 2004
What are you wearing?: clothes? =.=
How many cars have you owned?: toy cars? alot.
Type of music you dislike most?: TECHNO. omg.
Are you registered to vote?: No.
Do you have cable?: YES!
What kind of computer do you use?: I'm using a Compaq laptop now. Its my mum's.
Ever made a prank phone call?: Yes.
You like anyone right now?: Yes.
Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?: Yes.
Furthest place you ever traveled?: LA?
What's your favorite comic strip?: Peanuts.
Do u know all the words to the national anthem?: DUH.
Shower, morning or night?: night.
Best movie you've seen in the past month?: I've only watched Epic Movie and it SUCKS.
Favorite pizza toppings?: Pepperoni. & CHEESE!
Chips or popcorn?: Chips.
What cell phone provider do you have?: Starhub?
Have you ever smoked peanut shells?: WTH?
Have you ever been in a beauty pageant?: No.
Orange Juice or apple?: Apple.
Who were the last people you sat at lunch with?: Grace, Denise and Ameeeelia.
favorite chocolate bar?: MARS BARS.
Who is your longest friend and how long?: Lester, 5 years?
Last time you ate a homegrown tomato?: Never.
Have you ever won a trophy?: Yes.
Favorite arcade game?: HAH, I don't go to the arcade.
Ever ordered from an infomercial?: what? um, prolly not.
Sprite or 7-UP?: 7-up.
Have you ever had to wear a uniform to school/work?: You kidding? Of course!
Last thing you bought at Walgreens?: Where's that? They don't have that in Singapore.
Ever thrown up in public?: Don't think so.
Would you prefer being a millionaire or finding true love?: Finding true love.
Do you believe in love at first sight?: No, not really.
SPONGEBOB OR JIMMY NEUTRON?: SPONGEBOB OWNS.
Did you have long hair as a young kid?: Yes. (I'm still young)
What message is on your voicemail machine?: Nothing.
Where would you like to go right now?: PY prac.
Whats the name of your pet?: Don't own one.
What kind of back pack do you have, and what's in it?: Converse, and it contains my school books?
What do you think about most?: Now? PY and my clarinet, followed by max. =/
whats your name spelt backwards?: assiram
What did you do last night?: Talk on msn and use the phone until 12+
The last thing you downloaded onto your computer?: um. A printable Calendar.
Have you ever licked a 9 volt battery?: EW?
Last time you swam in a pool?: 11 Feb 2004
What are you wearing?: clothes? =.=
How many cars have you owned?: toy cars? alot.
Type of music you dislike most?: TECHNO. omg.
Are you registered to vote?: No.
Do you have cable?: YES!
What kind of computer do you use?: I'm using a Compaq laptop now. Its my mum's.
Ever made a prank phone call?: Yes.
You like anyone right now?: Yes.
Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?: Yes.
Furthest place you ever traveled?: LA?
What's your favorite comic strip?: Peanuts.
Do u know all the words to the national anthem?: DUH.
Shower, morning or night?: night.
Best movie you've seen in the past month?: I've only watched Epic Movie and it SUCKS.
Favorite pizza toppings?: Pepperoni. & CHEESE!
Chips or popcorn?: Chips.
What cell phone provider do you have?: Starhub?
Have you ever smoked peanut shells?: WTH?
Have you ever been in a beauty pageant?: No.
Orange Juice or apple?: Apple.
Who were the last people you sat at lunch with?: Grace, Denise and Ameeeelia.
favorite chocolate bar?: MARS BARS.
Who is your longest friend and how long?: Lester, 5 years?
Last time you ate a homegrown tomato?: Never.
Have you ever won a trophy?: Yes.
Favorite arcade game?: HAH, I don't go to the arcade.
Ever ordered from an infomercial?: what? um, prolly not.
Sprite or 7-UP?: 7-up.
Have you ever had to wear a uniform to school/work?: You kidding? Of course!
Last thing you bought at Walgreens?: Where's that? They don't have that in Singapore.
Ever thrown up in public?: Don't think so.
Would you prefer being a millionaire or finding true love?: Finding true love.
Do you believe in love at first sight?: No, not really.
SPONGEBOB OR JIMMY NEUTRON?: SPONGEBOB OWNS.
Did you have long hair as a young kid?: Yes. (I'm still young)
What message is on your voicemail machine?: Nothing.
Where would you like to go right now?: PY prac.
Whats the name of your pet?: Don't own one.
What kind of back pack do you have, and what's in it?: Converse, and it contains my school books?
What do you think about most?: Now? PY and my clarinet, followed by max. =/
February 27, 2007
A survey!
"The basics"
FULL NAME?: Marissa Low Li-Min
BIRTHDAY?: 4th Nov
BIRTHPLACE?: Singapore
HEIGHT?: 150
HAIR COLOR?: black
EYE COLOR?: black
ZODIAC SIGN?: Scorpio
SEX?: Female
WHAT ARE YOU WEARING?: Clothes?
"Your Family"
ARE YOU PRARENTS TOGETHER?: Yes
DO YOU HAVE ANY SIBLINGS?: Yes
MOMS NAME?: Felicia
DADS NAME?: Roch
DO YOU HAVE STEP PARENTS?: No
IF SO WHAT ARE THEIR NAMES?: NA
IS FAMILY IMPORTANT TO YOU?: Duno.
"Your Friends"
WHO IS YOUR BEST FRIEND?: Max
WHO ARE YOUR 3 CLOSEST FRIENDS?: Max,Lester,and someone else whom i haven't met yet.
WHO IS YOUR NEWEST FRIEND?: Ralph?
WHO IS YOU OLDEST FRIEND?: Lester
WHO IS THE FUNNIEST?: Max
WHO IS THE LOUDEST?: Lester
WHO DO YOU SPEND MOST OF YOUR TIME WITH?: Max
WHO IS ALWAYS THERE FOR YOU?: Max
WOULD YOU TAKE A BULLET FOR YOUR BEST FRIEND?: Yes
"Relationships...Past Present and Future"
ARE YOU IN A RELATIONSHIP?: Yes
WHATS THE NAME OF YOUR BF,GF OR CRUSH?: Max?
DO YOU LIKE BEING TAKEN OR SINGLE: It depends.
HOW MANY XS HAVE YOU HAD?: Zero
WHATS THE LONGEST RELASHONSHIP YOUVE EVER HAD?: Coming 2 years.
DO YOU WANNA GET MARRIED?: Yes
DO YOU WANT KIDS?: Yes
IF SO HOW MANY?: 3.
"Favorites"
COLOR?: Royal purple
FOOD?: Teochew porridge
DRINK?: Ice-blended Mocha
ALCOHOLIC DRINK?: I don't drink. Because all alcohol tastes like shit.
SONG?: Beast and the Harlot by Avenged Sevenfold
FAST FOOD?: Subway
SEASON?: Autumn
MONTH?: NOVEMBER.
ANIMAL?: Deer.
PLACE TO BE?: Max's house? or my own house, cos that's where the comp is.
MOVIE?: LotR
CAR?: Duno.
"Have you Ever"
BEEN IN LOVE?: Yes
SMOKED?: No, and never want to.
BEEN IN TROUBLE WITH THE LAW?: No
BEEN ON A PLANE?: Yes
BEEN OUT OF STATE?: Yes
DRIVEN A CAR?: Bumper car.
ATE AN OCTOPUS?: Yes.
"Who What When Where was the last"
MOVIE YOU SAW?: Epic Movie
THING YOU ATE?: An apple
PERSON YOU TALKED TO?: Max
SHOW YOU WATCHED?: Hana Kimi
PERSON TO CALL YOU?: Max
person you hugged?: Max
time you were drunk?: Don't think I ever succeeded getting drunk.
time you threw up?: The 2nd last time I drank booze.
"Just some questions"
do you have any piercings?: No
tattoos?: No
if you could live anywhere where would that be?: Australia
are you shy or outgoing?: Depends.
who do you look up to?: Ralph
if you could meet any 3 people who would they be?: Duno.
"This or That"
day or night?: Night
mcds or burgerking?: BK
vanilla or chocolate?: Vanilla
flowers or candy?: Flowers
coffee or tea?: Coffee
sun or moon?: Moon
funny movie or scary movie?: Funny
pizza or burger?: Depends on where its from.
"First thing you think of when you hear this word"
spoon: someone licking a spoon? Don't know why.
batman: the mrt
love: heart-shaped stuff.
ice cube: Melon Soda
potatoes: Yum
"Last 10 questions"
who do u miss right now?: I don't want to say.
when was the best day of your life?: Duno.
when was the worst day of your life?: Even more duno.
do you believe in soul mates?: Maybe.
whats your worst fear?: Heights
do u believe in ghosts?: No
what are your 3 most prized possesions?: Max, my handphone, and all the friends I've got now.
If you could be with anyone right now who would it be?: Max
what song describes your life?: Don't know.
whats your most missed memory?: 2 years ago, when I was still single.
FULL NAME?: Marissa Low Li-Min
BIRTHDAY?: 4th Nov
BIRTHPLACE?: Singapore
HEIGHT?: 150
HAIR COLOR?: black
EYE COLOR?: black
ZODIAC SIGN?: Scorpio
SEX?: Female
WHAT ARE YOU WEARING?: Clothes?
"Your Family"
ARE YOU PRARENTS TOGETHER?: Yes
DO YOU HAVE ANY SIBLINGS?: Yes
MOMS NAME?: Felicia
DADS NAME?: Roch
DO YOU HAVE STEP PARENTS?: No
IF SO WHAT ARE THEIR NAMES?: NA
IS FAMILY IMPORTANT TO YOU?: Duno.
"Your Friends"
WHO IS YOUR BEST FRIEND?: Max
WHO ARE YOUR 3 CLOSEST FRIENDS?: Max,Lester,and someone else whom i haven't met yet.
WHO IS YOUR NEWEST FRIEND?: Ralph?
WHO IS YOU OLDEST FRIEND?: Lester
WHO IS THE FUNNIEST?: Max
WHO IS THE LOUDEST?: Lester
WHO DO YOU SPEND MOST OF YOUR TIME WITH?: Max
WHO IS ALWAYS THERE FOR YOU?: Max
WOULD YOU TAKE A BULLET FOR YOUR BEST FRIEND?: Yes
"Relationships...Past Present and Future"
ARE YOU IN A RELATIONSHIP?: Yes
WHATS THE NAME OF YOUR BF,GF OR CRUSH?: Max?
DO YOU LIKE BEING TAKEN OR SINGLE: It depends.
HOW MANY XS HAVE YOU HAD?: Zero
WHATS THE LONGEST RELASHONSHIP YOUVE EVER HAD?: Coming 2 years.
DO YOU WANNA GET MARRIED?: Yes
DO YOU WANT KIDS?: Yes
IF SO HOW MANY?: 3.
"Favorites"
COLOR?: Royal purple
FOOD?: Teochew porridge
DRINK?: Ice-blended Mocha
ALCOHOLIC DRINK?: I don't drink. Because all alcohol tastes like shit.
SONG?: Beast and the Harlot by Avenged Sevenfold
FAST FOOD?: Subway
SEASON?: Autumn
MONTH?: NOVEMBER.
ANIMAL?: Deer.
PLACE TO BE?: Max's house? or my own house, cos that's where the comp is.
MOVIE?: LotR
CAR?: Duno.
"Have you Ever"
BEEN IN LOVE?: Yes
SMOKED?: No, and never want to.
BEEN IN TROUBLE WITH THE LAW?: No
BEEN ON A PLANE?: Yes
BEEN OUT OF STATE?: Yes
DRIVEN A CAR?: Bumper car.
ATE AN OCTOPUS?: Yes.
"Who What When Where was the last"
MOVIE YOU SAW?: Epic Movie
THING YOU ATE?: An apple
PERSON YOU TALKED TO?: Max
SHOW YOU WATCHED?: Hana Kimi
PERSON TO CALL YOU?: Max
person you hugged?: Max
time you were drunk?: Don't think I ever succeeded getting drunk.
time you threw up?: The 2nd last time I drank booze.
"Just some questions"
do you have any piercings?: No
tattoos?: No
if you could live anywhere where would that be?: Australia
are you shy or outgoing?: Depends.
who do you look up to?: Ralph
if you could meet any 3 people who would they be?: Duno.
"This or That"
day or night?: Night
mcds or burgerking?: BK
vanilla or chocolate?: Vanilla
flowers or candy?: Flowers
coffee or tea?: Coffee
sun or moon?: Moon
funny movie or scary movie?: Funny
pizza or burger?: Depends on where its from.
"First thing you think of when you hear this word"
spoon: someone licking a spoon? Don't know why.
batman: the mrt
love: heart-shaped stuff.
ice cube: Melon Soda
potatoes: Yum
"Last 10 questions"
who do u miss right now?: I don't want to say.
when was the best day of your life?: Duno.
when was the worst day of your life?: Even more duno.
do you believe in soul mates?: Maybe.
whats your worst fear?: Heights
do u believe in ghosts?: No
what are your 3 most prized possesions?: Max, my handphone, and all the friends I've got now.
If you could be with anyone right now who would it be?: Max
what song describes your life?: Don't know.
whats your most missed memory?: 2 years ago, when I was still single.
UPCOMING CONCERT!
SMU Symphonia
presents
Con L'espressione
Sunday, 11th March 2007
Singapore Conference Hall, Time TBA
Tickets, $15
Conductor, Mr David Glosz
Repertoire
Shenandoah
Exultate
Danse Diabolique
Sinfonia Festiva
Egmonth Overture
Seventh night of July
On main street
Tico Tico
Disney Fantasy
Who wants to go? DANSE DIABOLIQUE IS VERY NICE. :D Anyway, yea gogogo! I'm going also, so yea sc clarinets especially!
presents
Con L'espressione
Sunday, 11th March 2007
Singapore Conference Hall, Time TBA
Tickets, $15
Conductor, Mr David Glosz
Repertoire
Shenandoah
Exultate
Danse Diabolique
Sinfonia Festiva
Egmonth Overture
Seventh night of July
On main street
Tico Tico
Disney Fantasy
Who wants to go? DANSE DIABOLIQUE IS VERY NICE. :D Anyway, yea gogogo! I'm going also, so yea sc clarinets especially!
Marmite, but Pa might not.
Today was a really boring day.
BOO.
I spent the whole day stoning in class and thinking about the PY pieces that we're playing. Because lessons are boring. And our songs are so nice. and hard to play. So the whole day I was looking forward to coming back home and practising. Taking a break now. I still can't tongue properly la =.= Always got the disgusting sound.. not clean.. How do you make it clean... I get so fed-up whenever I can't do things like this. :( :(
OH.
This afternoon I went to orchard Popular to buy some stuff, so I took 171 after school and stopped outside Tangs. Then from Tangs I took the underpass. When I reached the orchard mrt, this guy came up to me to ask for donations (the kind where they make u listen to them for a looong time then ask you to donate). I don't really like entertaining this kinda people cos usually after they finish talking all their crap I find it hard to refuse. Its kinda 'paiseh'. =/ Anyway, I told that guy I was in a rush, so he went,"Oh ok. Nvm thanks." Then here comes the best part. He turns around slowly to face his 2 friends and shout, "KANINA!!" In that irritated, but sort of desperate manner. I wanted to laugh. But decided not to. So went up to Popular, bought stuff, and came down to take MRT. Then, guess what! He approached me again.(Prolly couldn't recognise me)He asked me again to listen to him and I told him that I was in a hurry. "Wah basket. oops. I mean nvm thanks" LOL. That time I DID laugh out loud. Sry, I know I'm being evil but that guy's reactions are super funny. I bet he's been rejected all day or something. Lol. Poor guy.
K, nothing else to say.
EXCEPT... GO HERE! The Impossible Quiz from Newgrounds.com. SUPER DUPER FUN. :D
BOO.
I spent the whole day stoning in class and thinking about the PY pieces that we're playing. Because lessons are boring. And our songs are so nice. and hard to play. So the whole day I was looking forward to coming back home and practising. Taking a break now. I still can't tongue properly la =.= Always got the disgusting sound.. not clean.. How do you make it clean... I get so fed-up whenever I can't do things like this. :( :(
OH.
This afternoon I went to orchard Popular to buy some stuff, so I took 171 after school and stopped outside Tangs. Then from Tangs I took the underpass. When I reached the orchard mrt, this guy came up to me to ask for donations (the kind where they make u listen to them for a looong time then ask you to donate). I don't really like entertaining this kinda people cos usually after they finish talking all their crap I find it hard to refuse. Its kinda 'paiseh'. =/ Anyway, I told that guy I was in a rush, so he went,"Oh ok. Nvm thanks." Then here comes the best part. He turns around slowly to face his 2 friends and shout, "KANINA!!" In that irritated, but sort of desperate manner. I wanted to laugh. But decided not to. So went up to Popular, bought stuff, and came down to take MRT. Then, guess what! He approached me again.(Prolly couldn't recognise me)He asked me again to listen to him and I told him that I was in a hurry. "Wah basket. oops. I mean nvm thanks" LOL. That time I DID laugh out loud. Sry, I know I'm being evil but that guy's reactions are super funny. I bet he's been rejected all day or something. Lol. Poor guy.
K, nothing else to say.
EXCEPT... GO HERE! The Impossible Quiz from Newgrounds.com. SUPER DUPER FUN. :D
February 26, 2007
The best time of my life.
Hey.
& today is the 26th of feb.
I went to watch epic movie, and OMG did it suck. The plot was immensely lame. =.=
On the 25th of feb, however, there was PY prac! And it was so fun. We played Poet and Peasant Overture and English Folk Song Suite. Nicest songs on earth! But also one of the hardest I've ever played. Ok, i couldn't play it at all, but i swear I'm going to practise really hard. It was well worth the challenge though. It being so nice and all.
Oh and I just realised I sent Mr Glosz my email as cloudsteel@hotmail.com.. =.= Talk about blur..
K anyway, I failed both geog AND chinese tests. BAH. I'm going to get it frm my parents... but I DID study k! Just not hard enough.. :( Man, how am I going to get into SAJC at this rate?!
Ah, so there's this problem, and I found a short-term(?) solution to it.. but.. will it stay solved?
I hope so.
& today is the 26th of feb.
I went to watch epic movie, and OMG did it suck. The plot was immensely lame. =.=
On the 25th of feb, however, there was PY prac! And it was so fun. We played Poet and Peasant Overture and English Folk Song Suite. Nicest songs on earth! But also one of the hardest I've ever played. Ok, i couldn't play it at all, but i swear I'm going to practise really hard. It was well worth the challenge though. It being so nice and all.
Oh and I just realised I sent Mr Glosz my email as cloudsteel@hotmail.com.. =.= Talk about blur..
K anyway, I failed both geog AND chinese tests. BAH. I'm going to get it frm my parents... but I DID study k! Just not hard enough.. :( Man, how am I going to get into SAJC at this rate?!
Ah, so there's this problem, and I found a short-term(?) solution to it.. but.. will it stay solved?
I hope so.
February 10, 2007
Black Dog
HELLO! Wow i spent so long listening to nice band songs (: I think im addicted to my clarinet again yay. Shall go practice ltr. HAVE. TO. FIX. MY. TONGUEING.
OH SHOOT! My hp running out of batt and i got no chargerrrrrrrrrrr. :(
Anyway, REMINDERS. CHEM TEST ON MONDAY ! Dumb Qualitative Analysis. Though I think i'll never forget the pretty yellow glitter in the test-tube when you add Lead (II) Nitrate to an iodide. yayness for IODIDES! So people, remember the iodide test okay! (: GOOD LUCK FOR CHEM TEST EVERYONE!> >
I'm so broke this week. Didn't get my allowance yet. So the whole week been living off savings. & because of the ring last week i only had $20 for savings. So thats been lasting me throughout the week. Now I have like three bucks left. Thanks to everyday having to buy lunch or food before i go back to prevent myself from starving. I feel so faint everytime I skip breakfast and lunch. DAMMIT. I miss old times when i used to be able to last the whole day without food... =/
Philyouth prac tomorrow! Hope my mum lets me go. I'm so excited! Hm. okay. Time to start studying.
OH SHOOT! My hp running out of batt and i got no chargerrrrrrrrrrr. :(
Anyway, REMINDERS. CHEM TEST ON MONDAY ! Dumb Qualitative Analysis. Though I think i'll never forget the pretty yellow glitter in the test-tube when you add Lead (II) Nitrate to an iodide. yayness for IODIDES! So people, remember the iodide test okay! (: GOOD LUCK FOR CHEM TEST EVERYONE!
I'm so broke this week. Didn't get my allowance yet. So the whole week been living off savings. & because of the ring last week i only had $20 for savings. So thats been lasting me throughout the week. Now I have like three bucks left. Thanks to everyday having to buy lunch or food before i go back to prevent myself from starving. I feel so faint everytime I skip breakfast and lunch. DAMMIT. I miss old times when i used to be able to last the whole day without food... =/
Philyouth prac tomorrow! Hope my mum lets me go. I'm so excited! Hm. okay. Time to start studying.
February 04, 2007
twinkle toes.
YOOHOO. :D
this week..
(Monday)
Band? normal stuff, nothing happened.
(Tuesday)
Went out with Adriel to watch Ghost Tunnel. He's so nice. :D
(Wednesday)
I can't remember what I did. :/
(Thursday)
Had sectionals! Boring. :( Went over to dar's house after that. Did A-math at his house. Cos he kept daoing me T.T Haha. Then I daoed him back when he started talking to me. BOO.
(Friday)
BAND!! WOO. Kelly made us plan the boring recruit thingy. So sian. Then we had sectionals. So fun! Cos I didn't conduct... Just let them self-prac & then we played tgt as a section. I didnt have to clap. It was so nice. (: I should do that more often. Went for tuition and crapped w michelle, max & andrew. So funny. Haha. Stayed over at Alnwick Rd.
(Saturday)
Got an SMS saying that prac had been cancelled. NUUUU! Changed to Feb 11 7-10pm. OMG. T.T Went out with dar in the afternoon. FUN! :D We went to make couple rings at PS! :D Then we went to cut hair. I look weird now. BOO. haha. Went bk to PS to collect rings and then went to bishan to return my library books. THEN DAR PS-ED ME! and went out w keith and eugene. :( Went out with mummy at night! We went for dinner at Delifrance Bistro @ taka. GOOD FOOD. But my thing took so bloody long and the waiters were so apologetic that they gave my mum a free coffee, and me, a free ice cream!! WHEEEEEEE.
(Sunday)
BAH. Went to church in the morning! Then went to the Converse Warehouse Sale. Bought almost $200 worth of stuff la. And I got so many new and nice clothes LALALA. Bought a new school bag too. :D
Ok my sis is bugging me for the comp. + I have a headache so bye.
January 28, 2007
Blood Bath.
Sigh. Why do things always happen this way. Its the small little details that matter to me and they NEVER EVER work out. WHY!? WHY ME?
I'm just so hurt all the time now. Thank god i at least have adriel to talk to if not i think i'd die of sadness and boredom and.. well i'd just die. Some people just get all the luck in the world. Me? I try my best and get nothing. It happens in everything. Results, life, whatever you can think of.
Well, i suppose blogging ain't for think kinda stuff. WOO. EMATH TEST TOMORROW. I am SOOOOO happy. Yay. =.="
I FORGOT TO DO MY CHINESE HOMEWORK AGAIN. !$&%. PLUS, i forgot to bring back my geog textbook, so there goes the TYS questions due tomorrow. I am seriously screwing up my school work!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I can't wait for tuesday. Lester - LUNCH!! we go eat smth else this time.
Oh, I was learning bloodseeker today. There was about like... 1.. 2 .. 3... 4- 1. yes 1 game that i didnt screw up. Thts good enough for today. I only played 3 games anyway. Lol.
EH ccs is getting not so suck anymore!! :D Today his pudge wasn't so bad! OMFG i better learn to learn heroes faster if not ccs is gona own my ass in DotA next time. AND THAT WILL NOT HAPPEN! Ccs.. I WILL PWN YOU ONE DAY!! :D
Anyone have any idea what ventrilo is? Dar is asking me to join and i duno WTH it is. o.o
I'm just so hurt all the time now. Thank god i at least have adriel to talk to if not i think i'd die of sadness and boredom and.. well i'd just die. Some people just get all the luck in the world. Me? I try my best and get nothing. It happens in everything. Results, life, whatever you can think of.
Well, i suppose blogging ain't for think kinda stuff. WOO. EMATH TEST TOMORROW. I am SOOOOO happy. Yay. =.="
I FORGOT TO DO MY CHINESE HOMEWORK AGAIN. !$&%. PLUS, i forgot to bring back my geog textbook, so there goes the TYS questions due tomorrow. I am seriously screwing up my school work!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I can't wait for tuesday. Lester - LUNCH!! we go eat smth else this time.
Oh, I was learning bloodseeker today. There was about like... 1.. 2 .. 3... 4- 1. yes 1 game that i didnt screw up. Thts good enough for today. I only played 3 games anyway. Lol.
EH ccs is getting not so suck anymore!! :D Today his pudge wasn't so bad! OMFG i better learn to learn heroes faster if not ccs is gona own my ass in DotA next time. AND THAT WILL NOT HAPPEN! Ccs.. I WILL PWN YOU ONE DAY!! :D
Anyone have any idea what ventrilo is? Dar is asking me to join and i duno WTH it is. o.o
& here, i present to you.. John's good deed.
It was a balmy Sunday morning and john was taking a stroll around his estate. He turned his head and saw a couple frantically trying to get someone’s attention. He walked over and they immediately told him their plight. Her cat was very sick and while they were on their way to the vet, a ferocious dog chased her up a tree, their cat was so stricken with fear that it did not dare to come down. They were worried that it might be too late for her by the time someone came.
They begged him to help them and would not take no for an answer. John knew that it was a dangerous task and that only he could decide the fate of the poor cat. So, plucking up all the courage in him and with a determined look on his face, he climbed up the tree steadily but surely. Beads of sweat rolled down the owner’s foreheads, was it too late to save their cat?
Finally, John climbed down the tree with the cat safely in his arms. They all heaved a sigh of relief. They thanked John profusely, hugged their kitten tightly and rushed of to the vet. When he went home and recounted the day’s events to his mother, tears of joy rolled down the ecstatic mother as she hugged him. He had done her proud.
Later that day, John got a phone call, it was the couple. They told him that their cat had indeed been saved. John was elated that his efforts had not gone to waste. They thanked him more and even offered him a generous sum of money for saving their cat. John shyly turned them down because to him, the reward is knowing he had done a good deed.
The next day, to his enormous surprise, he was featured in the Newspaper. Later, he found out that a reporter was nearby and saw everything had happened. From this moment on, John knew that no good deed goes unrewarded.
Now, that was written by my sister. Pretty good for a p6 dont you think?
They begged him to help them and would not take no for an answer. John knew that it was a dangerous task and that only he could decide the fate of the poor cat. So, plucking up all the courage in him and with a determined look on his face, he climbed up the tree steadily but surely. Beads of sweat rolled down the owner’s foreheads, was it too late to save their cat?
Finally, John climbed down the tree with the cat safely in his arms. They all heaved a sigh of relief. They thanked John profusely, hugged their kitten tightly and rushed of to the vet. When he went home and recounted the day’s events to his mother, tears of joy rolled down the ecstatic mother as she hugged him. He had done her proud.
Later that day, John got a phone call, it was the couple. They told him that their cat had indeed been saved. John was elated that his efforts had not gone to waste. They thanked him more and even offered him a generous sum of money for saving their cat. John shyly turned them down because to him, the reward is knowing he had done a good deed.
The next day, to his enormous surprise, he was featured in the Newspaper. Later, he found out that a reporter was nearby and saw everything had happened. From this moment on, John knew that no good deed goes unrewarded.
Now, that was written by my sister. Pretty good for a p6 dont you think?
January 21, 2007
Oh, & something for all to read.
Hi. I found this quite meaningful, so something for yall to read.
When I came to Cleveland and joined The Orchestra, I was eighteen years old,
and I thought I was a finished product. Now I had arrived. All the hard work
was behind me.
You know how it is at ten when you think you'll never get beyond the first
position, at thirteen when you can't cope with ten minutes practicing
before school and two hours after it, at sixteen when you're working 25
hours a day for the big competition, and then, for me, at eighteen. It was
all over. Finished. I had A Job.
And how little I know! It was only the bare beginning. It is so easy in
music to forget that we are doing something we love. Sometimes it's easy to
forget that we even love it as deeply as we do. It's so difficult when
you're young that, with as much passion as you have, it seems impossible to
imagine ever playing well enough. It's so difficult as you get older to
realize that this feeling will never go away.
I am fifty now. The young students I played with at summer string camp are
fathers and grandfathers. And I am still touched and amazed when playing
with distinguished colleagues of my own age to realize that, as well as
they may cover it up, they shake with stage fright before walking out, and
sometimes even in performance. The doubts, the insecurities, the anger at
the space between the dream and the achievement: these never go away.
There is never a moment in music when you can say, "This is it. Now I have
arrived." It is a journey with many stops. There are frustrating pauses,
whirlwind acceleration, and sometimes, just a sense of having got
seriously lost.
I see now how ironic it was for me that only a year after I got to Cleveland
with the feeling that I could now sit back and enjoy things. that I had the
worst time of my whole musical career. It seemed to my old colleagues -
many of whom were still in music school then - that I had it made. I had a
regular salary (enough to keep a man and family, after all) and I with
only myself to take care of. I had concerts all over the world with one of
the greatest orchestras of all time,. who, from the outside, could possibly
have guessed the desolation and emptiness that I felt. Was it all for this?
Was this the magic? Here I was on the third stand, never heard and never
noticed. I felt invisible - it began to feel like a boring, terrible, slow
death. Forty years of this, how was I to endure it?
The problem was, of course, the total lack of a good, true education. In
those early days, I never listened to my colleagues. I just stared at the
page and played along with everyone else. One of the herd. Then one day,
George Szell, clearly frustrated beyond belief at my donkey-like
sleepwalking, told me to stay back during the intermission of a rehearsal.
He grabbed my right arm and started to play as I should play out. It was a
terrible, terrible noise, but the passion was there again, the commitment.
He was furious with me. He barked at me: "You don't contribute. You don't
know anything. You're not prepared. You just float along down the stream.
You never know how the music goes." It was a tirade - and it amazed me. It
had simply never entered my self-pitying state that this could all be my
fault. That if I was bored, it was because I wasn't trying hard enough.
Music isn't boring; people are.
So he told me about studying the score, about practicing music not just
technique; about learning to hear the rest of the music... to study
beforehand the architecture of a piece, the lines weaving through it in all
the individual instruments. Above all, he dared me to have pride again in my
playing. It wasn't to be the old pride - narcissistically and aimlessly
self-delighting in the trivia of instrumental playing. But to get immersed
into the whole psyche and personality of a composer. He taught me respect
for the creative force behind a great piece of music. He taught me respect
for my fellow musicians: bullied and scorned by him, I was forced to open up
and listen to the great musicians who surrounded me. I was over-awed by a
horn sound that my wretched cello could never match; a clarinet legato that
defined the word for me at last; the silvery shimmer of beautiful flute
playing. George Szell opened my ears to the musical inventiveness of fine
oboe playing. He taught me humility and, through it, he brought me joy.
It's so interesting for me to look back. When I was made principal cello of
The Cleveland Orchestra, I was probably the same age as most of you. Many of
my friends then, I still see and play with. Or, actually, not too many.
That's the rub.
When I went into the orchestra, most of my old Juilliard and Curtis
classmates wrote me off as solo material. That was me out of the fray, out
of the running, for a lifetime. There were big talents, big stars-to-be,
and I was no longer counted among them. Or, perhaps, never was. And I would
have put my money on other cellists than I for a solo career, quite frankly.
There are people I can still see in my mind's eye who seemed incandescent:
tall, good looks, flashing fingers; the right mentors; competition winners;
stunning self-confidence. And most of them - if not all of them, actually
- you wouldn't have even heard of. I had no idea at twenty-one what a
long, long journey it is.
The key is simple: You just have to keep going. It isn't a competition;
it's only about yourself, about one practice day after another, about
keeping going, and above all, forcing yourself to understand that you never
understand it all. The English have a term which I have just discovered.
It's called DINTISM. "How did he get that job?" I asked about a
colleague. "Oh, dintism," came the answer. Dintism? It is (it was
explained to me) by sheer dint of doing it. Of doing it, with all good
will and effort day after day, year after year. Of not giving up.
I'm often asked whether or not I get bored of carrying the Dvorak Concerto
around the world. Bored? They must be joking. I, who thought I knew
everything I needed to know about the Dvorak Concerto when I was twenty, am
still discovering new things every single time I play it. I hear someone
else play it and that goes for my students too, and in their
interpretation, I'll hear a phrase, a note, an unfamiliar turn of musical
gesture, and there will be a new discovery for me.
I'll never forget my encounters with Marcel Moyse, the legendary French
flutist, at the Marlboro Festival. In his eighties, he kept tripping over
his words in his passion, his eagerness to tell you of a piece of music. As
much toil and work as music demands - it is also our brush with
immortality. I heard Pablo Casals play when he was so old that his fingers
and technique could hardly be recognized as good cello playing - and yet,
it was the most moving and dynamically powerful music-making you can
imagine, so alive was the soul, so strong the belief in the music.
What, you may ask, has all this to do with you who are just about to go into
the world? Well, I am here as a scout. I am here to report back on what it
looks like down the road. And I can tell you that the journey at the
beginning, and the journey to the end are no different - music is one and
the same journey, and it always continues.
I meet young musicians in their early twenties who are already turned off;
they're bored; they're cynical. "It's all politics," they'll say. But
I met them thirty years ago, too, like that - and those are the talents who
disappeared. Only the music remained, and those who in delighting in the
music; in never failing to find refreshment in it; who rejoice in their
gift, those are the musicians who have lasted, whose way has been lit by
this special lantern of our art.
It's hard to remember that now, perhaps. Most students I know graduate with
the full weight of student loans on their shoulders, cars in need of new
transmissions and gearboxes, rent that's due, freelance jobs far and few
between.
But I came here today to say, "Keep going." Magical things have happened
to me. Magical things have happened to many of us, and we're all
surprised. I have colleagues who are much older than I who teach at The
Royal Academy of Music in London, and I feel the bond of being in this
amazing and magical circle together. They don't have the international
chances that I do - but the music, and the delight in it, is the same.
Franz Schubert is dead, but his music is alive. It almost breaks my heart
that I never knew him. But what truly breaks my heart are the musicians I
meet on my path who are alive - but somehow dead.
Go out and join the living.
Joy and good fortune to you all.
When I came to Cleveland and joined The Orchestra, I was eighteen years old,
and I thought I was a finished product. Now I had arrived. All the hard work
was behind me.
You know how it is at ten when you think you'll never get beyond the first
position, at thirteen when you can't cope with ten minutes practicing
before school and two hours after it, at sixteen when you're working 25
hours a day for the big competition, and then, for me, at eighteen. It was
all over. Finished. I had A Job.
And how little I know! It was only the bare beginning. It is so easy in
music to forget that we are doing something we love. Sometimes it's easy to
forget that we even love it as deeply as we do. It's so difficult when
you're young that, with as much passion as you have, it seems impossible to
imagine ever playing well enough. It's so difficult as you get older to
realize that this feeling will never go away.
I am fifty now. The young students I played with at summer string camp are
fathers and grandfathers. And I am still touched and amazed when playing
with distinguished colleagues of my own age to realize that, as well as
they may cover it up, they shake with stage fright before walking out, and
sometimes even in performance. The doubts, the insecurities, the anger at
the space between the dream and the achievement: these never go away.
There is never a moment in music when you can say, "This is it. Now I have
arrived." It is a journey with many stops. There are frustrating pauses,
whirlwind acceleration, and sometimes, just a sense of having got
seriously lost.
I see now how ironic it was for me that only a year after I got to Cleveland
with the feeling that I could now sit back and enjoy things. that I had the
worst time of my whole musical career. It seemed to my old colleagues -
many of whom were still in music school then - that I had it made. I had a
regular salary (enough to keep a man and family, after all) and I with
only myself to take care of. I had concerts all over the world with one of
the greatest orchestras of all time,. who, from the outside, could possibly
have guessed the desolation and emptiness that I felt. Was it all for this?
Was this the magic? Here I was on the third stand, never heard and never
noticed. I felt invisible - it began to feel like a boring, terrible, slow
death. Forty years of this, how was I to endure it?
The problem was, of course, the total lack of a good, true education. In
those early days, I never listened to my colleagues. I just stared at the
page and played along with everyone else. One of the herd. Then one day,
George Szell, clearly frustrated beyond belief at my donkey-like
sleepwalking, told me to stay back during the intermission of a rehearsal.
He grabbed my right arm and started to play as I should play out. It was a
terrible, terrible noise, but the passion was there again, the commitment.
He was furious with me. He barked at me: "You don't contribute. You don't
know anything. You're not prepared. You just float along down the stream.
You never know how the music goes." It was a tirade - and it amazed me. It
had simply never entered my self-pitying state that this could all be my
fault. That if I was bored, it was because I wasn't trying hard enough.
Music isn't boring; people are.
So he told me about studying the score, about practicing music not just
technique; about learning to hear the rest of the music... to study
beforehand the architecture of a piece, the lines weaving through it in all
the individual instruments. Above all, he dared me to have pride again in my
playing. It wasn't to be the old pride - narcissistically and aimlessly
self-delighting in the trivia of instrumental playing. But to get immersed
into the whole psyche and personality of a composer. He taught me respect
for the creative force behind a great piece of music. He taught me respect
for my fellow musicians: bullied and scorned by him, I was forced to open up
and listen to the great musicians who surrounded me. I was over-awed by a
horn sound that my wretched cello could never match; a clarinet legato that
defined the word for me at last; the silvery shimmer of beautiful flute
playing. George Szell opened my ears to the musical inventiveness of fine
oboe playing. He taught me humility and, through it, he brought me joy.
It's so interesting for me to look back. When I was made principal cello of
The Cleveland Orchestra, I was probably the same age as most of you. Many of
my friends then, I still see and play with. Or, actually, not too many.
That's the rub.
When I went into the orchestra, most of my old Juilliard and Curtis
classmates wrote me off as solo material. That was me out of the fray, out
of the running, for a lifetime. There were big talents, big stars-to-be,
and I was no longer counted among them. Or, perhaps, never was. And I would
have put my money on other cellists than I for a solo career, quite frankly.
There are people I can still see in my mind's eye who seemed incandescent:
tall, good looks, flashing fingers; the right mentors; competition winners;
stunning self-confidence. And most of them - if not all of them, actually
- you wouldn't have even heard of. I had no idea at twenty-one what a
long, long journey it is.
The key is simple: You just have to keep going. It isn't a competition;
it's only about yourself, about one practice day after another, about
keeping going, and above all, forcing yourself to understand that you never
understand it all. The English have a term which I have just discovered.
It's called DINTISM. "How did he get that job?" I asked about a
colleague. "Oh, dintism," came the answer. Dintism? It is (it was
explained to me) by sheer dint of doing it. Of doing it, with all good
will and effort day after day, year after year. Of not giving up.
I'm often asked whether or not I get bored of carrying the Dvorak Concerto
around the world. Bored? They must be joking. I, who thought I knew
everything I needed to know about the Dvorak Concerto when I was twenty, am
still discovering new things every single time I play it. I hear someone
else play it and that goes for my students too, and in their
interpretation, I'll hear a phrase, a note, an unfamiliar turn of musical
gesture, and there will be a new discovery for me.
I'll never forget my encounters with Marcel Moyse, the legendary French
flutist, at the Marlboro Festival. In his eighties, he kept tripping over
his words in his passion, his eagerness to tell you of a piece of music. As
much toil and work as music demands - it is also our brush with
immortality. I heard Pablo Casals play when he was so old that his fingers
and technique could hardly be recognized as good cello playing - and yet,
it was the most moving and dynamically powerful music-making you can
imagine, so alive was the soul, so strong the belief in the music.
What, you may ask, has all this to do with you who are just about to go into
the world? Well, I am here as a scout. I am here to report back on what it
looks like down the road. And I can tell you that the journey at the
beginning, and the journey to the end are no different - music is one and
the same journey, and it always continues.
I meet young musicians in their early twenties who are already turned off;
they're bored; they're cynical. "It's all politics," they'll say. But
I met them thirty years ago, too, like that - and those are the talents who
disappeared. Only the music remained, and those who in delighting in the
music; in never failing to find refreshment in it; who rejoice in their
gift, those are the musicians who have lasted, whose way has been lit by
this special lantern of our art.
It's hard to remember that now, perhaps. Most students I know graduate with
the full weight of student loans on their shoulders, cars in need of new
transmissions and gearboxes, rent that's due, freelance jobs far and few
between.
But I came here today to say, "Keep going." Magical things have happened
to me. Magical things have happened to many of us, and we're all
surprised. I have colleagues who are much older than I who teach at The
Royal Academy of Music in London, and I feel the bond of being in this
amazing and magical circle together. They don't have the international
chances that I do - but the music, and the delight in it, is the same.
Franz Schubert is dead, but his music is alive. It almost breaks my heart
that I never knew him. But what truly breaks my heart are the musicians I
meet on my path who are alive - but somehow dead.
Go out and join the living.
Joy and good fortune to you all.
Heartache.
Hey! I'm back again. sorry for the long period of time betw my last post and this one. Dammit so much school work.
So lets see. How many weeks have passed? 2/3 weeks? Alot has happened since Christmas. More good times than bad, thank god.
Things that happened:
1. School started. - HELL BROKE LOOSE in my life. The workload is OMGWTFDIE. However, I'm trying my best best best to cope with it. So I hope it works out. However, I can't seem to get it into my head that I SHOULD BE STUDYING FOR THAT DARN CHEM TEST NOW INSTEAD OF POSTING. The total idea of chem totally repels me from all the notes and TYS and whatever. UGGHHHH.
2. I went for PhilYouth Auditions! - & wow. Totally screwed up man. Screwed until cannot screw more. But WTH i still got in. I LOVE MISS LEONG! ♥
3. I got a new phone! - Its a Nokia 7390. White & pink! This is the black and brown one. But mine's loads nicer (:
4. 17th Jan was Max's & Ccs's Birthday! - Spent another boring and loooong wednesday at school. Then I went over to Max's place after he was done with band. Brought along Takopachi and 2 Fondants from taka! Hope it made him happy. Went with Max's mother & brother to Sushi Teh to have dinner. :D It was YUM. Oh oh and since his dad couldn't make it, I went over the next day too and they brought me to Lawry's for dinner. Trust me, I haven't eaten anything so expensive in my LIFE. But it was DAMN cool.
5. Guitar Hero 2 came into my life! - and now all this time, I'm SO obsessed about rock songs, esp the ones from GH2. & from GH2 i found a new favourite song! BEAST & THE HARLOT - AVENGED SEVENFOLD!
Haha & now, some random things. Like pictures of Max's noticeboard & the weird stuff i drew
there :
<--DOIS drew this! I thought it was cute. & poor keith.
<--- pure vandalism. & isnt the cheese cute!
<<>
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Okaaay! Thats all for today. When i get more pics I'll post them! :D
December 25, 2006
ELL-OH-ELL
Attn: Entrepreneurs
Everyone knows that if you are going to operate a business in today’s world you need a domain name. It is advisable to look at the domain name selected as other see it and not just as you think it looks. Failure to do this may result in situations such as the following (legitimate) companies who deal in everyday humdrum products and services but clearly didn’t give their domain names enough consideration:
1. A site called ‘Who Represents‘ where you can find the name of the agent that represents a celebrity.
Their domain name… wait for it… is
www.whorepresents.com
2. Experts Exchange, a knowledge base where programmers can exchange advice and views at
www.expertsexchange.com
3. Looking for a pen? Look no further than Pen Island at
www.penisland.net
4. Need a therapist? Try Therapist Finder at
www.therapistfinder.com
5. Then of course, there’s the Italian Power Generator company…
www.powergenitalia.com
6. And now, we have the Mole Station Native Nursery, based in New South Wales:
www.molestationnursery.com
7. If you’re looking for computer software, there’s always
www.ipanywhere.com
8. Welcome to the First Cumming Methodist Church. Their website is
www.cummingfirst.com
9. Then, of course, there’s these brainless art designers, and their whacky website:
www.speedofart.com
10. Want to holiday in Lake Tahoe? Try their brochure website at
www.gotahoe.com
Everyone knows that if you are going to operate a business in today’s world you need a domain name. It is advisable to look at the domain name selected as other see it and not just as you think it looks. Failure to do this may result in situations such as the following (legitimate) companies who deal in everyday humdrum products and services but clearly didn’t give their domain names enough consideration:
1. A site called ‘Who Represents‘ where you can find the name of the agent that represents a celebrity.
Their domain name… wait for it… is
www.whorepresents.com
2. Experts Exchange, a knowledge base where programmers can exchange advice and views at
www.expertsexchange.com
3. Looking for a pen? Look no further than Pen Island at
www.penisland.net
4. Need a therapist? Try Therapist Finder at
www.therapistfinder.com
5. Then of course, there’s the Italian Power Generator company…
www.powergenitalia.com
6. And now, we have the Mole Station Native Nursery, based in New South Wales:
www.molestationnursery.com
7. If you’re looking for computer software, there’s always
www.ipanywhere.com
8. Welcome to the First Cumming Methodist Church. Their website is
www.cummingfirst.com
9. Then, of course, there’s these brainless art designers, and their whacky website:
www.speedofart.com
10. Want to holiday in Lake Tahoe? Try their brochure website at
www.gotahoe.com
All I want for Christmas is YOU. (:
HEY GUYS :D
I'm doing a Christmas post here!!
REASONS WHY IM THE LUCKIEST GIRL IN THE WORLD
I'm doing a Christmas post here!!
REASONS WHY IM THE LUCKIEST GIRL IN THE WORLD
- I have MAXIMILIAN TAY JIA CHENG as my darling!! <33333
- I got my much LOVED Adidas jacket (which i was supposed to get on my birthday, but somehow didnt until the day before Christmas eve o.o)
- I got new sport shoes!
- I'm gona get a new hp soon!! :D:D:D:D
- I have cool friends who spout vulgarities every few seconds yet manage to be so sweet (:
REASONS WHY IM NOT THE LUCKIEST GIRL IN THE WORLD
- Darling's in US for Christmas. :'(
- My mum's being a total BITCH.
- I have a WHOLE LOAD of unfinished holiday homework. And somehow I cant find the ones that I actually completed. WTH.
Haha. Alright. Now for the explanations. My mum was being a bitch earlier on today. My dad couldn't find her a Christmas present because she kept saying that she wanted a present that was over $1k. Den my dad obviously thinking like WTF where am i gona get that kind of money. Den my mum KNN say that he never put in effort to look for a present for her. Actually, he look everywhere alr juz tt duno wd to buy. He scared buy smth she dun like because she will complain like hell. That time her waterbottle broke, so my dad bought her a new water bottle for her birthday. DEN SHE SCOLDED HIM LA. she say he never put in effort buy such a cheap thing etc. Den my dad retort say tt her waterbottle spoil so he buy her a new one cannot meh. She reply, " People dont give replacement for presents la. If my iron spoil u buy me a new iron for my birthday present isit?" Den he juz keep quiet cos so fed up alr. I wanted to say, " Wasnt that what u did to me. My track shoe spoil den u buy me new one to replace for my present also right. " But I didnt dare to say cos it'll be rude. But KNN lah why she muz liddat one. My dad so poor thing already.
On a lighter note,
MERRY XMAS EVERYONE!! :D Thanks for all the sweet messages!
xoxo
December 20, 2006
The X-mas Files
THE X-MAS FILES
57 ELM STREET BETHLEHEM,
PA. 11:51 P.M.,
DECEMBER 24TH
We're too late! It's already been here. Mulder, I hope you know
what you're doing.
Look, Scully, just like the other homes: Douglas fir, truncated,
mounted, transformed into a shrine; halls decked with boughs of holly; stockings
hung by the chimney, with care.
You really think someone's been here?
Someone, or something.
Mulder, over here -- it's a fruitcake.
Don't touch it! Those things can be lethal.
It's O.K. There's a note attached: "Gonna find out who's
naughty and nice."
It's judging them, Scully. It's making a list.
Who? What are you talking about?
Ancient mythology tells of an obese humanoid entity who could travel at
great speed in a craft powered by antlered servants. Once each year, near
the winter solstice, this creature is said to descend from the heavens to reward
its followers and punish disbelievers with jagged chunks of anthracite.
But that's legend, Mulder -- a story told by parents to frighten
children. Surely you don't believe it?
Something was here tonight, Scully. Check out the bite marks on this
gingerbread man. Whatever tore through this plate of cookies was massive
-- and in a hurry.
It left crumbs everywhere. And look, Mulder, this milk glass has been
completely drained.
It gorged itself, Scully. It fed without remorse.
But why would they leave it milk and cookies?
Appeasement. Tonight is the Eve, and nothing can stop its wielding.
But if this thing does exist, how did it get in? The doors and
windows were locked. There's no
sign of forced entry.
Unless I miss my guess, it came through the fireplace.
Wait a minute, Mulder. If you're saying some huge creature landed on
the roof and came down this chimney! You're crazy. The flue is barely six
inches wide. Nothing could get down there.
But what if it could alter its shape, move in all directions at once?
You mean, like a bowl full of jelly?
Exactly. Scully, I've never told anyone this, but when I was a child
my home was visited. I saw the creature. It had long white shanks of
fur surrounding its ruddy, misshapen head. Its bloated torso was red and
white. I'll never forget the horror. I turned away, and when I looked back
it had somehow taken on the facial features of my father.
Impossible.
I know what I saw. And that night it read my mind. It brought
me a Mr. Potato Head, Scully. It knew that I wanted a Mr. Potato Head!
I'm sorry, Mulder, but you're asking me to disregard the laws of
physics. You want me to believe in some supernatural being who soars
across the skies and brings gifts to good little girls and boys. Listen to
what you're saying. Do you understand the repercussions? If this
gets out, they'll close the X-Files.
Scully, listen to me: It knows when you're sleeping. It knows
when you're awake.
But we have no proof.
Last year, on this exact date, SETI radio telescopes detected bogeys in the
airspace over twenty-seven states. The White House ordered a Condition
Red.
But that was a meteor shower.
Officially. Two days ago, eight prized Scandinavian reindeer vanished
from the National Zoo, in Washington, D.C. Nobody -- not even the zoo
keeper -- was told about it. The government doesn't want people to know
about Project Kringle. They fear that if this thing is proved to exist the
public will stop spending half its annual income in a holiday shopping
frenzy. Retail markets will collapse. Scully, they cannot let the
world believe this creature lives. There's too much at stake. They'll do
whatever it takes to insure another silent night.
Mulder, I ...
Sh-h-h. Do you hear what I hear?
On the roof. It sounds like a clatter.
The truth is up there. Let's see what's the matter.
Tune in next year to see what they found!
December 19, 2006
HAPPINESS. :D
Okay. Im posting on behalf of yesterday! :D
WOOOO. I got a new Razer Krait ! <3333 My sis bought half of it for my christmas present. I had t pay for the other half. Damn. BUT STILL. AHHHHH! :DDDDD
I went shopping yesterday with my sister! First my dad brought us to that Singtel Hello! shop across the road from behind somerset MRT to look at phones. I'm gona get a new phone for Christmas WOOHOO! Yep. And then we went to CentrePoint to look at stuff. I cant remember wht for. OH i wanted to go to Levis to look for smth. Saw Prints on the way, so decided to go check it out. They have really cool wrapping paper :D Hmmm. Den where'd we go after tht.. o.o I cant remember. must be PS. Yep we took a train to Dhoby. Bought Dar's present there! Not gona say which part in case he manages to guess it before Christmas.. We went walking around, and then we got bored. We went to the arcade then played the kind of game which requires alot of timing, and then you get to win phones and all if u get to the top, that kinda thing. I nearly got it 4 times lah. den at the top i keep missing. T.T Damn irritating. Spent like 8 bucks on tht, wht a waste. Oh well. Den MRTed to City Hall and ran through the rain to Funan where I bought my Razer Krait! :DDD Lol. Den while we were MRTing back home, we were like running down this escalator and the train was alr at the station.. then my sister ran into the train, den suddenly the doors closed and I couldnt get in @$%&!! So in the end she had to wait at PP for me. Turns out it wasnt raining there. Yea, so we got home safe and sound. Spent the rest of the time DotAing and playing dumb games. You dont need to know :D
Dar? Faster come back kk! <3
WOOOO. I got a new Razer Krait ! <3333 My sis bought half of it for my christmas present. I had t pay for the other half. Damn. BUT STILL. AHHHHH! :DDDDD
I went shopping yesterday with my sister! First my dad brought us to that Singtel Hello! shop across the road from behind somerset MRT to look at phones. I'm gona get a new phone for Christmas WOOHOO! Yep. And then we went to CentrePoint to look at stuff. I cant remember wht for. OH i wanted to go to Levis to look for smth. Saw Prints on the way, so decided to go check it out. They have really cool wrapping paper :D Hmmm. Den where'd we go after tht.. o.o I cant remember. must be PS. Yep we took a train to Dhoby. Bought Dar's present there! Not gona say which part in case he manages to guess it before Christmas.. We went walking around, and then we got bored. We went to the arcade then played the kind of game which requires alot of timing, and then you get to win phones and all if u get to the top, that kinda thing. I nearly got it 4 times lah. den at the top i keep missing. T.T Damn irritating. Spent like 8 bucks on tht, wht a waste. Oh well. Den MRTed to City Hall and ran through the rain to Funan where I bought my Razer Krait! :DDD Lol. Den while we were MRTing back home, we were like running down this escalator and the train was alr at the station.. then my sister ran into the train, den suddenly the doors closed and I couldnt get in @$%&!! So in the end she had to wait at PP for me. Turns out it wasnt raining there. Yea, so we got home safe and sound. Spent the rest of the time DotAing and playing dumb games. You dont need to know :D
Dar? Faster come back kk! <3
December 18, 2006
Random Quiz
CAN YOU STAY AT HOME FOR 1 WEEK?
yea, i guess. But not unless I REALLY REALLY had to.
WHICH DO YOU PREFER, SCIENCE OR MATH?
science. I uber SUCK at math.
WHAT DO YOU LIKE, CELLPHONE OR T.V.?
Hp? I hardly watch TV anymore.
FLIP FLOPS OR SNEAKERS?
flip flops, all the way! LOL.
HERO OR VILLAIN??
I think I'd prefer the hero. Bad guys dont exactly strike me as hot.
ASHLEY TISDALE OR VANESSA ANNE HUDGENS?
Ashley Tisdale! She's cute!
DRUM LOVER OR GUITAR LOVER?
GUITAR, duh. My baby plays the guitar! And he rocks! :D
ANIME OR CARTOONS?
lol I'd rather cartoons. Anime peeps have weird eyes that creep me out.
DO YOU WANNA BE A SINGER?
Can't sing :(
WHAT COLOR DO YOU PREFER ON A DOG?
Green? lols. Nah I like brown. And Magic's a darling :D
DO YOU KNOW HOW TO DANCE?
nope cant dance for nuts.
WHEN YOU GET HURT,DO YOU CRY??
I cry even though Im not hurt, so wad do you think?!
DO YOU LOVE TAKING PICTURES OFYOURSELF?
heh no. I dont exactly camwhore. And I hate being in pictures.
1. im fking ugly
2. absolutely UNPHOTOGENIC
CITY OR COUNTRY?
city. INTERNET MAN!
JEANS OR SKIRTS?
both are fine. I have abt the same number of each.
HAVE A FRIEND THAT SEEMS TO BE A BOY/GIRL?
Duno wad u talking abt.
GOT BORED IN SCHOOL?
bored? i duno, i guess.
LOVE MSN MESSENGER?
not exactly? its fking irritating during my dota game.
DO YOU ALWAYS CALL YOUR FRIENDS DUDE?
nope, rarely.
MUSIC LOVER?
Yep. you can count on it.
WHAT COLOUR U LIKE?
Red, green, purple. (& maybe orange.)
DO U HAVE FEELINGS FOR SOMEONE? WHO??
what is this, an interrogation? Yes I have feelings for my darling. w00t I LOVE MAXINE. <3
DO U SMOKE?
nope. Never want to.
yea, i guess. But not unless I REALLY REALLY had to.
WHICH DO YOU PREFER, SCIENCE OR MATH?
science. I uber SUCK at math.
WHAT DO YOU LIKE, CELLPHONE OR T.V.?
Hp? I hardly watch TV anymore.
FLIP FLOPS OR SNEAKERS?
flip flops, all the way! LOL.
HERO OR VILLAIN??
I think I'd prefer the hero. Bad guys dont exactly strike me as hot.
ASHLEY TISDALE OR VANESSA ANNE HUDGENS?
Ashley Tisdale! She's cute!
DRUM LOVER OR GUITAR LOVER?
GUITAR, duh. My baby plays the guitar! And he rocks! :D
ANIME OR CARTOONS?
lol I'd rather cartoons. Anime peeps have weird eyes that creep me out.
DO YOU WANNA BE A SINGER?
Can't sing :(
WHAT COLOR DO YOU PREFER ON A DOG?
Green? lols. Nah I like brown. And Magic's a darling :D
DO YOU KNOW HOW TO DANCE?
nope cant dance for nuts.
WHEN YOU GET HURT,DO YOU CRY??
I cry even though Im not hurt, so wad do you think?!
DO YOU LOVE TAKING PICTURES OFYOURSELF?
heh no. I dont exactly camwhore. And I hate being in pictures.
1. im fking ugly
2. absolutely UNPHOTOGENIC
CITY OR COUNTRY?
city. INTERNET MAN!
JEANS OR SKIRTS?
both are fine. I have abt the same number of each.
HAVE A FRIEND THAT SEEMS TO BE A BOY/GIRL?
Duno wad u talking abt.
GOT BORED IN SCHOOL?
bored? i duno, i guess.
LOVE MSN MESSENGER?
not exactly? its fking irritating during my dota game.
DO YOU ALWAYS CALL YOUR FRIENDS DUDE?
nope, rarely.
MUSIC LOVER?
Yep. you can count on it.
WHAT COLOUR U LIKE?
Red, green, purple. (& maybe orange.)
DO U HAVE FEELINGS FOR SOMEONE? WHO??
what is this, an interrogation? Yes I have feelings for my darling. w00t I LOVE MAXINE. <3
DO U SMOKE?
nope. Never want to.
The Oncoming Winter.
Hey guys.
Hmmm.. decided to blog again? Lol. Absolutely nothing to do these days, especially with my dar away and all. Sigh. & well I needed somewhere to post my thoughts and stuff. So I guess this should do the job.
Today? Well, i spent most of the day spacing out, i guess. EVEN THOUGH I went out with Lester, Kw, Adam and Woon. It was kinda cool actually. Kw is damn skinny! Lol! Thankfully, he doesn't look as gay as he sounds. (OMG NO OFFENCE MEANT KW, NO OFFENCE MEANT.) Yep. Watched ERAGON today!! Wheeee. I've been waiting for such a long time to watch that damn show, & its worth it man. The baby dragon was so cute! :D Haha. This morning we were almost late for the show! I woke up at 11+, having slept at like 2+ the previous night. Dar had to call me twice before I finally woke up Lol. Yea so I came online to WC3 & all. & we (Max, Adam, Lester & I) played HvH until I realised it was 1pm, and we were supposed to meet woon at Dhoby at 12.30?! Haha. We were still at home la wth. In the end, Adam rushed off and Lester & I got ready & cabbed there. We caught the show, thank god.. & that lester! He led us into the wrong cinema at first! We were all like, "wtf are we watching the correct show o.o". Luckily we had enough brains to realise tt the show we were watching wasnt Eragon. If not, GG no re.Was smsing dar throughout the show..
EH. ccs chasing me to play wc3.. be back later. or tmr.Whatever.
May 22, 2005
I feel like crying now.
Sometimes, I just feel like letting it all out.
Letting the tears flow, like a river of sadness, all the way out into the vast expanse of sea, where they mingle with other drops of tears. Only then, will I know, that I am not alone.
Sometimes, talking and sharing my problems just makes me feel worse.
I wouldn't want to burden you with my problems.
I just need someone I can trust to be beside me. Just to keep me company, and listen to my silent complaints.
I guess no one really cares what I write in here, since anyone barely reads it anymore.
Sometimes, I just feel like letting it all out.
Letting the tears flow, like a river of sadness, all the way out into the vast expanse of sea, where they mingle with other drops of tears. Only then, will I know, that I am not alone.
Sometimes, talking and sharing my problems just makes me feel worse.
I wouldn't want to burden you with my problems.
I just need someone I can trust to be beside me. Just to keep me company, and listen to my silent complaints.
I guess no one really cares what I write in here, since anyone barely reads it anymore.
May 18, 2005
screwed.
oh man. i miss him loads. and its only wednesday. ahhhhh! nvm. gonna see him tomorrow. jia you, marissa, jia you.
I haven't blogged for a really long time....i dunno... not really in the mood i guess. and i'm even more not in the mood now.I just miss him a whole lot. :(
I haven't blogged for a really long time....i dunno... not really in the mood i guess. and i'm even more not in the mood now.I just miss him a whole lot. :(
May 05, 2005
Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious
love makes the world go round and round and round and round ((:
okay. that was random.Well, I haven't really blogged these few days because I have nothing to blog about. It hasn't really been a interesting three or four days for me. I think the one thing I remember most from these three to four days would be... um... - i can't think of anything >.< - practically nothing. Because, nothing profound has actually happened. And guess what! It's two days to saturday, and one a few hours to tomorrow! Besides the horrible inevitable fact that there's art tomorrow, WE HAVE BAND! Woo hoo! (uh oh... i'm learning from Kerwin. hmms. i shall not say woo hoo, or boo hoo for that matter, anymore. so there.)
Well, went to church today for Ascension mass and saw Rachel, and that eccentric guy whom I used to see in the 317 bus all the time in primary school. CREEPY. Oh, and Louisa sang the responsorial psalm! Now I have reason to tease her on Sunday, if she's even coming for Cat. Class. Speaking of church, while I was taking this bus to Tampines in the afternoon after school, I saw this guy from my Cat. Class last year, but I kinda forgot his name. Daniel, was it? No clue. So I kinda decided to me dao and not say hi. After all, he was kinda far away from me. You wouldn't expect me to shout "hi!" to this guy whom I don't even know the name of... It would just be plain weird. AND spastic, not forgetting. He probably couldn't remember my name either, seeing as I hardly said more than ten words each cat class last year. Kinda pathetic, I know, but I hardly knew anyone there. And the teacher... THE TEACHER WAS KILLING ME. He was so damn boring. =X. Not saying anything more.
In my opinion, American Idol is not worth watching anymore. Because crowd favourite(and mine, too) Constantine is out. However, I think all the remaining five finalists deserve to be where they are now. (except maybe Anthony Federov) I think Carrie Underwood and Bo Bice are gonna be Top 2. Carrie is chio. Haha. My sister wanted to say that Carrie looked like a Barbie doll, and ended up saying she looked like Bubblegumm. wahahaha. Okay I'm waiting to see who would be the next one out of AI. It's taking a long time... Oh well. I shall go do stuff now. ((:
Updates in LOVELIST:
okay. that was random.Well, I haven't really blogged these few days because I have nothing to blog about. It hasn't really been a interesting three or four days for me. I think the one thing I remember most from these three to four days would be... um... - i can't think of anything >.< - practically nothing. Because, nothing profound has actually happened. And guess what! It's two days to saturday, and one a few hours to tomorrow! Besides the horrible inevitable fact that there's art tomorrow, WE HAVE BAND! Woo hoo! (uh oh... i'm learning from Kerwin. hmms. i shall not say woo hoo, or boo hoo for that matter, anymore. so there.)
Well, went to church today for Ascension mass and saw Rachel, and that eccentric guy whom I used to see in the 317 bus all the time in primary school. CREEPY. Oh, and Louisa sang the responsorial psalm! Now I have reason to tease her on Sunday, if she's even coming for Cat. Class. Speaking of church, while I was taking this bus to Tampines in the afternoon after school, I saw this guy from my Cat. Class last year, but I kinda forgot his name. Daniel, was it? No clue. So I kinda decided to me dao and not say hi. After all, he was kinda far away from me. You wouldn't expect me to shout "hi!" to this guy whom I don't even know the name of... It would just be plain weird. AND spastic, not forgetting. He probably couldn't remember my name either, seeing as I hardly said more than ten words each cat class last year. Kinda pathetic, I know, but I hardly knew anyone there. And the teacher... THE TEACHER WAS KILLING ME. He was so damn boring. =X. Not saying anything more.
In my opinion, American Idol is not worth watching anymore. Because crowd favourite(and mine, too) Constantine is out. However, I think all the remaining five finalists deserve to be where they are now. (except maybe Anthony Federov) I think Carrie Underwood and Bo Bice are gonna be Top 2. Carrie is chio. Haha. My sister wanted to say that Carrie looked like a Barbie doll, and ended up saying she looked like Bubblegumm. wahahaha. Okay I'm waiting to see who would be the next one out of AI. It's taking a long time... Oh well. I shall go do stuff now. ((:
Updates in LOVELIST:
- Friendship Week.
xoxo-marissa
May 01, 2005
DEATH
Omg. I am so friggin' pissed. And you know what the best part of it is? I have totally no idea what I'm pissed about. ARGH. fuck. Life, is so totally damn fucking screwed right now. Man, if my bf wasn't there to support me, I'd totally run out into the middle of a thunderstorm and pray like mad that I'd be struck by lightning. I'm like so stressed right now.
History Project (1st Sept to 10th Sept)
Chinese Project (Due:3rd May)
Geog Test (omg the fucking articles!!!>.<) Musical Analysis (Due:next music lesson) Math file (damn KB >.<)
CA MARKS
Eng - 68.7/100 B3
[i think. i'm not really sure.. but i know i's 68.something.]
Math - 69.5/100 B3
[omg that damn half a mark >.<] Chinese - 51.1/100 C6 [argh. screw chinese] Science - 71.6/100 A2 [why must denise get higher than me.. WHY?!?] Literature - 64/100 B4 [okay. dunno what happened to lit. and don't care either.] History - 70/100 A2 [just scraped by with a surprise A2.] Geography - 73.3/100 A2 [I could have done so much better...]
My parents are so totally gonna kill me for that C6 in chinese. >.<> Yes I think I better get to work on those projects now. I'm totally collapsing under the stress.
Oh yes. And thanks to my bf for condoning my damn mood swings. Yea, you're always there for me. I'm grateful for that. <3
UPDATES IN LOVELIST:
I'll love you forever, always.
History Project (1st Sept to 10th Sept)
Chinese Project (Due:3rd May)
Geog Test (omg the fucking articles!!!>.<) Musical Analysis (Due:next music lesson) Math file (damn KB >.<)
CA MARKS
Eng - 68.7/100 B3
[i think. i'm not really sure.. but i know i's 68.something.]
Math - 69.5/100 B3
[omg that damn half a mark >.<] Chinese - 51.1/100 C6 [argh. screw chinese] Science - 71.6/100 A2 [why must denise get higher than me.. WHY?!?] Literature - 64/100 B4 [okay. dunno what happened to lit. and don't care either.] History - 70/100 A2 [just scraped by with a surprise A2.] Geography - 73.3/100 A2 [I could have done so much better...]
My parents are so totally gonna kill me for that C6 in chinese. >.<> Yes I think I better get to work on those projects now. I'm totally collapsing under the stress.
Oh yes. And thanks to my bf for condoning my damn mood swings. Yea, you're always there for me. I'm grateful for that. <3
UPDATES IN LOVELIST:
- Camilla
- Denise
I'll love you forever, always.
-Jesus's Resume-
The Resume of Jesus Christ
Address: Ephesians 1:20
Phone: Romans 10:13
Website: The Bible
Keywords: Jesus Christ, Lord & Savior
My name is Jesus - The Christ. Many call me Lord! I've sent you my resume because I'm seeking the top management position in your heart. Please consider my accomplishments as set forth in my resume.
Qualifications:
Address: Ephesians 1:20
Phone: Romans 10:13
Website: The Bible
Keywords: Jesus Christ, Lord & Savior
My name is Jesus - The Christ. Many call me Lord! I've sent you my resume because I'm seeking the top management position in your heart. Please consider my accomplishments as set forth in my resume.
Qualifications:
I founded the earth and established the heavens (see Proverbs 3:19).
I formed man from the dust of the ground (see Genesis 2:7).
I breathed into man the breath of life (see Genesis 2:7).
I redeemed man from the curse of the law (see Galatians 3:13).
The blessings of the Abrahamic Covenant comes upon your life through me (see Galatians 3:14).
Occupational Background:
I've only had one employer (see Luke 2:49).
I've never been tardy, absent, disobedient, slothful or disrespectful.
My employer has nothing but rave reviews for me (see Matthew 3:15-17).
Skills & Work Experiences:
Some of my skills and work experiences include: empowering the poor to be poor no more, healing the brokenhearted, setting the captives free, healing the sick, restoring sight to the blind and setting at liberty them that are bruised (see Luke 4:18).
I am a Wonderful Counselor (see Isaiah 9:6). People who Listen to me shall dwell safely and shall not fear evil (see Proverbs 1:33).
Most importantly, I have the authority, ability & power to cleanse you of your sins (see I John 1:7-9)
Educational Background:
I encompass the entire breadth & length of knowledge, wisdom and understanding (see Proverbs 2:6).
In me are hid all of the treasures of wisdom and knowledge (see Colossians 2:3).
My Word is so powerful; it has been described as being a lamp unto your feet and a lamp unto your path (see Psalms 119:105).
I can even tell you all of the secrets of your heart (see Psalms 44:21).
Major Accomplishments:
I was an active participant in the greatest Summit Meeting of all times (see Genesis 1:26).
I laid down my life so that you may live (see II Corinthians 5:15).
I defeated the archenemy of God and mankind & made a show of them openly (see Colossians 2:15).
I've miraculously fed the poor, healed the sick and raised the dead!
There are many more major accomplishments, too many to mention here. You can read them on my website, which is located at: www dot - the BIBLE. You don't need an Internet connection or computer to access my website.
References:
Believers and followers worldwide will testify to my divine healings, salvation, deliverance, miracles, restoration and supernatural guidance.
In Summation:
Now that you've read my resume, I'm confident that I'm the only candidate uniquely qualified to fill this vital position in your heart. In summation, I will properly direct your paths (see Proverbs 3:5-6), and lead you into everlasting life (see John 6:47). When can I start? Time is of the essence (see Hebrews 3:15).
Wheeee.
www.livejournal.com/~lovelisting
Look! I have this wonderful new LJ.
It lists 10 reasons why I love the ppl I love ((:
New updates:-
Look! I have this wonderful new LJ.
It lists 10 reasons why I love the ppl I love ((:
New updates:-
- Suzy
- Amelia
- Him (:
Wheee! they rock my world! New updates coming tmr. I'm going to sleep now. It's so late alr.
April 30, 2005
LOVES. (:
wheeee.
www.livejournal.com/~marheartssuzy
ten reasons why i love suzy (:
www.livejournal.com/~suzyheartsmar
ten reasons why she loves me! (:
wahahahahs. spasticated.
www.livejournal.com/~marheartssuzy
ten reasons why i love suzy (:
www.livejournal.com/~suzyheartsmar
ten reasons why she loves me! (:
wahahahahs. spasticated.
April 29, 2005
UNDERSTANDING.
heyheyys.
DARNIT. my mum won't let me take bass lessons. and she says I have to buy my own guitar. what the hell. I don't care. I'm saving up for it. So from this day forth, I'm not buying anything. I'm saving EVERY SINGLE CENT I CAN. darn. I find my mum quite unreasonable sometimes. But oh well, she's who she is for a reason. ARGH I CAN'T STAND IT! It sucks! =X
Yea, met Kerwin & Brendon yesterday. Carine was shy >.<>.< I mean, all I did until 8pm was play RS! I might as well have stayed at PS right? sheesh. I bet they thought we were like so dao or something. Wait a sec, Brendon alr thinks I'm dao! He said so! hahas.
I got really frustrated last night because of the two Eng essays... >.< Slept at one again... so damn pissed. argh. =X
lalalalas. like whatever ((:
Had TOK just now...
EH Ann and Abby want to use the comp. So I shall let them (: kk...
xoxo-mar
DARNIT. my mum won't let me take bass lessons. and she says I have to buy my own guitar. what the hell. I don't care. I'm saving up for it. So from this day forth, I'm not buying anything. I'm saving EVERY SINGLE CENT I CAN. darn. I find my mum quite unreasonable sometimes. But oh well, she's who she is for a reason. ARGH I CAN'T STAND IT! It sucks! =X
Yea, met Kerwin & Brendon yesterday. Carine was shy >.<>.< I mean, all I did until 8pm was play RS! I might as well have stayed at PS right? sheesh. I bet they thought we were like so dao or something. Wait a sec, Brendon alr thinks I'm dao! He said so! hahas.
I got really frustrated last night because of the two Eng essays... >.< Slept at one again... so damn pissed. argh. =X
lalalalas. like whatever ((:
Had TOK just now...
EH Ann and Abby want to use the comp. So I shall let them (: kk...
xoxo-mar
April 26, 2005
bleahh...
screw it mann. i still have tuition later. OOPS. i haven't done my hw. ehh. i'll blog when i get back.
xoxo-marissa
I'll love you forever, always.
xoxo-marissa
I'll love you forever, always.
April 24, 2005
Ladeeedumm.
RANDOM of the day : Strawberry jam is nice!^^
Hahas. I'm happy today (: Why?
Cause ;nac*(codenamed. yupp.) gave me a letter Lol.
It makes me happy reading it. Haha. Cause it's lame. :P
Oh man i feel like writing a letter now.
Ew ew eeeeeeeeeeew. We have TURTLE SOUP for dinner. How barbaric. Apparently my uncle gave it to us. And I just found out. We have oxtail soup too. Eeeew. How much soup do I have to consume?! I think I'll just go and cook maggi mee or something. yumm.
xoxo-marissa
I'll love you forever, always.
Hahas. I'm happy today (: Why?
Cause ;nac*(codenamed. yupp.) gave me a letter Lol.
It makes me happy reading it. Haha. Cause it's lame. :P
Oh man i feel like writing a letter now.
Ew ew eeeeeeeeeeew. We have TURTLE SOUP for dinner. How barbaric. Apparently my uncle gave it to us. And I just found out. We have oxtail soup too. Eeeew. How much soup do I have to consume?! I think I'll just go and cook maggi mee or something. yumm.
xoxo-marissa
I'll love you forever, always.
You know you're chinese whenn...
You noe you're chinese when...
[ ]You unwrap Christmas gifts very carefully, so you can save and reuse the wrapping (and especially those bows) next year.(errrr....)
[ ]You only buy Christmas cards after Christmas, when they are 50% off.
[ ]When there is a sale on toilet paper, you buy 100 rolls and store them in your closet or in the bedroom of an adult child who has moved out.
[ ]You keep a Thermos of hot water available at all times.
[ ]You eat all meals in the kitchen.
[x]You save grocery bags, tin foil, and tin containers.
[x]You use grocery bags to hold garbage.
[x]You always leave your shoes at the door.
[x]You have a piano in your living room.
[x]You twirl your pen around your fingers.
[ ]Even if you're totally full, if someone says they're going to throw away the leftovers on the table, you'll finish them.
[ ]You don't own any real Tupperware -- only a cupboard full of used but carefully rinsed margarine tubs, takeout containers, and jam jars.
[ ]You also use the jam jars as drinking glasses.
[x]You've eaten a red bean Popsicle.(What's wrong with that. They're nice okay!)
[x]You bring oranges (or other produce) with you as a gift when you visit people's homes.(only during CNY)
[x]You have a collection of miniature shampoo bottles that you take every time you stay in a hotel.
[ ]The condiments in your fridge are either Price Club sized or come in plastic packets, which you save/steal every time you get take out or go to McDonald's.
[ ]Ditto for paper napkins.
[ ]You never order room service.
[ ]You carry a stash of your own food whenever you travel (and travel means any car ride longer than 15 minutes).
[x]These travel snacks are always dried. As in not just dried plums, dried ginger, and beef/pork jerky, but dried cuttlefish (SQUID).
[ ]Your parents vehemently refuse the sack of gold coin oranges that their guests just brought just to be courteous.
[x]Your dad thinks he can fix everything himself.
[ ]You majored in something practical like engineering, medicine or law.( I'm hoping to. lol.)
[x]When you go to a dance party, there are a wall of guys surrounding the dance floor trying to look cool.
[ ]You live with your parents and you are 30 years old (and they prefer it that way). Or if you're married and 30 years old, you live in the apartment next door to your parents, or at least in the same neighborhood.
[x]You don't use measuring cups.
[ ]You feel like you've gotten a good deal if you didn't pay tax.
[ ]You beat eggs with chopsticks.(i use a fork. lol.)
[ ]Your parents' house is always cold.
[ ]You have a teacup with a cover on it.
[ ]You reuse teabags.
[ ]Your mom drives her Mercedes to the Price Club.( one, my mum doesn't drive. two, we don't have a mercedes.)
[ ]You like Chinese films in their original undubbed versions.
[ ]You have acquired a taste for bittermelon.
[ ]You like congee with thousand year old eggs.
[ ]You prefer your shrimp with the heads and legs still attached -- it means they're fresh.
[ ]You never call your parents just to say hi.
[x]You always cook too much.
[ ]If you don't live at home, when your parents call, they ask if you've eaten rice, even if it's midnight.
[x]Your parents tell you to boil herbs and stay inside when you get sick. They also tell you not to eat fried foods or baked goods because they produce hot air.
[ ]Your parents never go to the movies.
[x]You eat every last grain of rice in your bowl.
[x]You don't eat the last piece of food on the table.
[ ]You starve yourself before going to all you can eat sushi.
[x]Your parents are never happy with your grades.
[x]You keep most of your money in a savings account.
[x]Your toothpaste tubes are all squeezed paper-thin.
[x]You love Chinese Martial Arts films.
[ ]You have Tupperware in your fridge with three bites of rice or one leftover chicken wing.
[ ]Shao Lin and Wu Tang actually mean something to you.
[ ]You love to go to $1.75 movies.
[ ]You love to go to $1.50 movies even more.(HELLOOO. what world do you exist in. this kind of movies barely exist anymore.)
[ ]You never order sweet-n-sour pork, egg foo young, or chop suey at a Chinese restaurant.
[x]Someone in your family drives a Honda...
[ ]You have a Chinese knick-knack hanging from your rear-view mirror.
[ ]You like to eat chicken feet.
[ ]You suck on fish heads and fish fins.
[ ]You turn bright red after drinking two tablespoons of beer.
[ ]You look like you are eighteen.
[x]You have more than five remotes in your house.( I think i have twelve)
[ ]You leave the plastic on the lampshade for ten years or more.
[x]You can't bear to throw things away.
[ ]Your dad washes his hair four times a day, or never at all.
[ ]Your unassisted vision is worse than 20/500.
[ ]You've worn glasses at least since the fifth grade.
[ ]You drive around looking for the cheapest gas.
[x]You add twice the amount of water recommended when making orange juice from concentrate.(diluted orange concentrate rocks!!)
[ ]You've never seen your parents hug.
[x]Your grandmother lives with you and your family.
[x]You say "aiya!" and "wah!" frequently.
[ ]You have to read all your parents' mail written in English.
[ ]You are constantly being set up with uninteresting (and usually ugly) people by your parents.
[ ]Your mother is strangely obsessed with plants.
[ ]White people look at you strangely if you tell them you are Buddhist.
[x]You notice the main topic at family get-togethers is food.
[ ]You seldom ever owned new clothes if you were a second child.(er.. i'm the eldest and I never get new clothes anyway! what makes you think the second child will get more?)
[ ]Your folks never speak under 10 decibels at family gatherings.
[ ] You have two middle initials instead of one.
[ ]You grow your own bean sprouts in the kitchen.
[x]Your mother made you peel water chestnuts and snow peas.
[x]You have an lonely unmarried relative who frequently drops by during dinner time.(er... she lives in the same house as us.)
[ ]You use the underside of a porcelain bowl to sharpen your knives.
[x]You cut your own hair or had someone in your family do it.
[ ]Your grandmother has a lot of gold teeth, especially in front.
[x]You keep fresh garlic and ginger in the kitchen at all times.
[ ]You know what the term "lemon" or a "banana" means.
[ ]You know at least three people named Alan Wong.
[ ]Your dad owns at least one bird.(what the... what have birds got to do with this...)
Sheesh. That was really lame.
[ ]You unwrap Christmas gifts very carefully, so you can save and reuse the wrapping (and especially those bows) next year.(errrr....)
[ ]You only buy Christmas cards after Christmas, when they are 50% off.
[ ]When there is a sale on toilet paper, you buy 100 rolls and store them in your closet or in the bedroom of an adult child who has moved out.
[ ]You keep a Thermos of hot water available at all times.
[ ]You eat all meals in the kitchen.
[x]You save grocery bags, tin foil, and tin containers.
[x]You use grocery bags to hold garbage.
[x]You always leave your shoes at the door.
[x]You have a piano in your living room.
[x]You twirl your pen around your fingers.
[ ]Even if you're totally full, if someone says they're going to throw away the leftovers on the table, you'll finish them.
[ ]You don't own any real Tupperware -- only a cupboard full of used but carefully rinsed margarine tubs, takeout containers, and jam jars.
[ ]You also use the jam jars as drinking glasses.
[x]You've eaten a red bean Popsicle.(What's wrong with that. They're nice okay!)
[x]You bring oranges (or other produce) with you as a gift when you visit people's homes.(only during CNY)
[x]You have a collection of miniature shampoo bottles that you take every time you stay in a hotel.
[ ]The condiments in your fridge are either Price Club sized or come in plastic packets, which you save/steal every time you get take out or go to McDonald's.
[ ]Ditto for paper napkins.
[ ]You never order room service.
[ ]You carry a stash of your own food whenever you travel (and travel means any car ride longer than 15 minutes).
[x]These travel snacks are always dried. As in not just dried plums, dried ginger, and beef/pork jerky, but dried cuttlefish (SQUID).
[ ]Your parents vehemently refuse the sack of gold coin oranges that their guests just brought just to be courteous.
[x]Your dad thinks he can fix everything himself.
[ ]You majored in something practical like engineering, medicine or law.( I'm hoping to. lol.)
[x]When you go to a dance party, there are a wall of guys surrounding the dance floor trying to look cool.
[ ]You live with your parents and you are 30 years old (and they prefer it that way). Or if you're married and 30 years old, you live in the apartment next door to your parents, or at least in the same neighborhood.
[x]You don't use measuring cups.
[ ]You feel like you've gotten a good deal if you didn't pay tax.
[ ]You beat eggs with chopsticks.(i use a fork. lol.)
[ ]Your parents' house is always cold.
[ ]You have a teacup with a cover on it.
[ ]You reuse teabags.
[ ]Your mom drives her Mercedes to the Price Club.( one, my mum doesn't drive. two, we don't have a mercedes.)
[ ]You like Chinese films in their original undubbed versions.
[ ]You have acquired a taste for bittermelon.
[ ]You like congee with thousand year old eggs.
[ ]You prefer your shrimp with the heads and legs still attached -- it means they're fresh.
[ ]You never call your parents just to say hi.
[x]You always cook too much.
[ ]If you don't live at home, when your parents call, they ask if you've eaten rice, even if it's midnight.
[x]Your parents tell you to boil herbs and stay inside when you get sick. They also tell you not to eat fried foods or baked goods because they produce hot air.
[ ]Your parents never go to the movies.
[x]You eat every last grain of rice in your bowl.
[x]You don't eat the last piece of food on the table.
[ ]You starve yourself before going to all you can eat sushi.
[x]Your parents are never happy with your grades.
[x]You keep most of your money in a savings account.
[x]Your toothpaste tubes are all squeezed paper-thin.
[x]You love Chinese Martial Arts films.
[ ]You have Tupperware in your fridge with three bites of rice or one leftover chicken wing.
[ ]Shao Lin and Wu Tang actually mean something to you.
[ ]You love to go to $1.75 movies.
[ ]You love to go to $1.50 movies even more.(HELLOOO. what world do you exist in. this kind of movies barely exist anymore.)
[ ]You never order sweet-n-sour pork, egg foo young, or chop suey at a Chinese restaurant.
[x]Someone in your family drives a Honda...
[ ]You have a Chinese knick-knack hanging from your rear-view mirror.
[ ]You like to eat chicken feet.
[ ]You suck on fish heads and fish fins.
[ ]You turn bright red after drinking two tablespoons of beer.
[ ]You look like you are eighteen.
[x]You have more than five remotes in your house.( I think i have twelve)
[ ]You leave the plastic on the lampshade for ten years or more.
[x]You can't bear to throw things away.
[ ]Your dad washes his hair four times a day, or never at all.
[ ]Your unassisted vision is worse than 20/500.
[ ]You've worn glasses at least since the fifth grade.
[ ]You drive around looking for the cheapest gas.
[x]You add twice the amount of water recommended when making orange juice from concentrate.(diluted orange concentrate rocks!!)
[ ]You've never seen your parents hug.
[x]Your grandmother lives with you and your family.
[x]You say "aiya!" and "wah!" frequently.
[ ]You have to read all your parents' mail written in English.
[ ]You are constantly being set up with uninteresting (and usually ugly) people by your parents.
[ ]Your mother is strangely obsessed with plants.
[ ]White people look at you strangely if you tell them you are Buddhist.
[x]You notice the main topic at family get-togethers is food.
[ ]You seldom ever owned new clothes if you were a second child.(er.. i'm the eldest and I never get new clothes anyway! what makes you think the second child will get more?)
[ ]Your folks never speak under 10 decibels at family gatherings.
[ ] You have two middle initials instead of one.
[ ]You grow your own bean sprouts in the kitchen.
[x]Your mother made you peel water chestnuts and snow peas.
[x]You have an lonely unmarried relative who frequently drops by during dinner time.(er... she lives in the same house as us.)
[ ]You use the underside of a porcelain bowl to sharpen your knives.
[x]You cut your own hair or had someone in your family do it.
[ ]Your grandmother has a lot of gold teeth, especially in front.
[x]You keep fresh garlic and ginger in the kitchen at all times.
[ ]You know what the term "lemon" or a "banana" means.
[ ]You know at least three people named Alan Wong.
[ ]Your dad owns at least one bird.(what the... what have birds got to do with this...)
Sheesh. That was really lame.
Movie Review. Well, sort of.
( )Napoleon Dynamite
( )Saw
( )White Noise
( )Anger Managment
( )50 First Dates
( )Jason X
( )Scream
( )Scream 2
( )Scream 3
( )Scary Movie
( )Scary Movie 2
( )Scary Movie 3
( )American Pie
( )American Pie 2
( )American Wedding
(x)Harry Potter
(x)Harry Potter 2
(x)Harry Potter 3
(x)The Wedding Singer
( )Little Black Book
( )The Village
( )Donnie Darko
( )Lilo & Stitch
(x)Finding Nemo
( )Finding Neverland
( )13 Ghosts
( )Signs
( )The Grudge
( )Texas Chainsaw Massacre
(x)White Chicks
( )Butterfly Effect
( )Thirteen
( )I, Robot
( )Dodgeball
( )A Series Of Unfortunate Events
( )Along Came A Spider
( )KingPin
( )Never Been Kissed
( )Meet The Parents
( )Meet The Fockers
( )Eight Crazy Nights
(x)A Cinderella Story
( )The Terminal
(x)The Lizzie McGuire Movie
(x)passport to paris
(x)Dumb & Dumber
(x)Dumb & Dumberer
( )Final Destination
( )Final Destination 2
( )Halloween
(x)The Ring
( )Practical Magic
( )Chicago
( )Ghost Ship
( )From Hell
( )Hellboy
( )Secret Window
(x)I Am Sam
( )The Whole Nine Yards
( )The Day After Tomorrow
( )Child's Play
( )Bride of Chucky
( )Ten Things I Hate About You
( )Just Married
( )Gothika
( )A Nightmare on Elm Street
( )Sixteen Candles
( )Joy Ride
( )Seven
( )Identity
( )Lone Star
( )Cujo
( )A Bronx Tale
( )Darkness Falls
( )Christine
( )IT
( )Children of the Corn
(x)Maid in Manhattan
( )Frailty
( )How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
( )She's All That
( )Calender Girls
( )Sideways
( )Ever After
( )Forrest Gump
( )Big Trouble in Little China
(x)Jeepers Creepers
(x)Jeepers Creepers 2
( )Catch Me If You Can
( )The Others
( )Freaky Friday
( )Reign of Fire
( )Cruel Intentions
( )The Hot Chick
( )Swimfan
( )Miracle
( )Old School
( )Ray
(x)The Notebook
( )K-Pax
(x)Lord of the Rings
(x)Lord of the Rings 2
(x)Lord of the Rings 3
(x)A Walk to Remember
( )Boogeyman
( )Hitch
( )Back Door Sluts 9
( )The Fifth Element
( )Slums Of Beverly Hills
( )Big Fish
( )The Brave Little Toaster
( )Alice In Wonderland
( )Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind
( ) Vertigo
( )Almost Famous
( )The Graduate
( )A Streetcar Named Desire
( ) Rigoletto
( )Sleepaway Camp
( ) Lock, Stock and Two Smoking Barrels
(x)Ocean's Eleven
(x)Ocean's Twelve
( )Phantom of the Opera
( )Chasing Liberty
( )SLC Punk!
(x)Drumline
( )Velvet Goldmine
( )Saved!
( )Fight Club
( )The Incredibles
( )A Guy Thing
lol. pathetic. i've never even heard of some of the movies here. bleahh.
( )Saw
( )White Noise
( )Anger Managment
( )50 First Dates
( )Jason X
( )Scream
( )Scream 2
( )Scream 3
( )Scary Movie
( )Scary Movie 2
( )Scary Movie 3
( )American Pie
( )American Pie 2
( )American Wedding
(x)Harry Potter
(x)Harry Potter 2
(x)Harry Potter 3
(x)The Wedding Singer
( )Little Black Book
( )The Village
( )Donnie Darko
( )Lilo & Stitch
(x)Finding Nemo
( )Finding Neverland
( )13 Ghosts
( )Signs
( )The Grudge
( )Texas Chainsaw Massacre
(x)White Chicks
( )Butterfly Effect
( )Thirteen
( )I, Robot
( )Dodgeball
( )A Series Of Unfortunate Events
( )Along Came A Spider
( )KingPin
( )Never Been Kissed
( )Meet The Parents
( )Meet The Fockers
( )Eight Crazy Nights
(x)A Cinderella Story
( )The Terminal
(x)The Lizzie McGuire Movie
(x)passport to paris
(x)Dumb & Dumber
(x)Dumb & Dumberer
( )Final Destination
( )Final Destination 2
( )Halloween
(x)The Ring
( )Practical Magic
( )Chicago
( )Ghost Ship
( )From Hell
( )Hellboy
( )Secret Window
(x)I Am Sam
( )The Whole Nine Yards
( )The Day After Tomorrow
( )Child's Play
( )Bride of Chucky
( )Ten Things I Hate About You
( )Just Married
( )Gothika
( )A Nightmare on Elm Street
( )Sixteen Candles
( )Joy Ride
( )Seven
( )Identity
( )Lone Star
( )Cujo
( )A Bronx Tale
( )Darkness Falls
( )Christine
( )IT
( )Children of the Corn
(x)Maid in Manhattan
( )Frailty
( )How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
( )She's All That
( )Calender Girls
( )Sideways
( )Ever After
( )Forrest Gump
( )Big Trouble in Little China
(x)Jeepers Creepers
(x)Jeepers Creepers 2
( )Catch Me If You Can
( )The Others
( )Freaky Friday
( )Reign of Fire
( )Cruel Intentions
( )The Hot Chick
( )Swimfan
( )Miracle
( )Old School
( )Ray
(x)The Notebook
( )K-Pax
(x)Lord of the Rings
(x)Lord of the Rings 2
(x)Lord of the Rings 3
(x)A Walk to Remember
( )Boogeyman
( )Hitch
( )Back Door Sluts 9
( )The Fifth Element
( )Slums Of Beverly Hills
( )Big Fish
( )The Brave Little Toaster
( )Alice In Wonderland
( )Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind
( ) Vertigo
( )Almost Famous
( )The Graduate
( )A Streetcar Named Desire
( ) Rigoletto
( )Sleepaway Camp
( ) Lock, Stock and Two Smoking Barrels
(x)Ocean's Eleven
(x)Ocean's Twelve
( )Phantom of the Opera
( )Chasing Liberty
( )SLC Punk!
(x)Drumline
( )Velvet Goldmine
( )Saved!
( )Fight Club
( )The Incredibles
( )A Guy Thing
lol. pathetic. i've never even heard of some of the movies here. bleahh.
April 23, 2005
Wheeee.
Okay Suzy. Don't say anything about my last post. There is NOTHING to say. You know it, I know it. Yay-ness. I have decided to incorperate caps into my posts, but there's this one little flaw: whether I actually will remember to put them after this post. Nothing I can do about it right now, except read this post before writing every entry, which if sufficiently lame for me not to describe.
I don't really have much to write here, since nothing remotely interesting's happened. Yea. Ooh. I'm looking forward to church tomorrow. Three guesses why. (: Haha. I guess you don't need three, for those of you who know me well enough.
xoxo-marissa
I'll love you forever, always.
I don't really have much to write here, since nothing remotely interesting's happened. Yea. Ooh. I'm looking forward to church tomorrow. Three guesses why. (: Haha. I guess you don't need three, for those of you who know me well enough.
xoxo-marissa
I'll love you forever, always.
I miss you.
I never realised
I could miss you this much.
I have no idea what's going on with me lately.
I feel so alone in this world,
not having you beside me.
It's like there are so many different paths stretched out before me.
I don't know which way to turn,
which direction to go.
so lost without you.
okayy. I really need someone to talk to right now, preferably someone who knows me in and out, thanks. But really, anyone would do. (:
xoxo-marissa
I'll love you forever, always.
I could miss you this much.
I have no idea what's going on with me lately.
I feel so alone in this world,
not having you beside me.
It's like there are so many different paths stretched out before me.
I don't know which way to turn,
which direction to go.
so lost without you.
okayy. I really need someone to talk to right now, preferably someone who knows me in and out, thanks. But really, anyone would do. (:
xoxo-marissa
I'll love you forever, always.
To Whoever It May Concern
Why
I can tell you my deepest secrets;
knowing that you'll keep them safe.
With you, I'm not afraid to be myself.
I can say something stupid,
and you'll be there to laugh along with me, not at me.
You believe in my dreams,
however silly they may seem,
just as i believe in yours.
There was never a need to do something special,
We'd have fun anyway.
You've seen through my imperfections;
and accepted me for who I am.
Just by looking at me,
you'd know how I was feeling,
Even though I try my best to hide my emotions.
You know me better than I even know myself.
Whenever I went through times of trouble, times of need;
you'd be there for me.
Whenever I was in danger;
you'd be there to protect me, to keep me safe from harm.
Whenever I needed a listening ear, someone I could trust;
you'd always be there, waiting for me to pour out my sorrows.
Whenever I cried;
you'd be there to wipe away my tears, to tell me everything was gonna be alright.
I owe it all to you for this,
for sharing the laughter and the tears;
the joy and the pain;
for being there when I needed you most.
The times we spent together;
they've become memories,
ones that I'll never forget.
Remember;
Whatever happens,
even if things take a turn for the worst,
you will always have that special place in my heart.
xoxo-marissa
i'll love you forever, always.
I can tell you my deepest secrets;
knowing that you'll keep them safe.
With you, I'm not afraid to be myself.
I can say something stupid,
and you'll be there to laugh along with me, not at me.
You believe in my dreams,
however silly they may seem,
just as i believe in yours.
There was never a need to do something special,
We'd have fun anyway.
You've seen through my imperfections;
and accepted me for who I am.
Just by looking at me,
you'd know how I was feeling,
Even though I try my best to hide my emotions.
You know me better than I even know myself.
Whenever I went through times of trouble, times of need;
you'd be there for me.
Whenever I was in danger;
you'd be there to protect me, to keep me safe from harm.
Whenever I needed a listening ear, someone I could trust;
you'd always be there, waiting for me to pour out my sorrows.
Whenever I cried;
you'd be there to wipe away my tears, to tell me everything was gonna be alright.
I owe it all to you for this,
for sharing the laughter and the tears;
the joy and the pain;
for being there when I needed you most.
The times we spent together;
they've become memories,
ones that I'll never forget.
Remember;
Whatever happens,
even if things take a turn for the worst,
you will always have that special place in my heart.
xoxo-marissa
i'll love you forever, always.
April 22, 2005
Everything is gonna be alright; be strong, BELIEVE.
hihi ^^
i changed my blogskin. haha. it's SO pink now. ew. i wish it was lime-green. but no choice. i liked the design.. lol.
wheeeeee. We had NAPFA today. I am very very super happy with how I did. I didn't get D for anything!!! OMG! lol.
Standing Broad:179cm
Sit Ups: 45 (I beat Max! YAY! lol sorry..)
Sit & Reach: 38cm (lol.. gotta C for this. but i've always sucked at it anyway.)
Inclined: 28
2.4: 15.38min
Shuttle Run: 11.6s (Damn coulda done lots better. Started slow on second chance>.< Kee was making me nervous lol. but i shouldn't be making excuses.)
hehh. yepps. spent lots of time today talking about our band.. too excited le. (: haha. i'm bassist. and everyone's waiting for me to learn so we can start jamming lol. so anyone wanna lend bass guitar? lol.
Vocal: Carine
Drums: Kerwin
Rhythm: Brendon
Bass: Me (:
Keyboard: Tessa
hahas. kk i go play runescape le. Felicia waiting for me. lol.
xoxo-marissa
i changed my blogskin. haha. it's SO pink now. ew. i wish it was lime-green. but no choice. i liked the design.. lol.
wheeeeee. We had NAPFA today. I am very very super happy with how I did. I didn't get D for anything!!! OMG! lol.
Standing Broad:179cm
Sit Ups: 45 (I beat Max! YAY! lol sorry..)
Sit & Reach: 38cm (lol.. gotta C for this. but i've always sucked at it anyway.)
Inclined: 28
2.4: 15.38min
Shuttle Run: 11.6s (Damn coulda done lots better. Started slow on second chance>.< Kee was making me nervous lol. but i shouldn't be making excuses.)
hehh. yepps. spent lots of time today talking about our band.. too excited le. (: haha. i'm bassist. and everyone's waiting for me to learn so we can start jamming lol. so anyone wanna lend bass guitar? lol.
Vocal: Carine
Drums: Kerwin
Rhythm: Brendon
Bass: Me (:
Keyboard: Tessa
hahas. kk i go play runescape le. Felicia waiting for me. lol.
xoxo-marissa
April 20, 2005
Wednesday
heyy peeps. I'm gonna change my blogskin again. But i just realise i need more colour. this one is so dull. haha. yupps. but i like the notes. (: lol.
kk today we went to watch the debate Y14s.. we won against NYGH! hahah. Susannah was pro man.. haha. wells anyway. My mood got from so 'high' to so 'low' today. y'know that at the start of the day everyone was so sian. and i was sleepy. hah. yea so the day didn't really start off on a high note. But anyway I did the living will thing with Carine, Amelia and Denise. I got so high cause i was really excited about the debate, and i realised that the AMD had to do with euthanasia, which was really cool, since the debate motion was THW legalise voluntary euthanasia. yupps. then Denise changed the topic to music, and carine said she wanted to start a band, so i was like, hey! why don't we start a band together! You should have seen how excited I was lol. I would have started jumping if it weren't for the space constraint. Yea so now Tessa's keyboardist. haha.. we need a drummer & and one more guitarist, so i'm asking all my friends now. Yea, so I can't possibly be keyboardist for keef's band, Colleen. sorry... yupps. Oh yes! I'm doing pathology for my career choice. I think it's damn cool!!! haha.
You don't appreciate me at all. I was just trying to help damnit. You tell me that RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY FACE, when you know I was just trying to help. YOU DON'T FUCKING KNOW WHAT I TOLD HER. So can you actually BOTHER to ask what I told her before saying something you know is SO UNTRUE right in front of my face??!! I don't even know why I bothered trying to help you. It's obvious that it didn't come to anything. Like i should stop talking to you altogether. omg. i can't stand it anymore. SUZY IS SO RIGHT. for once. =P.
And yes, we have a new pope. Benedict XVI.
xoxo-marissa
kk today we went to watch the debate Y14s.. we won against NYGH! hahah. Susannah was pro man.. haha. wells anyway. My mood got from so 'high' to so 'low' today. y'know that at the start of the day everyone was so sian. and i was sleepy. hah. yea so the day didn't really start off on a high note. But anyway I did the living will thing with Carine, Amelia and Denise. I got so high cause i was really excited about the debate, and i realised that the AMD had to do with euthanasia, which was really cool, since the debate motion was THW legalise voluntary euthanasia. yupps. then Denise changed the topic to music, and carine said she wanted to start a band, so i was like, hey! why don't we start a band together! You should have seen how excited I was lol. I would have started jumping if it weren't for the space constraint. Yea so now Tessa's keyboardist. haha.. we need a drummer & and one more guitarist, so i'm asking all my friends now. Yea, so I can't possibly be keyboardist for keef's band, Colleen. sorry... yupps. Oh yes! I'm doing pathology for my career choice. I think it's damn cool!!! haha.
You don't appreciate me at all. I was just trying to help damnit. You tell me that RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY FACE, when you know I was just trying to help. YOU DON'T FUCKING KNOW WHAT I TOLD HER. So can you actually BOTHER to ask what I told her before saying something you know is SO UNTRUE right in front of my face??!! I don't even know why I bothered trying to help you. It's obvious that it didn't come to anything. Like i should stop talking to you altogether. omg. i can't stand it anymore. SUZY IS SO RIGHT. for once. =P.
And yes, we have a new pope. Benedict XVI.
xoxo-marissa
April 15, 2005
GOLD!! Friday
We got gold!!
wahaha i can't believe it. It doesn't seem real. lol. SC BAND ROCKS!! We're finally a gold band after months of hard work! Yesterday was the best day ever! I was so damn happy. When we heard the results everyone started screaming and jumping and crying because we were just so happy. lol. Cat High got gold w/ honors. Good for them. wahaha (: We played abrams and rhapsody in the bus on the way back to school.. lol. only woodwinds and ONE trumpet, which was weiting. lol. It sounded good.(: I wish there was band prac today. It would have been so fun. I would NEVER dread going band prac. Cause you know why? SC BAND ROCKS TO THE CORE!! omg omg omg i still can't believe it. haha. i miss my clarinet. I'm gonna borrow my clarinet home today to practise. yay (: oh yea i haven't bought my music books yet lol. i shall go and buy today aft sch then go home and practice. yay so fun. maybe i will get my friend to play together with me. wahahah.
`omg you know we changed places today. I jumped from one side of the class to the other, and I'M STILL IN THE FRONT ROW. what the hell. sighh. i miss amelia & estelle. Sitting next to Joey & Liesel now. The AHEM(Amelia-HuanTing-Estelle-Marissa) row is gone forever. NOOOOOO. wahaha. kk lol. i have to go now. wheeee. bye. i'm going to tag the SC BAND website again (: www.scgsband.cjb.net
P.S. MAX!! I photocopied for you alr k. see i'm so nice. wahaha. just joking. give you er... on sunday k? (: Cya.
xoxo-marissa
April 13, 2005
Wednesday
omg omg omg. SYF is tmr. and i'm sick. AHHHHHHH.
lol.. 2 weeks just flew merrily past and i didn't even notice. Oh well... I'm sure we have the potential to get Gold for SYF. We can do it! YAY! lol. sorry i'm being kinda retarded at the moment.. I think the aircon in the library is affecting my brain and affectiny my fingers' ability to type fast. They're all numb now. ARGH. okaay. the week so far.. has had ONE good thing.. the rest has been total crap. like getting back all sorts of results. And realising that I got a bloody B for math. CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?! Half a mark more and I would have gotten an A. Dammit. Imagine if i did any worse for my pledge, I would have just stop breathing there and then. Ok let me tell you what the good thing was then, since i think you'd hate me if i went on any more about my rotten results (Hey! Alliteration!) KK. I SACRIFICED my geog and science test results to go to the RJC concert on Monday. (yes i know i shoulda stayed home to study.. but.. couldn't resist. lol.) Wheee. And I'm glad I went. haha. My.. AHEM... friend went with me. Don't get the wrong idea. lol. whatever you're thinking. haha.. then Grace was sitting 2 rows in front of me. Wonder if she noticed me.. NAH. Who would notice a person like me anyway.. Haha.. i saw Eunice and Peace there too!
lol.. 2 weeks just flew merrily past and i didn't even notice. Oh well... I'm sure we have the potential to get Gold for SYF. We can do it! YAY! lol. sorry i'm being kinda retarded at the moment.. I think the aircon in the library is affecting my brain and affectiny my fingers' ability to type fast. They're all numb now. ARGH. okaay. the week so far.. has had ONE good thing.. the rest has been total crap. like getting back all sorts of results. And realising that I got a bloody B for math. CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?! Half a mark more and I would have gotten an A. Dammit. Imagine if i did any worse for my pledge, I would have just stop breathing there and then. Ok let me tell you what the good thing was then, since i think you'd hate me if i went on any more about my rotten results (Hey! Alliteration!) KK. I SACRIFICED my geog and science test results to go to the RJC concert on Monday. (yes i know i shoulda stayed home to study.. but.. couldn't resist. lol.) Wheee. And I'm glad I went. haha. My.. AHEM... friend went with me. Don't get the wrong idea. lol. whatever you're thinking. haha.. then Grace was sitting 2 rows in front of me. Wonder if she noticed me.. NAH. Who would notice a person like me anyway.. Haha.. i saw Eunice and Peace there too!
April 07, 2005
Thursday
Yes, I should be doing my hw, I know. But, kinda taking a break. Break from what, I wonder.I haven't really done anything so far. So I was just thinking, should I change my blogskin again? I'm apparently not contented with this one. Though I think the strawberries in the pic look good enough to eat! Tell me if that's not true.
Well anyway, these few days have been one of the most[ummm...] hectic? [Is that the word?]It's just that I think the stress of the past few weeks have started taking it's toll, and I think the late nights are not really paying off either, since I'm still doing so badly in all my CTs. I'm trying to do something about it, but as you can see, I'm not really [self-]disciplined enough. Otherwise, I wouldn't be BLOGGING in the first place. I think I need tuition for practically every subject. My grades have been slipping, and the best thing is, it's only April! I wonder what would happen if I carried on like this until the end of the year. It would probably be suicide.
I'm really excited about this Sunday though.
[10 Apr.]
`))Church - Entrance Ritual [DO NOT ASK ME WHAT IT IS ABOUT. I have no idea myself. =X]
-Catechism (: [hooooray. hah.]
`))Taekwondo Grading - brown2 [i can't believe it. I'm finally catching up with my sister. I hope she'll stall for another 3 months after this grading. Then I will be able to take brown1 exam BEFORE her and become junior black belt first! WAHAHAH. I doubt that will happen, because chief will ask me to teach her her pattern. And SHE is the one who knows the pattern. She's brown1 already, just that she's not going for this grading. HAH. She has been stalling at brown1 for half a year already. Let's hope she stays there. X) I'm so evil.]
`)) ShuFang's Birthday! [Happy birthday!]
xoxo-mar
Well anyway, these few days have been one of the most[ummm...] hectic? [Is that the word?]It's just that I think the stress of the past few weeks have started taking it's toll, and I think the late nights are not really paying off either, since I'm still doing so badly in all my CTs. I'm trying to do something about it, but as you can see, I'm not really [self-]disciplined enough. Otherwise, I wouldn't be BLOGGING in the first place. I think I need tuition for practically every subject. My grades have been slipping, and the best thing is, it's only April! I wonder what would happen if I carried on like this until the end of the year. It would probably be suicide.
I'm really excited about this Sunday though.
[10 Apr.]
`))Church - Entrance Ritual [DO NOT ASK ME WHAT IT IS ABOUT. I have no idea myself. =X]
-Catechism (: [hooooray. hah.]
`))Taekwondo Grading - brown2 [i can't believe it. I'm finally catching up with my sister. I hope she'll stall for another 3 months after this grading. Then I will be able to take brown1 exam BEFORE her and become junior black belt first! WAHAHAH. I doubt that will happen, because chief will ask me to teach her her pattern. And SHE is the one who knows the pattern. She's brown1 already, just that she's not going for this grading. HAH. She has been stalling at brown1 for half a year already. Let's hope she stays there. X) I'm so evil.]
`)) ShuFang's Birthday! [Happy birthday!]
xoxo-mar
March 31, 2005
Thursday
`Hello!!
`haha. sorry. i may seem a little crazy right now, but i'm just really really really happy and really really really excited. yepp.
`What I'm excited/happy about:
1)No more chinese tuition! NO MORE CHINESE TUITION!!!!!!!haha sorry. I'm just so happy.
2)I have someone to go with me to RJC concert!! haha.
3)There is no history test next week!
4)There is no school tmr, just sports day! haha. I can go home and practise my clarinet all i want! (:
`haha i feel so retarded. But i just can't help it.lol.
`haha. sorry. i may seem a little crazy right now, but i'm just really really really happy and really really really excited. yepp.
`What I'm excited/happy about:
1)No more chinese tuition! NO MORE CHINESE TUITION!!!!!!!haha sorry. I'm just so happy.
2)I have someone to go with me to RJC concert!! haha.
3)There is no history test next week!
4)There is no school tmr, just sports day! haha. I can go home and practise my clarinet all i want! (:
`haha i feel so retarded. But i just can't help it.lol.
March 27, 2005
Sunday2
Forgive my last post. I just HAD to post that. some people were irritating me too much. Oh well. Just came back to wish those people having lit and chinese tests on tuesday good luck. And look! Wonderful! I'm having an extra math test during tuition!
xoxo-marissa
xoxo-marissa
Sunday
`Sometimes i wonder, just how many people in this world out there hate me. Kinda hard to think of the positive side of that sometimes, y'know?
Well, to tell you the truth, i don't of myself as all that great. You think you're great? I don't freaking care. Y'know, sometimes people tell me not to care what people think, so sometimes i don't care, and sometimes i do. But I think the most despicable act is to let that person know that you don't like the way they are by your actions. I mean, what the hell, you could just tell me straight out. For example, you could say,"Hey marissa, i think you're _______________. Could you tone it down a little?" What the hell, I could take a little constructive criticism. What do you think of me as? An ass with no brains? Perhaps so, my friend, if i could call you that. Like all people, I have a limit. You irritate me too much, i break down and i shout. You talk to me in that kind of tone, i get pissed. And well, you won't wanna know what happens next. I ain't gonna condone your crap. I try to be nice to you, and I'm not expecting anything much in return, JUST A LITTLE COMMON COURTESY. Couldn't you just give me that? I think my life is screwed up enough without you in it, so don't mess it up even more for me yeah? You don't like me, TELL ME. I won't hate you for it. PROMISE. If you don't have the courage to do that, then what can I do mann, it's your life. You can continue hating me for the rest of your life for all I care, just don't let it show in front of me. And those people whom I already know don't like me, gawd don't act like you like me.[in a platonic way, of course] It makes me sick, y'know. Ugh. I hate myself. I hate the way I've been born to be. Because apparently, some people don't like it. And I like to please people, who doesn't? Yes, and cut the lecture. Life isn't fair, I KNOW THAT BY NOW.
`Let me list you some of the things that I think of myself as, or some people think of me as:
1. A snobbish know-it-all.
2. A poser.[ ohho. i know who thinks i'm this. It's so obvious.]
3. A despo.
4. A show-off.
5. A bitch.
6. A freak.
7. A hopeless socialiser.
`I'm sure there's more to the list. So give me some more and I'll add on to it yeahh? How fun.
`Right now the only close friend I have is Susannah. I've not forgotten bout the rest of you. I just can't confide in you. You won't understand me okay?
` SIGH.
Well, to tell you the truth, i don't of myself as all that great. You think you're great? I don't freaking care. Y'know, sometimes people tell me not to care what people think, so sometimes i don't care, and sometimes i do. But I think the most despicable act is to let that person know that you don't like the way they are by your actions. I mean, what the hell, you could just tell me straight out. For example, you could say,"Hey marissa, i think you're _______________. Could you tone it down a little?" What the hell, I could take a little constructive criticism. What do you think of me as? An ass with no brains? Perhaps so, my friend, if i could call you that. Like all people, I have a limit. You irritate me too much, i break down and i shout. You talk to me in that kind of tone, i get pissed. And well, you won't wanna know what happens next. I ain't gonna condone your crap. I try to be nice to you, and I'm not expecting anything much in return, JUST A LITTLE COMMON COURTESY. Couldn't you just give me that? I think my life is screwed up enough without you in it, so don't mess it up even more for me yeah? You don't like me, TELL ME. I won't hate you for it. PROMISE. If you don't have the courage to do that, then what can I do mann, it's your life. You can continue hating me for the rest of your life for all I care, just don't let it show in front of me. And those people whom I already know don't like me, gawd don't act like you like me.[in a platonic way, of course] It makes me sick, y'know. Ugh. I hate myself. I hate the way I've been born to be. Because apparently, some people don't like it. And I like to please people, who doesn't? Yes, and cut the lecture. Life isn't fair, I KNOW THAT BY NOW.
`Let me list you some of the things that I think of myself as, or some people think of me as:
1. A snobbish know-it-all.
2. A poser.[ ohho. i know who thinks i'm this. It's so obvious.]
3. A despo.
4. A show-off.
5. A bitch.
6. A freak.
7. A hopeless socialiser.
`I'm sure there's more to the list. So give me some more and I'll add on to it yeahh? How fun.
`Right now the only close friend I have is Susannah. I've not forgotten bout the rest of you. I just can't confide in you. You won't understand me okay?
` SIGH.
March 26, 2005
sunday
hello.
haha you have to DL the video. Karen recommended to me..lol. Russell Peters is a damn good comedian. but abit racist though..
http://www.toastedbrownie.com/2005/01/russell-peters.html
xoxo-marissa
haha you have to DL the video. Karen recommended to me..lol. Russell Peters is a damn good comedian. but abit racist though..
http://www.toastedbrownie.com/2005/01/russell-peters.html
xoxo-marissa
March 25, 2005
March 24, 2005
Thursday
Only 21 days to SYF.
boredd. will be hardworking tmr until Easter. i'm gonna try my best anw. I HAVE to study for chinese. I don't wanna fail. I can't be bothered for Lit.. just read through and rmb can le. hahh.
Who has read 'the old man and the sea' by Earnest Hemmingway? Tell me what it's about. lol. I wanna know before i read it. heh.
lalalaaa. 15 mins more. i'm gonna go back to class & eat something before recess ends. and hopefully i can complete my zuo wen corrections and comprehension. Then I'll have no hw! so far la.. day's not over yet, disappointingly. lol. is there such a word? -shrugs-.
kk i'm going now. tata!
xoxo-marissa
boredd. will be hardworking tmr until Easter. i'm gonna try my best anw. I HAVE to study for chinese. I don't wanna fail. I can't be bothered for Lit.. just read through and rmb can le. hahh.
Who has read 'the old man and the sea' by Earnest Hemmingway? Tell me what it's about. lol. I wanna know before i read it. heh.
lalalaaa. 15 mins more. i'm gonna go back to class & eat something before recess ends. and hopefully i can complete my zuo wen corrections and comprehension. Then I'll have no hw! so far la.. day's not over yet, disappointingly. lol. is there such a word? -shrugs-.
kk i'm going now. tata!
xoxo-marissa
March 21, 2005
monday
lol.. somehow it seems i always blog on mondays and tuesdays. weird. hmms. haha. i told tao that i'd update soon, so here i am! haha. Look tao... i'm UPDATING! lol. listening to that jap anime song we're using for OM now.. no idea how to sing it though.. i dun have the lyrics.. and TIFFANY is not online now. hmph. she's supposed to send me the lyrics.
I think i'm gonna blow with all the stress these few days. I'll be SO happy once OM is over. sigh. i'm sorta wondering now, why the hell is the font so big in my comp all of a sudden. I'm insulted. Even the computer thinks i'm blind. >.< Ok. time to go study for geog and science now. Wish me good luck! Oh and best of luck to all ppl taking geog and science test tmr.. Esp to 2GY, may we all do better for science this time round! (: hahh.
xoxo-marissa
I think i'm gonna blow with all the stress these few days. I'll be SO happy once OM is over. sigh. i'm sorta wondering now, why the hell is the font so big in my comp all of a sudden. I'm insulted. Even the computer thinks i'm blind. >.< Ok. time to go study for geog and science now. Wish me good luck! Oh and best of luck to all ppl taking geog and science test tmr.. Esp to 2GY, may we all do better for science this time round! (: hahh.
xoxo-marissa
March 15, 2005
tuesday
; - listening to NSB Millenium 2000 [Tokyo Kosei Wind Orchestra]
`Boo.
y'know. I kinda feel like crying now. No idea why though.. maybe it's the music I'm listening to. Or MAYBE it's the fact that I have so much on my mind right now. -shrugs- sometimes its nice to have someone to talk to. and sometimes it's not. half the time it's the wrong person.
i don't feel like blogging anymore. maybe later eh?
xoxo-marissa
`Boo.
y'know. I kinda feel like crying now. No idea why though.. maybe it's the music I'm listening to. Or MAYBE it's the fact that I have so much on my mind right now. -shrugs- sometimes its nice to have someone to talk to. and sometimes it's not. half the time it's the wrong person.
i don't feel like blogging anymore. maybe later eh?
xoxo-marissa
March 09, 2005
wednesday
bored bored bored bored and more bored.
whoosh. boredom. and pure unadulterated nonsense. from me of course! who else >.<
guess where i am. in the library, duh-uh, like i always am at recess. i get to borrow 3 books now. yippeee. =)
okayys. i have nothing to type. so i'm going now. byeee.
xoxo-marissa
whoosh. boredom. and pure unadulterated nonsense. from me of course! who else >.<
guess where i am. in the library, duh-uh, like i always am at recess. i get to borrow 3 books now. yippeee. =)
okayys. i have nothing to type. so i'm going now. byeee.
xoxo-marissa
March 08, 2005
tuesday
boo. i'm back. rarr.
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeks. i fell asleep and forgot to go tuition. how nice >.< now i won't know what i missed and when the next lesson is. what the hell la. oh well.
today was damn bullshit la. we stayed back until so damn late for some chinese crap which was really stupid. and didn't help me at all.. because i had no idea what they were talking about. eeeek. there's a giant ant on the bed. i better go before it bites me...
xoxo-marissa
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeks. i fell asleep and forgot to go tuition. how nice >.< now i won't know what i missed and when the next lesson is. what the hell la. oh well.
today was damn bullshit la. we stayed back until so damn late for some chinese crap which was really stupid. and didn't help me at all.. because i had no idea what they were talking about. eeeek. there's a giant ant on the bed. i better go before it bites me...
xoxo-marissa
March 07, 2005
monday
of what hope is left inside me
boo. i shall make this a short entry to make up for that huge gap between the entry i posted earlier today and the previous one, which was like one or two weeks ago. 3 cheers for me =) no idea why though.
i haven't really studied history, just typed out notes. i'm gonna print it out soon. then i'll really get down to studying. It's eleven already. Guess who's gonna be dead for hist test tmr? ME. who? ME. riight. and i haven't even touched math. AND lit. AND the stupid chinese zuo wen thing which i'm supposed to copy out. ain't I guai. =X oh well. i'm gonna take a bath now so i can keep awake into the night to finish mugging for history. I don't wanna fail! And I won't. sometimes it pays to have confidence and determination. so i hope that my salary is high. ohh like whatever. i'm underestimating my lameness.
uh-huh. I am SO going to the Barker Carnival. I'm going there to play LAN. hahh. then later we'll go for HCJC concert. wheeee. =) lol. i just realised i forgot to bring my clarinet back. 4 days without clarinet(or is it 3).. i'm gonna suffer. I miss my clarinet already. boohoo.
adventure camp rocks!
xoxo-marissa
monday
of what hope is left inside me
boo. i shall make this a short entry to make up for that huge gap between the entry i posted earlier today and the previous one, which was like one or two weeks ago. 3 cheers for me =) no idea why though.
i haven't really studied history, just typed out notes. i'm gonna print it out soon. then i'll really get down to studying. It's eleven already. Guess who's gonna be dead for hist test tmr? ME. who? ME. riight. and i haven't even touched math. AND lit. AND the stupid chinese zuo wen thing which i'm supposed to copy out. ain't I guai. =X oh well. i'm gonna take a bath now so i can keep awake into the night to finish mugging for history. I don't wanna fail! And I won't. sometimes it pays to have confidence and determination. so i hope that my salary is high. ohh like whatever. i'm underestimating my lameness.
uh-huh. I am SO going to the Barker Carnival. I'm going there to play LAN. hahh. then later we'll go for HCJC concert. wheeee. =) lol. i just realised i forgot to bring my clarinet back. 4 days without clarinet(or is it 3).. i'm gonna suffer. I miss my clarinet already. boohoo.
adventure camp rocks!
xoxo-marissa
monday
heyyho. :] i think that's a retarded looking smiley. don't ask.
well anyway.. i shall ask u folks to ignore my last entry.. anyone would be able to tell that i was pissed with someone. and i've had lots of mood swings lately, so bear with me ya? if you can't then don't read my entries..i didn't ask you to.
I did lots of ehhm... how do i say this.. "confessing" yesterday. more than i've ever done in my whole life. so i'm abit overwhelmed now. and quite high too. haha. games are so funn =) riiight. i'm typing crap. we have history test and math test tmr, both for which i am soooo dead. they are like my 2nd and 3rd worst subjects, first being chinese, duh-uh.
whooo. i think the library lost the book that i returned. and now i can't borrow. damn. someone teach me not so swear so much. i want to be guai. =( but i think that will never happen. i seem to have a knack for getting into trouble.
my comp is screwed. there is no space left to patch maple. 2mb of space left!! can you believe it? and the only programs that are mine inside the com are maple and MSN. all the rest are my mum's music DL programs. like wadde hell. and she says that maple is taking up too much space. is 0.88mb too much space? that's like hell little la. what's wrong with her. bleahh.
okayys. i need to go now. 5 mins before recess ends. toooooodles! =)
xoxo-marissa
well anyway.. i shall ask u folks to ignore my last entry.. anyone would be able to tell that i was pissed with someone. and i've had lots of mood swings lately, so bear with me ya? if you can't then don't read my entries..i didn't ask you to.
I did lots of ehhm... how do i say this.. "confessing" yesterday. more than i've ever done in my whole life. so i'm abit overwhelmed now. and quite high too. haha. games are so funn =) riiight. i'm typing crap. we have history test and math test tmr, both for which i am soooo dead. they are like my 2nd and 3rd worst subjects, first being chinese, duh-uh.
whooo. i think the library lost the book that i returned. and now i can't borrow. damn. someone teach me not so swear so much. i want to be guai. =( but i think that will never happen. i seem to have a knack for getting into trouble.
my comp is screwed. there is no space left to patch maple. 2mb of space left!! can you believe it? and the only programs that are mine inside the com are maple and MSN. all the rest are my mum's music DL programs. like wadde hell. and she says that maple is taking up too much space. is 0.88mb too much space? that's like hell little la. what's wrong with her. bleahh.
okayys. i need to go now. 5 mins before recess ends. toooooodles! =)
xoxo-marissa
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