VESAK DAY.

BRIANA'S RANDOM QUIZ HAHA.

1. When will the Sun not shine and when will the World end?
When mar fails to live to see the sun shine the next day.

2. What you want the most now?
Now? I WANT TO BREAK FREEEEEEEEEEEE

3. Do you believe in afterlife?
Hmmm. Good question. I'd have to say yes.

4. Do you hate your friends sometimes?
Lol, sometimes. But forgive and forget yeah...

5. What will u do, if a totally not idealistic opposite gender person confess to you?
It would be REALLY AWKWARD, my goodness. lol. But i'd have no other choice but to say no :(

6.Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
OF COURSE!

7. What impossible things u would wish to do?
I want to become nice person.

8. Do you believe in eternity love?
Yeap.

9. Have you broken someone heart that he/she tried to commit suicide?
Nope.

10. What feeling do you love most?
Being loved.

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
(refer to previous quiz....)

12. What feeling do you hate the most?
Frustration. (which usually ends me up in tears.)

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
If its a lasting friendship, then I'll cherish it always.

14. Is there anything you're looking forward to in the next few weeks?
SCHOOL HOLIDAYS. Oh man, what holiday. Who am I kidding.

15. What is the sweetest thing someone of the opposite gender has done for you?
Omg I hate this question, haha. K. After not talking to me the whole day, called me up at almost midnight to come outside, and poof. He's outside my door.

16. Who do you hope to be always there for you?
Max

17. Do you find life meaningless?
Nope :D

18. Who do you love the most?
Max haha.

19. What will you do if your best friend falls in love with the same person as you do?
I have no idea, this would be scary.

20.What's the crazy thing(s) you ever did?
Dont know, haha. Not exactly that type.

Instructions: Remove 1 question from above, and add in your personal question, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chatbox that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have a blessing from all. here it goes..
and I wanna tag:
-Huiying
-Huimin
-Zhengning
-Cixian
-Travis
-Hilmi
-Lester Young
-Lester Tan

and please change ques 14 into
-What was your most embarrassing moment?

Haha.

First off, a big THANKYOU to WATI AND JC for not coming for GP lesson yesterday so that our GP presentation is now postponed to Tuesday. Haha. Those who havent touched the slides yet can you please add something in! Thanks.

Secondly, Happy Belated Birthday to Venny! (who's birthday was yesterday) :D I hope you enjoyed your birthday.

Thirdly, I AM SO GLAD GPP IS OVER OMG. (YAYYYYYY) Yes, I know, we still have WR and EoM and all that nonsense to do.. but....... shut up lol.

Fourthly, HI LISA AND CECILIA LOL. :D (ok ok don't kill me im sorryyyyyyyyy. its just so tempting! xP)

Fifthly, I suck at daidi. From level up to lv 2, now drop back lv 1?! CRAP MAN. Least im not naked anymore, lol.

Sixthly, WHY IS EVERYONE ASKING ME IF I HAVE EYE-CANDY IN SAJC? The answer is NO. (well i could be lying but you'll never find out haha.)

Seventhly, No. 7 is nice. :D

Eightly, 888 is also nice.

Ninthly, 1S17 class outing tmr! (only like 4 people going haha. & im broke!!!!)

Tenthly, I REALISED I SHOULDNT HAVE LENT ANTONIO MONEY. Cuz now I don't have money for the weekend, shit. lol. OHWELLZ.

Life is great.
Monday is great.
I am great LOL. (yeah......... right lol.)
Free 1.5k enrichment.
Life is great.
Never hand up EoM.
Life is great.
Never hand up anything to do with GP.
Life is great.
Dreading GP Presentation.
Life is great.
But glad to be in such a retarded group haha.
Life is great.
Loving S28,
Life is great.

♥
delusionnnnnnnnd. Lol.

Footprints on the sand...

OKAYYYYY. So like, I haven't blogged in awhile. BUT IM SLEEEEPY. and i refuse to do my EoM anymore. So blogging it is. Now, a quiz!

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse.
these people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.
continue this game by sending it to other people.

#1 if your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
I'd be all down and out about it for awhile, but i'll move on with life.

#2 if you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
Travel the world someday.

#3 what will your dream wedding be like?
Small private ceremony with family and close friends...

#4 are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
Nope, what lies in the immediate future are tests, tests and COMMON tests. Whats there to be confused about?

#5 what's your ideal lover like?
Good conversationist, Good sense of humor, Gentlemanly, Open, Understanding, Sensitive and most importantly, Honest.

#6 which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
I think both at the same time is most blessed. But if i were to choose, I'd say being loved.

#7 if the person you like does not accept you, would you continue to wait for her to change her feeling?
Nah, I'd probably give up and move on.

#8 if the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
I won't do anything.

#9 is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
Yeah, the fact that I'm not getting enough sleep. Life's a bitch.

#10 what do you want most in life?
To never, ever be sad.

#11 is being tagged fun?
I don't have a problem with it.

#12 how do you see yourself in ten years time?
10 years? Probably some deskjob somewhere.

#13 who is currently the most important person to you?
Max! <3

#14 what kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
FUNNY LOL.

#15 would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
Married but poor, hands down.

#16 what's the first thing you do every morning?
switch off my alarm and go back to sleep.

#17 would you give all in a relationship?
Yeah.

#18 if you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
I wouldn't pick anyone, I'd give up both.

#19 what type of friends do you like?
GOOD friends.

#20 if you played a prank on someone, & he/she fell for the trick, what would you do?
LOL. yup.

I was tagged by Travis!
and... the 8 people are..
Max
Hilmi
Cixian
Ces
ZN
Briana
Lester Tan
Lester Young

Reverie

Tomorrow is GUITAR CONCERT! (I'm helping you out, YY! :D)
Tickets at $5, and the venue is at the SAJC Cultural Centre.
So far, Lester, Adnaan, Max and I are going. You're all welcome to join us! If you can come, let me know okay? :D

I went to Lester's house today! haha. My goodness, Dino is super cute! He didn't jump on me either, good doggy! :D Taught him abit of chemistry, and then hogged his comp. Tubby was being very vulgar today, hahaha. Tsk! Small boy cannot say all these things! He showed me bits and pieces of Clannad and let me listen to the AWESOME BASS on his sound system. Like Whoa!
Crazycrazycrazy. Heh. HE EVEN WALKED ME OUT OMG. (Like since when was he so nice right? Lol. Nooo lester don't be sad I still love you hahahaaa) But overall it was fun la. Hard not to smile around him. (I'm complimenting you, noob! Call me bitch one more time, and I'm gona be the first girl to slap you :D)

I drank bubble tea today, and by the time I finished the drink, all the pearls were left at the bottom and I couldn't suck them up the straw. :(

BUBBLY - COLBIE CAILLAT.

*Reminiscing* My best friend...(excluding Max)
Right now? I won't say who because I bet T (not an initial of that person's name) probably doesn't know it yet. But then again I think T doesn't need to know. But I'd like to say that I really appreciate the fact that you've been there for me time and again, besides for the occasional month-long MIA session. It's been tons of fun knowing you, and I don't regret it. I just hope that we will remain this way forever. I think you're the only other person that I confide in other than Max, so thank god for you, if not I think I'd be dead handling everything by myself. Praise the lord for your sunshine personality too. (: So... I'd just like to say thanks for everything.

If you know who you are and you're reading this... Well... =X I don't have much to say, just said everything I wanted to.

Well then, I think thats all. As for pics, when I find my hp cable, I'll upload them. For now, its time for sitting in Ventrilo and playing some DotA.

LOVES! <3

they come into america.

*MAJOR EDIT*

I want to become invisible again. I really really want to.

Peon

*work work*

-->Due to TMP :( I WANT TO GET A SCHOLARSHIP, SO I MUST WORK HARD TO STAY INSIDE! top 70 rank pts FTW!!

Boooooooooooooo mar.

*work work*

B&J ICECREAMMMMMM. YUM.

LOL today's a damn fun day. NOT THE SCHOOL PART OF COURSE. I was so freaking tired from dunno what. OH YA. Slept at 1.30 the previous night cuz I was on the phone. But anyway...

WE WENT TO BEN AND JERRY'S FREE CONE DAY AT CATHAY!! HAHA. Ces and I went after school haha. We went and the queue was so freaking long! But we queued anyway. To our surprise, it only took us half an hour. haha. Cixian, Huimin, Wenshi and Huiying came to get free icecream also! But they came too late and we alr collected our scoop so we went to queue up with them again. Ate a second scoop lol. Got some pics, but in my phone and I'm lazy to upload, haha. After eating icecream, we went to eat sushi haha! Eat until super fulllllll. :( I'm skipping dinner like that already.

BORED. Guitar time! x)

I thought you were my friend. But if you are going to keep blocking me out like that, then you can very well go F off. So much for the happy times we had.

On a lighter note, Oh my. I'm addicted to the WWRY Soundtrack haha. Super nice :D. Bohemian Rhapsody is to die for. And Ralph is also addicted to Bohemian Rhapsody after coming to my blog HAHA. TOO BAD! xD

THERE'S BAND TODAY! YAY! :D (lol random)

Hmmm.. Yesterday? Oh I went to Max's house again. T.T wanted to go out but he didn't feel like it so... yeah. Keith and Eugene came over too! Keith spent pretty much half the night on my psp lol. Crisis Core FTW. OH YEAH. I FINISHED CC YESTERDAY. Now on hard mode! Max borrowed my psp to play also, so I'm only going to start after he gives it back. Oh well. Had lovely spaghetti for dinner! Haha, then at night I watched a little bit of soccer with them... The end of the Man Utd and Chelsea match. CHELSEA WON! :D Now arsenal has a chance lol. But they suck now. :( Haha who cares. I've hardly watched any matches this season anyway.

AH BLOODY HELL MAX PHONE SPOILT :( No phone for 3-5 days. Dead mar. Who will I sms during lessons now?! Damn.

ALRIGHT. I'm gona take a bath and get rdy for band. Cya!

HILMI IS EVIL!!!

[ Hilmi™ ] Panku Panku. says:
HA
HA
HA
BROKEN LIKE AN ANGEL
LOL
MAR/ MAKE LOVE NOT WAR. says:
lol
[ Hilmi™ ] Panku Panku. says:
BEST THING ABOUT YOUR FRIENDS
COMA
LOL
MAR/ MAKE LOVE NOT WAR.
says:
YEAH LA CB ITUNES
lol
[ Hilmi™ ] Panku Panku. says:
ooo i
liek your question 9
lol
MAR/ MAKE LOVE NOT WAR. says:
HAHA
[ Hilmi™ ] Panku Panku. says:
yeah
man
Coldplay is right
YOU ARE
TROUBLE
HAHAHA
MAR/ MAKE LOVE NOT WAR. says:
OMG
LOL
IDIOT!
[ Hilmi™ ] Panku Panku. says:
nubzor
MAR/ MAKE LOVE NOT WAR. says:
:(

Cheesebun sia.

MIG AYESA makes my heart melt. Anyone got his album?? SEND ME PLZZZZZZ.

MUSIC QUIZ.

The Rules.
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense.
4. With the answers down, or even comment on it.
5. Tag 5 people.

1) How are you feeling today?
Harder to breathe - Maroon 5
(Cuz i saw max! :D)

2) Will you get far in life?
Broken Like An Angel - Coldplay
(WHAT.)

3) What's your best friend's theme song?
Another One Bites The Dust - Queen
(Hey, why does max get the nice song. Lol. But biting the dust is NOT GOOD.)

4) What is the story of your life?
Blush - Aly & Aj
(MY LIFE IS FULL OF EMBARRASSMENT.)


5) What was high school like?
Cowboy Hat - Nickelback
(YEEEEHAAAAAAA. )

6) How can you get ahead with life?
Its you - Westlife
(Its all about me baby. LOL.)

7) Whats the best thing about your friends?
Coma - Guns N' Roses
(HOLY SHIT WTF. Lol. I guess that means my friends are non-existent? :[ )

8) Describe your grandparents.
Magic Medicine - Incubus
(MAGIC MEDICINE ROFLMAO)

9) How's your life going?
Changes - 3 Doors Down
(Damn right.)

10) What will be played at my funeral?
Show me the meaning of being lonely - Backstreet Boys
(Yup, everyone will be lonely without me! :D)

11) Will you have a happy life?
You've lost that loving feeling - Westlife
(NOOOOOOOOOOOOO.)

12) What do your friends really think of you?
Trouble - Coldplay
( CB LA. )

13) Do people secretly lust after you?
That's what you get - Paramore
(> o_O )>

14) How can you make yourself happy?
Sea Groove - Nickelback
(Yeah. Like the song 'Under the Sea' from The Little Mermaid. Free & Easyyy.)

15) Will you ever have children?
Faust Arp - Radiohead
(Whats that?)

16) What song would you strip to?
Rock n' roll star - Oasis
(LOL.)

17) What does your mom think of you?
Baloonatic - Muse
(SHE THINKS IM A FREAKING BALLOON?!)

18) What is your deep, dark secret?
New way home - Foo Fighters
(Yeah, i found a new way home. Damn, my secret is now out.)

19) What is your enemy's theme song?
Big Machine - Goo Goo Dolls
(lol.)

20) Whats your personality like?
Unintended - Muse
(WHAT THE !)

21) What will be played at your wedding?
Someday my prince will come [Snow White] - Adriana Caselotti
(SOMEDAY? IM GETTING MARRIED LEH. Still someday?!)

Tag 5.
1. Antonio
2. Huimin
3. Cixian
4. Zhengning
5. Whoever hasn't done this!

Man this quiz is pretty screwed up hahaa.

Dynamite with a laser beam!

So, I'm back again, but this time not for long. I don't know, I just needed someone to talk to for the moment.

I'll do a more detailed post maybe later, but council elections were today, and we had like 9 votes for 11 candidates. Lame. Spent the day stoning. Math test was crap. Blah. Ended school early because NO PE!! :D Max called me to go bowling, so I went to Kovan. When i reached, I called him, and he asked me to wait 20 mins because they had to do something before they left. Then 20 minutes later, they called me and told me that I would have to wait another 45 minutes for them, and they asked me to come SR first. I mean like WTF. 20 mins bad enough, i wouldnt even have gone there if you told me I had to wait. Then you tell me another 45 minutes? F you! So i happily wasted more than half an hour of my life doing ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. Brilliant. T.T

I'm off to do some work. I GOT TO CATCH UP ON MY MATH AND ECONS. Still know nuts about graphing techniques and firms. AHHH HELPPPPPPPP. :(

I never study for maths again :(
BUT MR LEE AGREED TO PUSH IT TO TMR! YAY HIM. :)

♥ DAVID ARCHULETAAAAAAAAAA. :D
Lol this is the first time I'm so crazy over someone from AMI. But he's just so darn cute lahhhhh.
and i love people who like to sing! :) Lol.

I haven't been paying attention in lessons. MUST BUCK UP MAR! Sleeping is an addiction... :(
5 hours of sleep is not enough for me :( 12am-5am. Thats why I always end up sleeping in class, sleeping in the afternoon, OR sleeping way earlier than 12. Like on tuesday I slept at 8.30?! lol.

I feel like playing dota. Who wants?

A GOOD DAY.

So... lets trace the events of what happened today.

EARLY IN THE MORNING.....

BOOM. STORM. Well, still have to go to school right? I woke up at 5.15 because there was supposed to be morning run, but it was storming here, so I just assumed it was storming at PP also, so I just stayed at home waiting for the rain to stop. While I was waiting, I switched on my comp to on my torrents, and then i realised that while my torrents were on I couldnt access any internet page. So i offed my torrents for a little while. At 6.30, i realised the rain wasn't going to stop, so I decided to leave my house. (AND I FORGOT TO ON MY TORRENTS AGAIN.) It was raining chickens and ducks outside, so i brought a big purple umbrella. By the time i got to the bus stop, my shoes were SOAKING WET. So much for the umbrella. Well, at least all other parts of me were dry. The bus came, and I boarded the bus. 2 mins later, i realised something was wrong. I BOARDED THE WRONG FRICKIN' 317. It was the one that went one big round into Chartwell before going to the interchange. T.T And THEN i realised that i left my umbrella at the bus stop. Oh shit. On the way up the hill, I saw a 317 bus. Apparently, the bus I was supposed to take before i took the wrong bus BROKE DOWN. So even if I hadn't taken that bus, I would have waited another 15 minutes at the bus stop.

I got to the MRT safely, and VERY VERY LATE. Like 7.20am? Just when I was going down the escalator to the MRT, *beep beep beep! DOORS CLOSING* WTF MAN! Then i read the board. 7 mins!!! No choice but to wait right? So i eventually get to Potong Pasir. AND HERE AGAIN ITS STORMING. Like my goodness what did i do wrong la. So many people were camping at the MRT station because they didn't have an umbrella or something, but I brought mine, and I didn't want to be any later than I had to, so I decided to brave the rain. Besides, my shoes were already wet, so how bad could it get? Well, little did I know, VERY BAD. I walked all the way to school with my tiny little umbrella because my big one was lost forever :( I didn't get wet, but my shoes took all the damage. After walking all the way to the side gate at the canal there, all there was to see was the LOCK ON THE GATE. I walked all the way there in the rain and it has to frickin' be LOCKED. So no choice, have to walk to the front gate. I was following these 2 girls in front of me who seemed to be having the same fate. They decided to cut across a field on the way to the gate, and being an idiot, I followed them. By the first step, I realised I should have gone by the concrete path. The field was like a SEA OF MUD. Really watery mud, and gigantic puddles of water hidden under grass. So like you step on what looks like this relatively solid looking patch of grass and SQUISH. Its actually a big puddle of water. Sometimes the water was even deep enough to cover my whole shoe. Like OMG NOOOOO. After what seemed like forever, I finally reached the front gate. It was like wearing a bucket of water on each foot. My feet were THAT WET. And I didn't take them off until i got home. I swear my poor feet were like screaming for help already. Stupid rain.

AND AND... just when things couldn't get any worse, we have 2 chem tests. Mock SPA and Lecture Test. I screwed both up really badly. The FIRST THING I DID IN SPA was wrong already. I dissolved the Iron (II) Ammonium sulphate in WATER when it was supposed to be SULPHURIC ACID. Then I was wondering HEY WHY CANNOT DISSOLVE ONE. Then.. OH SHIT LA. So I had to go and re-weigh my solid, and waste more time. During the titration, just when I thought I was being really careful, I realised I over-shot the end point already. F man. 2nd titration my reading also wasn't exact, so I just crapped some number and started doing my calculations because no time already. EVEN THEN, I didn't finish my part (iii). Didn't know how to do, and no time. Jeez. Theory test wasn't any better. Every single question the part (c) I didn't know how to do, and it was freaking screwed up. If i pass, I will be overjoyed already. I just don't want to see another fail :( Not for chem.

THE THREE TESTS THIS WEEK

1. Chemistry Mock SPA
2. Chemistry Lecture Test
3. Mathematics Class Test

One last one to go, and one I'm determined to do well in.
I CANNOT KEEP FAILING MY TESTS. I'm letting my parents down, I'm letting my teachers down, and I'm letting MYSELF down. This cannot go on. (Realise I say this everytime and I never do it.) In school I always look very hardworking and all, but little do people know that once I get home I'm a slacker. Like HELLO, don't you see me online all the time? When I'm not online, you know what I'm doing? PLAYING DOTA. I hardly do my work at all. I realise this has to change. But I lack that sense of urgency in me. Always have. My sense of urgency arrives like the DAY BEFORE a test or an exam, or even on the day itself. I give in to temptations easily, but of course I stick to my morals. Ah whatever. I think I really need to start working hard because Common Tests are coming :(

I'm really frustrated with him. WHY KEEP DAOING MY SMS. Annoying! :(

On a lighter note...


B&J FREE CONE DAY on the 29th of April! :D Does anyone want to go? :D



Grabbed from CX's blog.
This was a class pic taken on Wati, JiaChuan and Liting's birthday!

♥ 08S28 !

[Left to Right]

Charmaine, Rachael, Me
& little Chang & Eng, James and Angelo

How i miss those times...

WE WILL ROCK YOU

A Legend :D I went to watch this yesterday night at the esplanade, and they totally rocked the house down! Excellent music and dance choreo, better than most of the musicals I've seen, and I like the way they involve the audience into the show. It enhances the impact the show has on you, and other than Chang And Eng, this has to be one of the best musicals I've seen so far. Looking forward to more to come! :D

OH. AND MIG AYESA SANG BOHEMIAN RHAPSODY AGAIN! His voice is super smooth and nice. And when he talks he sounds like some little cartoon character. SO CUTE! hahaha. LISTEN!

IT ROCKS RIGHT!!! LOL. Many thanks to KEITH CHIA for promoting the show and convincing me to watch it. :D NO REGRETS INDEED! And not forgetting thanks to Max for coming to watch also :)

Bohemian Rhapsody Comedy

FOR QUEEN FANS, YOU CANT MISS THIS FOR THE WORLD.

How NOT To Use Powerpoint By Comedian Don McMillan

OH GOD. Just watch. Guaranteed 100% laughter.

CHEM TEST WAS GAY. :(

Oh wellz. Life goes on~

School today was super slack! Our econs tutor didn't come to school, so we ended at 12 today! How gay, right? :D Came to school for like 2 and a half hours of chem and one GP lesson. BOOO. I must improve my comprehension skillz! Today we just found out that we are the control class for the new GP syllabus. Everyone else is learning logical thinking/critical thinking and we get to learn the old style. (don't ask me what that is. no idea.) So technically we are like guinea pigs :( In the exam they will compare the AQ marks from our class and those with the other classes to see which syllabus they continue to teach.. BOOOOOOO.

I bought a new watch from bugis village today :D It is black and white with stripes and stars. <3 I feel so gay now. Lol.

I WANT TO WATCH WWRY!!

201th post! :D

Oh, i have photos/videos from the weekend. ( none from the concert though :[ )
But the concert was definitely the highlight of the weekend. or maybe just today. Saturday was kinda just as awesome :D

MAR ♥ ADNAAN! :DDDDDD

I'll post another time. Its getting late.

cb i nv do anything again.. this week all the tests die. T.T


and dear is sick :(

I'm in the comp lab now.
TOTALLY SIANED OUT.

I've planned out what I'm going to do during the weekend! But... whether I actually do it is a different story. Saturday is for slacking, and Sunday is concert day. OH NOOOOO :( Today, is reverse bungee day! My auntie is treating us to reverse bungee today for my birthday present. lol. Sucks I know. But its okay la. :D I'm totally thrilled to be going for it anyway. I'll post up pics if I have them! :D

Time to teach adnaan chemistry tomorrow. Mole concept, Redox and Acids and bases. EWWWW. :( I threw away all my chem notes alr though. oh wellz. NO! IM SMARTTTTT. haha.

CALENDAR FOR NEXT WEEK

• Monday : Chemistry test
• Tuesday: Economics test
• Wednesday: more math tutorials on functions :(
• Thursday: Math retest
• Friday: Extra Chemistry lesson :(

I seem to be sad on every other day other than the test days lol. But then again, they totally suck more. I have no idea how to do functions anymore :( From Q10 onwards totally conk out. K nvm. I WILL GET BETTER! =X

I shall update stuff when i get home.

A'ight bye.

Life Saver

You did nothing. Good night.

Life stories...

A turkey was chatting with a bull.

'I would love to be able to get to the top of that tree' sighed the turkey, 'but I haven't got the energy.'
'Well, why don't you nibble on some of my droppings?' replied the bull. They're packed with nutrients.'

The turkey pecked at a lump of dung, and found it actually gave him enough strength to reach the lowest branch of the tree.

The next day, after eating some more dung, he reached the second branch.

Finally after a fourth night, the turkey was proudly perched at the top of the tree.

He was promptly spotted by a farmer, who shot him out of the tree.


Moral of the story:
Bullshit might get you to the top, but it won't keep you there.

But my heart will be with SRJC PAE 1S17 ALWAYS.♥

Somewhere Over the Rainbow

Somewhere over the rainbow
Way up high
And the dreams that you dreamed of
Once in a lullaby
Somewhere over the rainbow
Blue birds fly
And the dreams that you dreamed of
Dreams really do come true
Someday I'll wish upon a star
Wake up where the clouds are far behind me
Where trouble melts like lemon drops
High above the chimney tops thats where you'll find me oh
Somewhere over the rainbow bluebirds fly
And the dream that you dare to,why, oh why can't I?

Well I see trees of green and
Red roses too,
I'll watch them bloom for me and you
And I think to myself
What a wonderful world

Well I see skies of blue and I see clouds of white
And the brightness of day
I like the dark and I think to myself
What a wonderful world

The colors of the rainbow so pretty in the sky
Are also on the faces of people passing by
I see friends shaking hands
Saying, "How do you do?"
They're really saying, I...I love you
I hear babies cry and I watch them grow,
They'll learn much more
Than we'll know
And I think to myself
What a wonderful world

Someday I'll wish upon a star,
Wake up where the clouds are far behind me
Where trouble melts like lemon drops
High above the chimney top that's where you'll find me
Oh, Somewhere over the rainbow way up high
And the dream that you dare to, why, oh why can't I?

I SAW GUOHAO AT THE SERANGOON MRT BUS STOP TODAY LOL!

Haven't seen him or talked to him for three years. He's grown alot taller though, but face never change.. haha. Oh man I can't believe it! hahaha. Took me a long while to recognise him though :D

OKAY IM HIGHHHHHHHHHHHH. boo.
~work work. Time to do more functions tutorial~

I'm almost done! woots!

THIS IS 08S28!! :D ♥

Okay. Anyway, I think its time to start studying. It is week 5 next week, and things are going to become quite hectic with all the lecture tests and class tests and what not. I just don't want to fail.

( I WANT MY MATH TYS!! D: )

Ha. Well my words are always voided later on, when I realise I don't do anything at all :( Like studying for tests last minute. :X

but NO. I will do it this time. GO MAR! :D
~off to do functions tutorial.

08S28 is ♥LOVE.

EMO.

So the weekend was spent doing nothing much except playing. :( I think i'm going to do more during the week to make up for it. Went for Philyouth today. LOVE PY. unadulterated fun. k la, i was super tired by the end of the prac, but I just like listening and making music with people. :D

Oh ya, Thanks max for helping to arrange all the photos in the last post. stupid blogger. T.T

I really don't know what I'm doing with my life. Mood swings lately. I don't know why I'm feeling like this also. I always feel so alone and in a bad mood... Can't do anything to cheer myself up either. My good friends keep daoing me too, which is pissing me off. Sigh. I'm trying my best... Maybe I should just concentrate on my studies for now and shut everything else out? Although i say it here, its actually very hard to do, and i know it :( What should i do? Sigh, studies it is then.

Ok I seem to blogging about many emo things lately. I had a happy saturday with keef and max though, that cheered me up. Sigh.

I'll be there for you if you need me.

Photos!

Lunch at Vivocity after the philwinds concert at some German restaurant. YUM.This is max attacking the pig he was having for lunch. *pig squeals*(picture has been screwed due to max's fiddling)



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AND WOW. The one on the left is my new Razer Deathadder!
And the one on the right is my old Razer Krait.Deathadder FTW! <3>

Lunch on Monday at NYDC with max! this was my baked pasta :D

Domo-kun!!

Lunch at NYDC again, this was Max's meatball pasta.

1st attempt at taking a photo of the beautiful moon on the night of 1s17 BBQ.

BURN. with all the extra fire starters left over from 1s17 BBQ.

We made a smiley face with firestarters and set it on fire.

WELCOME TO HELL.

2nd attempt at taking a photo of the moon. =/

Philwinds concert at Vivocity! AWESOME STUFF.

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The Mudpie!



Xbox accessories.

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I am so happy now that I think I'm going to explode.

DONE WITH PI!!!!

I love you dear! :D

Boy am I high. lol. Worse than alcohol.

Reaching Out: Philwinds Plays Classic CAMP (Cartoons, Anime, Movies/Musicals, Pop) (Free!)
Date: 30 March 2008, Sunday
Time: 1pm - 2pm
Venue: Vivocity

Publicity for Philwinds! haha. This sounds interesting. and I'm free on Sunday, so I'm trying to get max to go with me. Anyone interested? Let me know!

I really do miss 1s17. :(

AH school these day have just been a hectic rush for end of chapters + finishing homework. It does not help that we have a math test next week, when all I'm going to be doing over the weekend is slacking :(

Well, PW is KILLING ME. Seriously. Whats up with all the PIs and stuff. Thank god for max, if not I'd be dead now. But then again, he isnt online either. So I'm kinda stuck :(



I'll be praying that our love will last forever.

1S24 CLASS OUTING!

We went to east coast for bbq yesterday! Lol. Funny day.

Day started off at around 1, where me, siyun, and jianyi met up at PP. Apparently alot more people were supposed to come but THEY WERE ALL LATE so it ended up just the three of us. And we were already late by an hour past our actual meeting time lol. We didn't know what to do so we went to eat at KFC. Both siyun and jianyi keep talking chinese lah! Lol. Then i down there quiet quiet because duno how to reply. LOL. (Sorry, chinese sucks lah) After that we decided to go down to the bbq pit. Walked to ECP from PP, then we were wondering where the pit was.. so we just followed the numbers chronically down and walked in that direction. Then we realised that after five or six pits that we weren't going to make it there alive. So we decided to cycle all the way there. Half an hour just to cycle all the way there! We were practically out of civilisation already!! haha. So we sat at the bbq pit resting, and played blackjack for awhile. I had good luck haha. Both of them keep 'bao'ing. lol. Siyun showed me some magic tricks with my poker deck hahaha. I was so entertained lah. But by the end of the night i knew all his tricks already. So lame. Wenhui still doesnt know!! hahaha. xD

After awhile of sitting there, we cycled back to return our bikes and met MANY PEOPLE at PP at around 5. By that time, it was storming outside already. Talked to Bri and became emo hahah. But it wore off after awhile cuz atmosphere was so fun! The rain stopped after awhile and we were so happy, so we started the bbq. And yeah that started off the bbq. Nothing much to describe. Pictures taken, talked alot, cooked food... (oh yeah the moon was really nice yesterday that it is now worth mentioning). I really had alot of fun.

After most of them went home, we packed up, and had alot of fun with the extra firestarters. Pics up soon, im lazy to post today. Left the pit at around 11, and caught 36 back to PP. Waited for 135. WAITED AND WAITED and waited and waited and WAITED for ONE HOUR. and it never came. #*&$%^*#$&% man. zzz. By the time the hour was up it was like, ONE? So we gave up and took cab, Siyun Wenhui Dsen and me. Midnight chargeeeeeeeeee :( lol. K not that bad lah. I got home at 2 and got pwnd by parents though. Lol.

Overall i still had a great time! Miss you guys!

And I thought getting posted into SAJC was the greatest thing on earth.


Until I realised I made a really big mistake.


[EDIT.]

I joined bowling as a CCA. Don't ask. I don't know how to bowl. But i'm going to learn! and one day I'm going to pwn you all. Max, Briana and gaming clique are all in bowling! (except lester and adam). Looking forward to it! (but its so far away. haha.)

Holidays? Over already? Talk about monday blues today. My holidays were pretty okay. Saturday was spent out the whole day. Max house --> Vivo for GH3 competition (until evening) --> Chinatown Pt Swensens for dinner ( no icecream ) --> Plaza Sing --> Home. I reached back at around 11.30pm? The slackness of it all. The other days not worth mentioning. Oh, maybe the day we went over to play ROCK BAND at max's house? AWESOME STUFF MAN.

Today? We ended school at one!! xD. Elated. Went over to slack at Heartland Mall while waiting for Max to finish school, then went for lunch with his class. Man, I wish I was in his class. Awesome funny people there. I had the fun i never had with my class, and it was just over lunch. That is how SR pwns. Followed max to bugis for his piano lesson after that. While he was having his lesson, I decided to explore bugis street. I was amazed. Didn't know Singapore had that kind of market like thingy in the middle of like what. some business district? It was definitely interesting. haha. But not a very pleasant place for shopping. :( Went home after that. MAN I WANT TO LEARN PIANO TOO! :(

Ahwell. *pose hilmi* kthxbai.

This is Max vs some guy in the GH3 challenge, battle well won!

SLASH FTW. (What I Want - Daughtry (Feat. Slash))

(James Blunt Parody) She Was Beautiful...I Swear

LOL, this is pwnage. Watch it!!

78 words

Speed test

Still can't beat max.

HELLO EVERYONE ! Please visit

http://rock-thistown.myminicity.com/

Its some lame thing i created when i was bored. All you have to do is click the link. You can close the window after that.

Thanks!

I wish i could be more carefree... and not depressed all the time. Whats more over something i cant talk to anyone about... Sigh.

I WANT TO BE HAPPY! Someone please help... :(

Sexual Harrassment?

WATCH THIS!

What Marissa means..

You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.
You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.
You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

______________________________

o_o i see many untruths in this. Sigh. The unreliability of the internet.

Here's a little advertisement.

Philharmonic Youth Winds
Beautiful Sunday in 2008!

Date: 13th April 2008, Sunday
Time: 3PM
Venue: Esplanade Concert Hall
Cost: Free!

The Philharmonic Winds and the Philharmonic Youth Winds jointly presents a concert that is great fun for the whole family. Led by conductor Leonard Tan, this fine group of musicians will bring to you an entertaining afternoon of music from cartoons and popular anime, movies and musicals, as well as popular tunes and songs.

Join Captain Jack Sparrow and his crew on his travels on the Caribbean, or Beauty and the Beast in their tale of love in their castle. You can also enjoy the music of the Beatles as well as award winning composer Andrew Lloyd Weber's most popular musicals. Fans of Hairspray and High School Musical will also love the evrlasting tunes from Grease, made popular by John Travolta and Olivia Newton John. Lastly, don't miss the special versions of popular Chinese pop songs!

(taken from http://www.philharmonicyouthwinds.org/upcoming.htm)

This concert is FREE! So to people who refuse to pay for tickets/want free tickets, ITS FREE! So you have no excuse not to go x) *Hint hInt Lol Muahaha hInt* <- lol that was cool xD and lame. haha.

I WANT TO WATCH 'WE WILL ROCK YOU' SO BADLY AHHHHH. Hey did you guys know that there are student tix at $50 for tues-thurs shows, + sat&sun matinees and sunday evening shows? I'm hoping to not go with my mum, so does anyone wana go? Its a frickin' 50 bucks? Where the hell can u watch a musical for $50?! I'm thinking of going on the night of the 13th of Apr, after my concert. Interested? Tell me!

Oh so we started a new acc in this lame game, and i'm getting a little addicted to it. Well, maybe not addicted, but well, THE CHARACTERS ARE SO CUTE HAHA. I'm not going to tell you guys what it is cuz its only going to embarrass me. And those people who know keep quiet or i'm going to slit your throat in the middle of the night!! Or like.. nvm *X-rated torturous idea*

Its going to be time for Philyouth soon!!! I cant wait! Fantillusion is my favourite song. I think i could die listening to it. IT IS SO SO NICE!! And i'm gushing over a song? wtf lol. xD

YES I GOT INTO SAJC!!!

So now, its no more slacking and down to hard work.

(I hope.)

*JIAYOU* to max for the appeal into SAJC. I HOPE YOU GET IN!!!

For those already in SAJC, HELLO!!

Today had funfair after school at max house hahaha. So many ppl came lah. I fell aslp at arnd 12 cuz i was so hungry then still have to wait for hilmi to come before max buy lunch.. then i woke up at 3. Keeef was there already. and wtf hilmi and greg still not there o_o. Thank god i went to slp. Supposed to have eaten lunch 3 hours ago. Would have prolly died from hunger or something.

Crap i also left my rubberband at max's house! TOMORROW HOW TO TIE HAIR. I ONLY GOT ONE. Asdasdasd. So i'm going to max's house tmr morning. JUST TO GET IT. oh man, this sucks. maybe i'll go over later or something. I think i also ahve smth to pass to max. but i cant rmb what it is! ASD. Well. too bad then. Gtg!

Cherries, glazed.

Hello!

Got back awhile ago from dinner with Max & Family. Went to Mezza9. We got cool chairs this time! More comfortable than last time. haha. Ate wagyu beef again. Yum x)
OH AND I FINALLY GOT TO DRINK MY ROSE TEA. So happy. Well, today i also finished reading Six Sacred Stones by Matthew Reilly, which i borrowed from Max's mum. PWN book. Sadly it ended in a cliffhanger. *#$&!!! Oh well. Shall have to wait for the next book.

@Hilmi. Thanks for publicising my blog? I bet no one comes here anyway. Who'd bother. lol. I only blog when i have nothing to do. And why aren't you online now?? Thats a rarity. You usually are online lol.

Alright. Whats on this coming thursday? VALENTINES DAY OF COURSE. Max... tsk. Lol. I was asking him about plans for V-day after dinner today and he keep avoiding my questions...*sing sing sing*... Then i said "k then i go make plans with someone else!" then he was like "YES!" LOL i nearly murdered him there and then. idiot lol.

AHHHH GOT PE AGAIN TOMORROW. WHO WANT TO GO POOL! Lol. I hate PE >.< Ah well. Debate thingy coming too. I hope our turn isnt on monday. Anyone can help with this?

"This house would legalise homosexual marriages", doing OPP.

ZZZZ i cant find any points. This is suck game. ASDASDASD. Whoever can help PLZ PLZ thanks.

Hello!

I am extremely happy today because...

1) I ponned PE
2) I went out with max + "montfort gang" (Hilmi, Gregory, Travis, Shaun)
3) I beat max at a game of POOL!

So i was just supposed to go out for lunch with Max today. Went after school (or rather after chemistry) when we were supposed to have this LOOOOOONG lunch break before PE, which only started at 5. So we went to the Kobayashi in Cine. While we were there i was like asking max whether i should pon anot. Then he received a call from Hilmi or whoever asking him to play pool. Anything is better than PE. Thus, PON.

Today was a very expensive day. :( Thanks to the last minute pool, i had to buy a set of new clothes, so i bought a skirt and a top. $10 for EZlink money, $26 for skirt, $13 for Kobayashi(max & mine), $5 for dinner. my wallet almost had to go to the hospital :( Aiya whatever lol. Went to play pooooool! xD Had alot of fun! (or at least a whole lot more than i was expecting to have.) At night, nothing much la. We just went to simlim to get max's HDD and HR bought a diamondback. Then we pubtransported back home, instead of cab. I was about 20 mins late back home, but thankfully my parents weren't home yet, so they didn't catch me. SO WHO CARES! WOOT!

I love you dear!

YES HILMI. YOU'RE COOL.
Am i being sarcastic? Hmmmmm.

'O' levels?

I got back my results! Well above expectations, and I'm happy! x) However, I feel very bad for all those who worked so hard and still got higher than me.. I was slacking half the time.. I definitely didn't deserve these results.. Oh well...

English - A1
Combined Humanities - B3
Geography - A1
Mathematics - A1
Additional Mathematics - A1
Chemistry - A1
Biology - B3
Chinese - B3
Higher Chinese - C6
L1B5 - 08
L1B4 - 05

I haven't decided where to go yet. I really want to go to SAJC. Max is trying to appeal there :( and well, people who know me very well would know that i ALWAYS wanted to go there, not just because of max. But now, with my results, my mum is trying to make me go to NJC. But NJC has the same cut off point as VJC, and I'd much rather go to VJC. In my opinion, VJC is more well respected than NJC. I don't know. What do you guys think? So yeah those are probably going to be my first two choices. Followed by TJC, then ACJC then SAJC. In order of merit, anyway. Wish my parents weren't so controlling. Ah well. Best of luck to all those applying for JAE!

And to Max, Good luck for the appeal! xD

WENT OUT WITH MAXIE TODAY! <3 (baka lester didnt want to come)

Met max on the bus and we made our way to PS! Wanted to get a pad on my clarinet changed cuz it was leaking, but they said i needed to change the whole set cuz its so old and worn out and all. It costs a bloody $214!! So we said we'd think about it and went off. I'm going to check with Accent first. Maybe its cheaper there, who knows?

Went to city hall after that, intending to go to Funan. However, when we came out of the MRT, IT WAS RAINING!! GAH. So we decided to go to Raffles City to look for baka's wallet. Tried looking for shaun after we found out he was working at the Robinsons there, but no luck, his shift hadn't started. So found a wallet for lester, and went back to Funan. Bought max a deathadder! x) SEE MAX YOUR CHRISTMAS PRESENT IS SO EX. Now your birthday is in like 2 weeks, and im broke. :( Oh well. Making you happy is worth it. Yeah so then ate at Ajisen Ramen, max treat, and knn it was so EX! =/ Well not my fault i just ordered one bowl of Ramen.. Went to Max's home and slack after that...

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! I'm back!

Oh no. I realised i owe hilmi and meng a letter :( Forgot to send on the plane home.

So. China was pretty darn great! (oh god i bought make-up) I went to Shenzhen, Guangzhou, Hk and Zhongshan.


Guangzhou
I stayed there for 3D2N. Pretty much went shopping most of the time. Went up to baiyun shan where the view was absolutely beautiful. And all the chinese locals were playing chapteh. You know that thingy with feathers that you kick around. They were using these bigger ones and they stand in a cirle and kick it to each other. It was uber cool, and uber fun, except that i can hardly kick it. Keep missing. I bought one, but i think the feathers are all crushed by now. :( Bought like 2-3 pairs of jeans, which were pretty nice, and for only less than $12! PWNAGE. Did my first manicure at Guangzhou too. Painted it a nice shade of pink. However, the more i looked at it after that, the more disgusted i got. Pastel pink DOES NOT SUIT ME.

HongKong
I stayed HERE for 6D5N. BORINGGGGGGG. By the end of the 6 days i practically couldn't wait to leave. Stayed the first night at the Disneyland Hollywood Hotel! It was damn cool. Everything had the mickey mouse symbol. We went disneyland for the first and second days. Had 2-day passes cuz we were staying in the hotel. WAY WORTH IT. I LOVED the Mickey's Philharmagic thingy. It was this 3D show with all the cartoon characters and stuff, and they included sense of smell, and touch, blowing air at us during the carpet ride from aladdin, and in the dinner scene in beauty and the beast, we could smell foood! mmm. Oh they sprayed water at us during some scenes also. AWESOME. My other favourite thing from disneyland was the Festival of the Lion King. It was this show imitating the lion king stuff, and they had real life singers and all. Props were pretty awesome. So i had SO MUCH FUN at Disneyland, I decided that i MUST MUST go with max next time, to the florida one!!

So the other 4 nights in HK, stayed in Grand Hyatt. Super awesome hotel man. Went to places like Seaworld (which, to me, SUCKED BIG TIME compared to disneyland), Victoria's peak (DAMN COOL TRAM, and DAMN COLD BALCONY, but DAMN NICE VIEW!), and did TONS of shopping. Walk here, walk there. Tired as hell. Didn't like it much. TOO MUCH SHOPPING, but nothing to buy because things were so expensive :(

ShenZhen
So this was a pretty interesting place. On the first day, we went to LuoHu Shopping Centre. Amused me pretty much. "Missy! want to buy sun glass! come! take a looky!" Me and my sister were strugging to stop ourselves from laughing. "come! cheapy! missy take a looky!" LOLOL. Went to Windows of the World. Cool place man! Eiffel tower and everything. But when we were in the elevator up the eiffel tower, i was kinda scared, cuz it was so creaky and everything! Who knows if it was going to fall! And the height.... ugh i rather not think about it. Fear of heights :( Didn't really do much there though. Walked around and stuff. Thats all.

ZhongShan
So my dad works here. Not posted, his company factory just located there. GAH. His boss is nuts, from what i hear from his and my mum's talk. Nothing much to do here. Pretty much the same old shopping and stuff. Bought makeup from there... etc. OH, on Christmas, I visited my Dad's company's factory! got to see how they made speakers and guitars and stuff. COOL STUFF. After that, went to this restaurant and ate Crocodile paw soup, and ostrich meat. Lol, well there's a first time for everything! Thats pretty much the most interesting thing that happened there. Other days were just more shopping. Yeah.

So now i'm here.

-_-

WORST FUCKIN DAY OF MY LIFE.

Don't ask.

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W00t! I never thought I'd see the day when I'd bowl above a hundred. I'm 'I' btw. M is Max, L is Lester and W is Woon! And the best part, I bowled it all with a seven pounder! Lol. My first even 'over-hundred' score ! :D So basically that was the best day I've had in a long long while. Bowled at Marine Cove, where we went cycling. Me, max and woon all felt sick after cycling. Lol. Rested awhile at Macs, and then went to the bowling alley. Had loads of fun. :)

At night, we went to watch the gala premiere of The Golden Compass. Brilliant show, and I loved it! :D and I love max & family for letting me watch it with him. :D Haha. It opens today, i think. Those who haven't watched it and can't wait, GO WATCH IT NOW. You won't regret it. :)

I'm starting work on Saturday!!! Can't wait for the day to come, I'm so excited! So I found a job as those servers in banquets, and its on an ad-hoc basis, so no five day work week for me! :D LALALA. The only horrible thing is that I have to don make-up, which I utterly utterly hate. But I guess it can't be helped. Anyone wants to work with me in this job? I wouldn't mind company! Its $6 an hour anyway, at either Suntec or Novotel. CANT WAITTTTT! :)

Dear, ilu! :D

If all of the desserts listed below were sitting in front of you, which would you choose (sorry, you can only pick one!).

Here are your choices:
1. Angel Food Cake
2. Brownies
3. Lemon Meringue Pie
4. Vanilla Cake With Chocolate Icing
5. Strawberry Short Cake
6. Chocolate on Chocolate
7. Ice Cream
8. Carrot Cake

No!!!!! you can’t change your mind once you scroll down, so think carefully what your choice will be…………..

OK - Now that you’ve made your choice this is what the research says about you…

SCROLL DOWN—

1. ANGEL FOOD CAKE — Sweet, loving, cuddly. You love all warm and fuzzy items. A little nutty at times. Sometimes you need an ice cream cone at the end of the day. Others perceive you as being childlike and immature at times.

2. BROWNIES – You are adventurous, love new ideas, and are a champion of underdogs and a slayer of dragons. When tempers flare up you whip out your saber. You are always the oddball with a unique sense of humor and direction. You tend to be very loyal.

3. LEMON MERINGUE — Smooth, sexy, &articulate with your hands, you are an excellent after-dinner speaker and a good teacher. But don’t try to walk and chew gum at the same t ime. A bit of a diva at times, but you have many friends.

4. VANILLA CAKE WITH CHOCOLATE ICING — Fun-loving, sassy, humorous, not very grounded in life; very indecisive and lack motivation. Everyone enjoys being around you, but you are a practical joker. Others should be cautious in making you mad. However, you are a friend for life.

5. STRAWBERRY SHORTCAKE — Romantic, warm, loving. You care about other people, can be counted on in a pinch and expect the same in return. Intuitively keen. Can be very emotional.

6. CHOCOLATE ON CHOCOLATE – Sexy; always ready to give and receive. Very creative, adventurous, ambitious, and passionate. You can appear to have a cold exterior but are warm on the inside. Not afraid to take chances. Will not settle for anything average in life. Love to laugh.

7. ICE CREAM — You like sports, whether it be baseball, football, basketball, or soccer. If you could, you would like to participate, but you enjoy watching sports. You don’t like to give up the remote control. You tend to be self-centered and high maintenance.

8. CARROT CAKE – You are a very fun loving person, who likes to laugh. You are fun to be with. People like to hang out with you. You are a very warm hearted person and a little quirky at times. You have many loyal friends.

*quiz taken from Rachelle's blog


I'm brownies. I'm not sure if its true. You tell me!

okay, so i'm finally updating again =)

So, haven't really been having much luck in finding a job. Lester must be cursing me everyday. tsk. These few days I've been going everywhere searching for a job, but no one wants to hire me!! :(

What else do I have to say...

Going to Metz to stay over tonight~ Nyoro~ lol. FINALLY i get to stay over!! YAY. hope nothing bad happens though. GAH i really cant think of anything to blog....

"It's crazy right?" Trixie interrupted. "To love someone who's hurt you?"

"It's crazier to think that someone who hurts you loves you," Janice replied.

___________________________________________

time to ponder this quote...

Bloody temper.

I MISS LESTER. He's coming back tmr! Yay! :D

Birthday's in 3 days!! :D Yeah, and Bio & SS 'O's are in 4. T.T
looks like I'm going to miss my birthday celebration altogether :(

MAX IS EVILLLLLLL. He's making me go deaf with his noisy guitar in the phone. :( SHHHH MAX. I know you're reading this.

So far 'O's have been pretty okay, and the days have been going fine. I quite enjoy this week. get to talk to max every night! :D BOO MAX. ilu x)

Going to max house soon. lolz. FOOOOD. ok bye.

So Annoying!

Lolz, had tuition in the morning, was supposed to wake up at 8am. But they made me slp at 3am cuz were conferencing on my phone. The convo was pretty amusing though. From being super sleepy at 1am, when max brought up the new dota i was awake again until the end of the convo. i was expecting to fall asleep on the phone. But apparently not! xD

Went out with Kara, Maween & friends yesterday (with lester and max xD ) It was fun! Haha. We were so scared we were going to be late cuz supposed to meet at 11am.. but when we got to marina square kara was hiding and no one else was there... So lester went to play a game of max tune! So cool haha. And max disappeared somewhere o.o He came back with Kara & Maween a little while later though. Then we went bowling~ Lol. I got 95 first game, 98 2nd and 3rd game i screwed up. forgot the score :( Oh well. Next time I'm going to get above 100! x))

After that, we went ice-skating! Haven't been there since the last time I went with lester, naan and the rest. It was pretty fun with the icewars and all, besides the fact that I had to protect max and do whatever i could for lester, which wasnt much since he was targeted all the while. Poor guy. ( LOL @ LESTER!! ) Didn't succeed at making Kara fall down :( Oh wells. haha.

We took Neoprints! Haven't taken in a few million years x) I'm nt going to post them here though. Need to respect people's privacy. But there were a few cool shots. I got all the left overs >.< lols but nvm.

After that,took train to amk & went to the AMK Hub to hunt for food. Waited at MOS Burger for super long!! >.< After that, took bus to Serangoon Gardens and went to Max's house to take Badminton rackets! Played badminton at chartwell. When we got tired, we went to play on the swings and everything. Had alot of fun at the park! x) Lol. Then when I got home, conference until three.

However I was reading blogs today, and I was annoyed >.< Hey kara, i know he's ur enemy but you dont have to keep posting bad things about him on your blog. Words CAN hurt, y'know? (not me obviously. but w/ever) We aren't really obligated to be nice to you. So yeah maybe you should cherish your friends a little more. ( I'm not referring to myself OR lester ) Be nice, and people'll be nice to you.

K w/ever at that. Oh well. GAH I WANT TO PLAY DOTA BUT MY DAD IS AT HOME >.<"

HELLO.

I wish i had more self-esteem. & courage, for that matter.



Went out to macs to study with max ytd. Guess who I saw? CORDELIA YEO! Haven't seen her in so long! haha then stupid max kept sending dumb msgs with my phone, waste all my money... >.< Haha now he's friends with her. Cool eh? OH YEAH. He made 2 new friends yesterday becuz of me. Delia, and his neighbour, Valerie. Apparently, she lost her wallet, and this woman came by to drop it off at her house but she wasnt at home. So we took the wallet frm her and wrote Val a note so telling her to call max. She called at 11+ lol.

MAX! WINDSHIELD WIPERZ!! :D and the korean song hahaha. Hm hmhmhm hmhmhmhmhmhmhmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm !! :D so fun to annoy you LOL.

O levels has officially started. Had Chem prac today, which was AWFUL. OMGZWTFBBQDIEEEEEEEEEEE. All wrong! (ok whatever im noob :( ) Oh well. EH O LEVELS! HURRY UP OVER SO I CAN GO OUT CAN! I miss Adam & Naan & Woon & DK. Lester.. well i see him alot so who cares :D lol.

I hope those egg/neewam or whoever else who's disturbing lester leave him alone. Its so sad to see him being ganged up against by many people. And knowing him, he'd never do such things. So Lester, you know what to do. Tell them to **** ***! :D

Hello. I'm only blogging cuz i have free time in the library and there's seriously nothing better to do :(

IM HUNGRY.
& TIRED. :((

Going out to get Ame's birthday present later! Don't know what to get her yet :( Oh well. I'm very tempted to just go home. Lazy to go out today. Was supposed to go to the METZ ! :( Life sucks.

22 more days to O levels!
As the days pass, the more I'm thinking I'm not going to make it. I'm about as hopeless as you can get :( My biology is totally screwed. I just cant make myself sit down and study. Hopefully I will get down to business soon cuz if I don't, GG.

RAH RAH RAH RAH RAH RAH RAH.

Wow, September alr. DAMN YOU PRELIMS.

I WANNA GO OUT WITH DAR. :(
Forever only wna stay at home play comp play guitar one. so boring. >.<
Your house is getting a little sian.. :(

I hate studying. BIO sucks, CHEM sucks, GEOG sucks. the rest still can. I LOVE Amath :D
All the silly memorising stuffies. I wish there was a microchip to insert into my brain then I dont need to study...

NVM MAR. O LEVELS COMING. :D
SOON soon SOON soon SOON!
You shall study hard and pwn them all! YAYYY.
But I have no discipline :(
My phone gone liao still got other ways to talk to people...
Parents out straight away use comp...
Whole day fussing about darling...
HOW?!
So many distractions...
So little time..
Bio first day, then Geog, then Chem.. I'm gna die for them all.
MAR MUST START STUDYING! NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW!!


All I want to do is hold you.

So many things have happened since I last posted, and I HAVE to rant, or I think I'll explode.

Well, these past few weeks have been about the best ever. Though it has been band prac after band prac after band prac (and alot of procrastinating), there has never ever been a moment I've regretted joining band. Band has, after all, become my life.

First there was SCGS combined concert with SMKSA Kedah. That was a week of daily band pracs to get ready for the concert. The SMKSA band was great. Blasting trumpets, entertaining dances. The two days they were here really wasn't enough. Played Pirates of the Caribbean, Phantom of the Opera, Latin Gold, Shrek Dance (again =.=) and other pieces. They were ok, but we got owned by the kedah band. I love SC Band all the same (:

Then the following week, we had PhilYouth concert. That was totally pWnAgE. Two night practices before the actual day to polish off ends, then it was PHILYOUTH IN CONCERT! Got good comments from my friends who went for the concert, and I'm happy with it. Made new friends too (: I'm going to practice hard so that I can get into JC band! Yay.

Yesterday, we announced the new posts for the 07/08 Band Committee. There were some happy faces, and some sad. Couldn't stay to hear the new 07/08 band play though, cuz i had to rush off. But I'm pretty satisfied. Ending my term in SC Band tomorrow. I can't believe it! Four years! But yeah, I guess it has to come to an end sometime.

Today, I'm rushing to get all my handover stuff done before tomorrow! :( '


SC Clarinets, you guys will always be in my heart <3

070707

LIVE EARTH today. LP rocks :D WEAR GREEN TMR! :D

oh mannnnnnn. Bio test on Monday. I HATE STUDYINGGGG. :( i wish it would all go in.

I said some things that I shouldn't have today, & I'm sorry :( please forgive me. i take them all back.

I feel so lonely. AGAIN.



And to the ones in which we sing,
We are honored you let us in
I remember the thoughts of many things,
Of the glory that you bring.

Another Concert!

Philharmonic Youth Winds In Concert

5 August, 5pm

Singapore Conference Hall

Tix @ $10

Repertoire:

Noah's Ark

Poet and Peasant Overture

Westside Story

English Folk Song Suite

& more.

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Come support us! ty :D

VIVA LA BAND

28th July 2007

7pm
Khoo Auditorium, SCGS

Tix @ $10/$15

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If interested, email/call/sms me.

Not sure of repertoire, but some pieces we're playing include:

Madrigalum (SYF choice piece)

L-O-V-E

El Bimbo

Latin Gold
POTC (TBC)

High School Musical (TBC)

I really hope we're playing POTC. We've been practising really hard for it.. so.. we'll probably be playing. Anyways, come support SCGS BAND! ( and me! lol =/ )

Bu hu hu.

I'm sick. Sunday night, i went to the market, ate porridge and drank soya bean, and the next day... POOF. FOOD POISONING. >.<

2nd day I didn't go to school already, and I'm showing no signs of getting better.
I HATE PILLS!! Can't eat pills for nuts. I tried to swallow the chinese charcoal thingy. nearly DIED.

Kw sent me POTC:At world's End OST! <33 Listening to it now. It rocks. I think out of the three POTCs, this has the best music. Helping my maid transfer songs into her mp4 now. Comp is lagging. shouldnt blog anymore. bb.

Mar, just ignore him. >.<

FUCK LAH. FRIDAY ALSO CANNOT.

I AM SO PISSED MY HEAD IS GONA EXPLODE. WTF.

I HATE IT WHEN YOU DO THIS. I REALLY HATE IT.

__

I knew it was too good to be true.
Sigh.

Oh well. Band! :D Been great seeing the juniors again. Had interviews today. So tiring. But there are people who have great potential to become majors. And the questions we asked.. LOL.

After that, went over to Max's. Supposed to help him do DSA stuff, but ended up playing pirates on his clarinet! I love pirates! <3 After that we went to Far East Plaza cuz he had to cut hair. Ate chicken rice! Haven't eaten that since the sec 1 outing with seniors? It was pretty cool :D Then came home.

& here I am! [after a nice long bath]

ONE MORE CHANCE, FRIDAY!! :D

& the days go by..

I haven't started doing anything, and poof! One more week to exams.
WHATEVER SHALL I DO?

Well, I got lectured by my parents for being addicted to the comp.
Gotta stop being rude to parents if not I'm gonna get owned.
Gotta find some way to get my allowance if not I'm not going to have any money for Thursday!SHIT.

Bored as hell.
Think I shall go sleep early tonight since I have no one to talk to..
Maxy! :(
Well, OK. Forget about it. I WILL PERSEVERE!

Hah, Band? It's become kind of a chore. I hate the pieces we're playing. BAHH. 'Pirates' is nice, just that my tone sucks on the high notes and i get very pissed during band. When that happens, I don't put in effort, and POOF. .........................There goes mar.

OH YEAHHHHH. My dad just gave me my allowance. WOOHOO. $30 for thursday ftw! (thats the whole of my allowance as I used up my savings on other stuff.)


THURSDAY THURSDAY THURSDAY. Yay.
I don't feel like going out on thursday. :(
I want to... but... I feel like my hopes are going to be crushed.

NEW SKIN! :D

<3

Play!

Yo.

Spent the last 2 days with Maxy (:
Went over, fooled around, WANTED TO GO BOWLING but in the end didn't..
Watched EVERYBODY LOVES RAYMOND Season 7! :D :D :D
heh.

Yesterday night, went to watch Play! A Video Game Symphony with dear.
& omg, was it awesome.
Who knew orchestral performances could be so entertaining?
Met Georgia there. haha. Tried to sms her sis but she wouldnt reply so.. Oh well.
Max got intervied by a ST Life journalist! So cool! lol. Waiting for the article to come out.. lol.

@Max: Meathook! (miss) Vacuum. (ahhhh) Entangling Roots. (LET ME GO!) Greater Bash. (!!!) What was that... Gust of Wind? (LOL) ^^


Going out for dinner tonight :D
& its Father's Day tmr... crap havent gotten present. :(

<3Play!, <3MAX! :D

mar doesnt deserve to be here.

YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW BRAIN DEAD A WHOLE CHAPTER OF TRIGO TYS CAN MAKE YOU UNTIL U TRY IT.
For those of you who have, gj!

-die.

I read someone's blog just now.
& I realised how happy some people can be with their life.
& here I am complaining and complaining.
I regret everything that has happened the past 3 years.
But its too late now, there's no turning back.

Looks like I just have to face the music & deal with everything that I got myself into.

Jeez, I wish I could be happier.
Every entry seems to be about my sad life.
I miss God,
I miss happy moments which came on a daily basis,
& I miss life.

I know you try to make me happy all the time, sorry im so moody lately :(
I'll try to change, I promise.

Philwinds concert today.

Im going out in abt half an hour.
Aiming to learn how to play More Than Words.
It means alot to me.

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Saying I love you
Is not the words I want to hear from you
Its not that I want you
Not to say, but if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldnt have to say that you love me
Cos Id already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldnt make things new
Just by saying I love you

More than words

Now Ive tried to talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands and touch me
Hold me close dont ever let me go
More than words is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldnt have to say that you love me
Cos Id already know

HI.

I'm prepared to fail both mocks tmr.
its almost 11pm.
& guess what! I havent started studying.

So....

I'm not going to. (or maybe during chem tmr.)
Though i practised my clarinet for quite awhile today.
DAMN, still not perfect.
Oh well.
I haven't got my VJC form done ! Oh god.. >.<

DIE LAH.

sigh. Actually. I hate failing tests.
But I'm just so fucking lazy >.<

AND DARLING where are you! COME HOME!

Depressing.

I have so many things to be depressed about i dont know where to start.

You dont have to read this post if you dont want to.

#1 - Max refuses to go for tuition ltr.
K you may go like "oh whats the big deal", but its him that keeps me going for tuition, if not i'll be ponning every session. And if he doesn't go, the class will be so quiet and boring, which i hate. So now i dont feel like going for tuition >.<

*EDITED* After much tears, this problem has been solved. ONCE, and i hope, for all.
[mar dear you have to stay strong.]

#3 - GEOG MOCK IS IN 3 DAYS.
and I haven't really started mugging.

#4 - AMATH MOCK IS IN 3 DAYS.
and I have also barely started.

#5 - VJC AUDITIONS ARE IN 3 DAYS.
and i have barely started practising. Stupid woman called me at like.. 11+ last night and asked me to go for auditions. I was about to sleep ! -.- Oh well. But like.. I'm nt gna get in anyway, so whats the point? Just for fun la.

RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I AM SO FRUSTRATED RIGHT NOW I THINK I CAN JUST DIE.
I feel so small and alone nowadays. I can't cope with 2 full weeks of crap. Maybe one good day la. but maybe its all my fault. maybe the reason you *****ed was because of me. maybe i should start studying for Os without any distraction. maybe i'm the one whos distracting you.






But who am I kidding?
I can't make it without you.

Makes me wonder...

:DDDDDD

I'm in a really good mood today, because maxy had lunch with me ytd! :D

And you see how little things can really improve my mood.

I am going the wrong way, and I'm succumbing to the 'adam's music taste' syndrome. ABIT. =/
I just realise that the songs aren't that bad after all. Lol. Jason Mraz, Maroon 5 ...

... makes me wonder. :D

K, time for more work, and less play. My mum's gna murder me if she turns around and looks at the comp.

TIME FOR....

... WORDPLAY !

(omg there's smth wrong with me.)

TATA !

<33

HELLO.

I watched POTC on Friday with the Adam, Adnaan, and well... many other people. I cant believe its the end. It left me so heart broken, or xin1 tong4, or whtever. BUT AHHHHH.

ORLANDO BLOOM IS SO HOT. =/ I cant believe im still obsessing abt him.. started in p5, omg theres something wrong with me ! (max dont kill me plz) & now you know why i was so whiny that day after the show. :(

OKAY I SHALL STOP OBSESSING ABOUT HIM, OR I'LL BE SIGNING MY DEATH WARRANT.

byebye. (OMG AHHHHH !!!)

the rose <3

Some say love it is a river
that drowns the tender reed
Some say love it is a razer
that leaves your soul to blead

Some say love it is a hunger
an endless aching need
I say love it is a flower
and you it's only seed

It's the heart afraid of breaking
that never learns to dance
It's the dream afraid of wakingthat never takes the chance
It's the one who won't be taken
who cannot seem to give
and the soul afraid of dyingthat never learns to live

When the night has been too lonely
and the road has been too long
and you think that love is only
for the lucky and the strong
Just remember in the winterfar beneath the bitter snows
lies the seed
that with the sun's love
in the spring
becomes the rose

-bette midler.

AHHH i love this song.

BATAM :D

Hello`



HEHEHEHE.



I'm in Batam now! :D Ponn 2 days of school =/ I think my partner is v happy.. dont have me arnd more space to put things... lol. She can utilise my table well, right Geraldine? xD



DID ANYONE MISS ME??? ahaha.



I did the flying fox! from the top of the hotel down to near the pool there, & my dad took a video. Lol. It was damn fun! Went twice! But the guy, he didnt let me jump off the ledge myself! I wanted to feel what it was like to commit suicide =/. But i have a phobia of heights, so.. might as well. :D

K, so first day, flying fox, then we went to the pizzeria to order pizza. xD Brought it back to the room, and played gin rummy until like 10+pm. or 11+ in SG time. Can u imagine, we all slept at 10+!! amazing. lol.

2nd day, went for breakfast at the buffet, which sucked cuz there was barely anything to eat.. =/ , then went to Nagoya for shopping. I didnt really do any shopping there, but I did do a facial! LOL. duno, my sis went to cut hair, then since we didnt really wana wait so each of us did smth at the salon. I had my facial, mum did pedicure, dad did foot reflex.

BUT HELL THE FACIAL WAS OMGWTF PAIN !!! at first it was cream after cream after cream, then duno wth she was doing, felt like she was giving my face 10000 injections... >.< seriously. I nearly died there, waiting for it to end. then after that still put some menthol/eucalyptus shit on my face. i was like thinking ... !! TAKE IT OFF! but.. decided to keep quiet.

We went for dinner at this golden prawn restaurant thing, its like those kelong seafood restaurants where u get to pick ur own prawns and seafood and stuff. I dont eat seafood so we were like feasting on vegetables and rice. lol. Pathetic, i know. But it just looked so good in front of all that seafood! Oh, and we saw how they caught the prawns, THE CRUELTY! when they put the net in, all the prawns were jumping about in the net, and some managed to jump out! but they landed on the floor instead of the water, and died anyway. It was so saddening. :(

After bowling, we came back to the hotel. BOWLING BOWLING! :D Lol, i beat my mum with my miserable score, it was so funny. LOL. 88? and i can beat my mum? she was supposed to be alot better than me. but it was fun. Especially watching my sister. Cuz my sister didnt know how to bowl, she held the ball like.. weirdly. and then walking up to the lane.. she sorta had like a spring in her step, and looked like she was doing a catwalk. Comical! We kept laughing.. then frm hitting pins, she ended up getting half her balls in the longkang.. lol. =/ Played pool after that. My mum, sis and I had no idea how to play, and we ended up taking an hour ++ to complete a game, after taking turns. I only got ONE ball in, wth. LOL, but it was fun. Then at the end the live band came to play for us, cuz we were like the last ones left. They played tears in heaven, knocking on heavens door at our request! they played others, but i cant rmb the title. It was cool :D How often do you get a live band all to yourself?

Haha, then this morning, went swimming! lol. Wanted to do water sports, but then mum said something about how this guy was cooking crab, then he got nipped by the raw crab, then had a wound. He neglected it, and just went about cooking the crab. Ate it, fell sick at night. next morning, woke up with a gangrenous arm, had to amputate it. Died a few hours later, due to some flesh-eating organism introduced into his blood by the crab? So i was too scared to go into the water after that. NO WATER SPORTS. and the beach..wait. THERE WAS NO BEACH! It was just.. murky water. Oh well. So, now its storming outside, and my dad has 2hrs ++ of internet to kill so I'm using it for him.

I miss home, & all the people that come with it, having no roaming SUCKS. I've practically lost contact with everyone back in Singapore.

@ADRIEL; Sorry I couldn't attend your concert!! Wasn't in Singapore. Did you call me? No roaming.. =/ Sorry sorry sorry! mm, another time k?

@GER; Hi, did u collect homework for me? I HOPE YOU DIDNT SLEEP IN CLASS WHILE I WAS AWAY!

@Hilmi; lol, no dota with me , sad? LOL.

@Max; -hug -poke.

OKAAAAAY. Gtg. byebye! I'm coming back today, like WOO! BAND TMR! xD Playing for the concert! :D :D I <3 my section!!

Max's quiz! LOL

Create your own Friend Test here

Max: plz do plz do plz do plz do plz do.

I created a test today!!

Create your own Friend Test here

Hahaha. Heres this test I created today. Go do! hhaha. ^^ xD

Labour Day!

NOKIA MUSIC BUS! <3 Cool seats! lols.





JOSHY!



Close up of the hot guy in the MRT. Those who thought it was max, YOU THOUGHT WRONG!



Nicolyy laboring away on labour day, and joshy in e background!



Closer Up of the Hot Guy in the MRT. <3